
kan dinah, i said i curik this photo!
haha.
okay, back from town.
collected money from hid.
initially, me and omar were suppose to waste our time.
aizat called me up to give my umbrella back.
he said meet at 3. then he said 2.30.
i lazy ah.
so i told him some other time.
when i reached town, met with omar, saw nash,haddy,dans,shyam,fadh,hakim sham.
they said they were going jurong.
they asked us to tag along.
i and omar looked at each other and said "anything ah"
because the rest still have to take their time.
so bleahs.
nash had to go off.
went to jurong.
it took us so long to reach there sia.
when we reached there, we still have to wait for the shuttle bus.
so lamer!
when we reach IMM, thanks, the headphones were not sold at IMM.
it was at another building.
gong gong!
terima kasih.
haha.
after travelling so far.
then me and omar went back to town because we were suppose to meet mahesh, heyya and dinah.
then lishah was with dinah.
then the whole clan was there.
except for JDI.
and hakim om.
and dhamirah.
so sayang.
then i got my money from dayah at coffee club and then went back home.
tmr, might be doing my hair.
so yea.
hopefully i can go out larh eh.
going to call ezzat and omar and heyya.
nites everyone.
much love!
truth: appreciation can never be understood until you have lost that someone you truly share your past with. i hope you understand what lies within me. i still have alot of pain, i ain't dealt with it all. :))
i'm dangerously in love with you. you set me free..
haha.
jiwang pulak si tongong nie.
wake up seyy.

Ezzat will be back tomorrow!
but haiyah, samihah is going off today.
i'm gonna miss you darls.
superly miss you!
yesterday, i was out.
went to singapore post for food with khalishah.
then aizat asked me to cut his hair for him.
after he extend.
super belo!
then while hakim,helmi and bombay went to makan at long john, we composed a song.
composer :danial, julie and lishah.
dans, our song "sick and tired" is hovering in my head okay!
this feeling just ain't right,
i'm sick and tired of your lies that keeps on haunting me like a lost soul.
we know we just ain't for us but i clearly know,
that you're just bitchin' with my life.
i did not know i could even come up with a tune.
nak buat show??
haha.
suara kalau sedap takpe.
we make malay song ah.
we have been making english songs.
okay handsome boy.
after singapore post, we headed to town.
but we had to wait for so long okay.
wait for lishah's friend.
then, the truth was out.
okay, i shall not say anything about the truth.
whoever knows it, knows it.
thanks danial.
and oh yah, danial followed us to town too.
baik adek kakak.
haha.
if it wasn't for danial who followed us, i wouldn't have known the truth.
sabarin dong B.O.B, jangan marah2 dong sihh.
haha.
nyah, kau marah2,muka tua nanti nyah. dah tak vogue!
i was on the phone with the whole of B.O.B that i did not post this yesterday night.
at town, we meet up with dinah.
and we sat at taka.
sat and blah and blah.
until dinah's saliva's tergantung at danial's bulu kaki.
macam lantern!
hahaha!!
lepak giler!
met up with B.O.B at cityhall last cabin and went home.
B.O.B just finish practice at Tapac.
missing them already.
danial's birthday, we must plan up something okay?
SENTOSA AH!
B.O.B ft B.O.S.
haha!
wth!
band of sisters ke aper!!
back to old times lah darlings!
i know that we are all busy, but we sure will have time for one another.
we will sit down and plan okay?
picnic or something, like we usually do.
:)
today, i will be sending adek mya to airport.
mihah lah!
i promised her though.
then gonna have practice at kallang.
yay!
together with erfa and roslyndah.
start lah aku punya mengarut nyah!
okay julie, scrap that tone okay.
i've realised something. there is something that we should both do together. that is, to really sit and talk about each other's feelings. kisses, hugs and beautiful words, that's what i really miss. as told, i miss what we shared. :)
thanks abang rizal!for this pair of longed wanted pair of sandals and the two shirts.
and all the treats.
the shisha and all.
sent dad yesterday.
missing him already.
take good care daddy.
yesterday, after sending dad off, i met abang rizal, lishah and dinah and kak jah.
went to town.
saw danial, haddy, bob, helmi and shah.
we just had a small chat and went off to mc cafe.
abang rizal bought each of us a pair of sandals.
and 2 shirts.
reached home at 12.15am.
haha.
today, went sentosa to make up for jurong ville.
then, it was my red day.
haiz.
sads.
had my tummy cramp.:(
went out of the house at 9am.
i reached home at 9.45pm.
almost 12 hours i have been out.
haha.
freakingly worn out.
ezzat, farewell.gonna miss you loads.
mihah, omar and ezzat, we
MUST meet soon.
khairiyah, life's been shit for us.guys are just people who teach us the meaning of strength.thank them girl.let's not brood over what happened.i'm soon giving up.i'm moving on.i can't help living in denial.life's a bitch.dealing with friendship, love and all sorts.that goes the same for friendship.friendship can be a hell lot of problem.:))but this is not the time to have all these problems lah.we are not even married.part of my life, you are one missed soul. "i can't wait til its officially US", quoted by LIE ABOUT US. thanks dinah.but liar, we can never go far.the tears shed, was never wasted.but the time i spared, was far off wasted if i had known it was not worth the wait.
fact of my life : i love you. i miss you. but it's better off without you.
OKAY!today is havoc day!
i went out of the house at 2.20pm.
met dinah and lishah at last cabin and off we went to Khatib.
make up artiste lah konon kan..
met Abang rizal there.
we were suppose to meet him by 3. and we reached at 3.15.
as usual lah.
macam you all tak tau..
haha.
very the bapok!okay, then we bought food.
skali, abang said he wanted to ajak us eat at New York Pizza.
haiyah.
waste money!then he belanja us eat pizza.
whoa, banyak seyy.
imagine, 3 pieces of BIG PIZZA.
and i literally mean BIG okay!with a piece of freakingly nice chicken.
we all, like fat pig.
eat until we cant eat anymore.
lishah, as usual, eat abit.
then we went to make up for the students of Pierce Sec.
then, off we headed off to Bugis.
then halfway through, we met Fazlee and he told us he wanted to go Arab street.
we all kaypo2 lah. since we have no PLANS.
then we went to Al Majlis and went for SHISHA.
belo okay.
aku, macam kental.
first time.
so i tried, dinah (budak jahat) taught me.
haha.
terima kasih kakak dinah..
what made the day belo is, abang rizal belanja us shisha, but he did not take it.
haha.
abang...abang..
the whole day he belanja us.
drinks and everything.
i had a day of urinating!thanks to abang ah.
after that, he gave us cab fare and shoo us home.
haha.
1..2..3..TERIMA KASIH ABANG!lishah, pelan2 pergi upload gambar yer.
dinah, mimpi jangan sembarang. tiba2 kat rumah hantu.
:p
tomorrow, gonna send dad to airport.
time now, 12 plus and i just reached home.
chatting with ezzat and heyya.
going off now.
truth is: trying to forget but shits keep on coming in. ouh,
I DON'T CARE!baby love, don't tell me you don't know how i feel. missing you like the old times. fuckingly miss you and the rest! wheee. i need to know what you really feel.PS:
I THINK I AM IN LOVE. hussshhh!!:p



