if i'm a bad person, you dont like me. i guess ill go, make my own way. its a circle a mean cycle. i cant excite you anymore. wheres your gavel? your jury?what's my offense this time?you're not a judge but if you're gonna judge me,well sentence me to another life.

Clinical postings baby. Ward 37. Staff are good. Brother is good. Everything seems good so far. With great enthusiasm, i am done with my Case Study. HAHA!

.....AjitW@rna..... says (4:57 PM):
adik!!!
DP vogue...hehehehe
·!¦[·jüLìèêéë·]¦!· 15 little love notes. says (4:58 PM):
hahahahha!!!
.....AjitW@rna..... says (4:58 PM):
miss u
nari tak kuar?
·!¦[·jüLìèêéë·]¦!· 15 little love notes. says (4:58 PM):
baru balik kerja. nanti malam, i am going back to dance!
macam after so long.

Misses to Abang Yazid. And yes, speaking of which, i am going back to dance, right from TONIGHT! woo. haha. Second day of attachments. Been good so far. I haven't touch on wound dressing and stuffs. Then again, i have done those simple things like taking care of client's with chest tube insertion. Like for once, this is my first time giving medication to client's. I have never had real life training on real patient. Great experience. I am glad that i am in Year 2 and the brother had given alot of trust and freedom for us to do whatever. Happy so far but it's too soon to speak.

Oh yes, i don't fancy people who discriminate and don't learn to appreciate. Can i just say this? Singaporeans are afraid to die. Just because i wear a nurse uniform, doesn't make you think that i carry diseases. Just because i don a nurse uniform, i seems so filthy and have been doing dirty jobs. Spare a thought, when you are lying on bed, who do you look for? The hospital. Stop stereotyping nurses and thinking that we have been carrying the H1N1 disease. You don't know those around you. Even those who didn't go to the hospital, will get that disease. For goodness sake, you won't die of H1N1 if you immune system is well off strong. That's one. On a lighter note, it gives me a personal space, of which, i get to own the whole seat alone in the bus. Just PERFECT. When you lose something, you gain something.

Next, now, in this era, people don't practice queing anymore. I don't get the idea of having railings at the bus interchange when people do not queue. Scrap the whole idea of getting the people in control. The railing doesn't serve any purpose anymore. What's the use of having railings when people don't bother queing? This is because, i was queing at Bedok Interchange, waiting for the bus to head home. Some annoying specimens, had to the cut the queue, slumberly. With no sense of shame and guilty, they happily stood right in front. Then, the bus driver came over, they happily board the bus. Not one, not two. I tell you. a WHOLE LOT. So, upon boarding, i gave a sly grin and a glare, filled with anger and rage. Still, some just give no fig like as if it's their bus. Singaporeans are just as kiasu as ever. Have it all, or nothing at all. Jangan jadi loser boleh? Like Paramore's song : For A Pessimist, I'm Pretty Optimistic. :)

I am meeting dance mates later on and i don't know why i am just excited. I went to Geylang Bazaar last night with Danial to get our clothes. Ate at Rex Mackenzie for break fast. Before that, bumped into Haiqel who waited for Pasha for more than an hour. He was complaining how lemau he was like a cookie. haha! Afterwhich, we drop by at Kampong Collection to meet abang and gang. Abang got himself crazy by biting my flabby arms. Oh my. He left a mark and i love you for that, abang rizalku sayang. It's still in pain, for goodness sake. Pain killer anyone? haha! So, i went to entertain kak endang's crap. Walked with Dann to Eunos and took bus 61. Oh yes, he bumped into Yaya. Saw Syirah too. So yes, that should end my night. I woke up, dragging my feet to work. I felt so shagged.

I have no more life. It's just work and fasting month. Counting down. 17 more days baby. Simply perfect-o!

Find a guy who calls you beautiful instead of hot, who calls you back when you hang up on him, who will lie under the stars and listen to your heartbeat, or will stay awake just to watch you sleep... wait for the boy who kisses your forehead, who wants to show you off to the world when you are in sweats, who holds your hand in front of his friends, who thinks you' re just as pretty without makeup on. One who is constantly reminding you of how much he cares and how lucky he is to have YOU... The one who turns to his friends and says, thats her...

fact: Don't hold to anger, hurt or pain. They steal your energy and keep you from love.