things are back like old times.
everything seems fine.
just that, i can't get him out of my head.
it hurts me much more to forget him.
my strong soul, gone.
i guess, i misplaced it somewhere.
tomorrow, will be meeting lishah and rizal.
we have to go to Khatib to make up for some schools.
the name sounds foreign to me.
maybe i have been spending most of my life in the eastside.
and, i am back from Mustafa Centre with mum,dad, sister and Emilya.
went to eat thosai at Komala Villa and then headed to Mustafa to buy dad's necessities for his pilgrimage.
i am so gonna miss you daddy.
my one and only DATO' K.
K which means kutip,kiasu,kanchiong,kaypo and all the so many Ks that i can describe him.
when he is back, in January, we might fly off for Bangkok.
but somewhere during december, i might be going to Batam for my Holiday!
that's what i call relaxation!
now, i am gonna call ezzat.
gonna conference with mihah and omar i guess.
about what happened recently :NO COMMENTS.
urgh.
and XX, the more i try to forget you, the more i think of you. i am really wondering if i should BUZZ OFF forever. because, as said everyday, I MISS YOU DARLS.

back from airport to send mya.
BON VOYAGE MYA!
gonaa miss her.
two consecutive days at airport.
yesterday, followed mihah for her job interview.
so, me and ezzat went.
then went to tampines to watch GAME PLAN.
thanks ezzat.
will pay you soon.
remind me.
went to watch with ahmad, mihah, ezzat and mya.
last outing before she left.
sat at starbucks for HOURS.
with shyam, razi,helmi,danial,bob,nash,aizat,mihah,ezzat,ahmad,dinah and mya.
again, we were there to chat.
clear cut, it was nice.
nash, aizat and bob went to tampines changkat to have their session.
they came back at 11 plus.
okay. bleahs.
then, i was suppose to meet norimah, shazni and fiza.
plan, COCK UP!
shazni couldn't go to t-mart.
norimah, can't go out.
whoa.
hell.
so, i just went to shazni's place.
ate mac food.
then, lepak.
so much for OVERNIGHT dehh.
then, next day, was suppose to go to the zoo.
ZOO HABIS!
cancelled.
so, all plans cocked up.
so, mum asked me to go grand's place and fetch PERIUK.
WTH!
okay. took it and went off.
took cab home.
met them at airport.
sent mya.
then waited for bob,helmi and razi.
then went to cityhall.
then, went home.
sitting in my room.
thinking on the value of friendship.
what does friendship really mean to you?
i know i am not in fairytale land where everything is a happy ending.
i am in a world of pragmatism where everything is virtual.
should fights really be involved?
what would you even do, if you just had this bestfriend who even neglect the true meaning of friendship?
worst still, what if your bestfriend doesn't mean what they say?
ouh. maybe i got to do my own self reflection.
mind me for being too petty.
mind me for being the fool.
why do all good things come to an end?
why is friendship just like any other relationship?
why is friendship ignored for the sake of relationship?
baby, you don't know how much i miss you. if power was given to me and i could plan out everything that i want, leaving would never be an option for me. Love was brought to us and it's lust that we both fell in love with. if "not meant to be together" is the reason to our break up, why are we still holding on tight to what we have? I MISS YOU, I REALLY DO. :(
few days had passed.
i was busy with the preparation for my dad's kenduri.
okay.
done already.
now, its cleaning up.
brother pulled out the wireless connection because the house was too packed.
i might be meeting samihah, ezzat and omar soon.
shall update stories like we always do.
everything seemed fine now.
thanks to ezzat.
he helped me clear off my doubts.
chey chey.
ezzat, kembang seyy.
my mates, its been days since we met.
oh. great.
now, im missing them.
haiz.
im so bored, with nothing to do.
i am going off now.
its getting boring..
BLEAHS.


okay.
again, at home.
not going out.
bored.
listening to Rimas by Fabolous Cats.
was suppose to meet Omar Ezzat and Samihah.
but everything was cancelled because each of us has our own things to do.
Omar had to help his uncle.
i had to help mum.
Samihah also can't.
So,we decided to call it off.
tomorrow, i have to wake up early.
Rizal will be waking me up at
5am.gotta help his school to make up.
then we will rush to school.
gonna have dance practice.
okay,i swear i am disappointed.
i will be doing this school show for
CHARITY?
heys. i am out of school okay.
i am very sure that my deeds will be for my CCA points again.
please eh. please eh.
okay. next thing up.
this deee, is really getting on the nerves.
she does not only bother my life and dinah's.
moreover, she is spamming Sirin's and Aprilia's.
okay.
i swear, this deee ada ketumbuhan in the brain.
i think she is a maniac.
it so happened that she has nothing better to do.
i think she is a technical student who doesn't get homework to do.
so, she spends her holidays this way.
maybe even, she doesn't go to school.
because i suppose schools don't teach students to spam.
heh.
maniac.
lost soul.
wondering too when she'll get tired of this.
hehe.
how freaky can things get?
she is also afraid to admit who she is.
haiyah.
GROW UP OKAY KID?!
:P




those were the few pictures i had during my lepak session with my mates.
okay, i treated haddy and akiff as promised.
the deal was : you pass Malay and i treat you people.
so, i bought them each Vanilla Frappucino Grande, from starbucks.
while sitting, it was freaking awesome.
we had some bitch talk over dicks and promiscuous cats in our school.
hehe.
SICK!
okay, haddy went to meet Shirin at Tapac and came down after that.
before that, i came down to meet Syahidah,Arif,Fatimah,Akiff,Firdaus,Haddy,Omar and Nazirul.
after i reached, about an hour, ALL LEFT.
EXCEPT,Akiff and Omar.
Dinah came down awhile later than me.
Haddy went Tapac and came back.
i was so dumbstruck.
OMG.
they called me down, and POOF, all went off early.
i was thinking, why i travelled so far and then they had to go off early.
it was a good thing that Shyam, Hakim Sham, Fadhli, Razi came down.
Akiff went up to his place and came down back.
i was like WTH.
thanks to those who came later. they made me happier.
it was like : why call me down to lepak when in the end, you had to go off early??
haiz.
if it was not for Omar, Dinah, Haddy and Akiff who stayed later, i would have been more pissed.
okay. BLEAHS.
we stayed, sit and talk till 10.30 and headed home.
TODAY!
BORED.
i was at home the whole day.
fuckingly boring.
all i do was, watch tv, take emilya,computer, shop,came back, computer again, sleep, wake up and COMPUTER.
urgh!
nothing to do.
i can never understand mum.
initially, i couldn't go home late.
UNDERSTOOD.
O LEVELS LAH SEYYY!
okay.
NOW,O LEVELS OVER.
also balek siang.
WTH!
get the point right.
there is no point me sitting at home.
i'll facing the goddamn comupter for hours and see the freaking goddamn thing again.
working things to make her understand.
haiz.
i need to find a job. SOON.
im going off now.
:)
okay. let me start off with pouring my heart's out okay.
i simply dont understand people who go around meddling with other people's life.
ouh.
maybe, it's the holidays and these kids just have nothing better to do and they start off cursing people at people's tagboard.
one good example,my tagboard.
my
WONDERFUL VIRUSED tagboard.
okay
DEEE, let me tell you what.
i'ma be frank with you okay.
i am a
KINDHEARTED SOUL who hates finding faults. but, this is my BLOG.
so, i have my rights over what i am doing.
firstly,this particular anonymous doesn't dare to admit who the hell he/she is.
i think this person should just
DEEE-IAM.in fact, this person doesn't have any real fact.
telling people that my EX-BF left me because i flirt.
haha.
making joke sia.
JULYANNA FLIRTs?yea. when i am single. do i owe her/him a life?
NAH. i think this person is tengah shiok sendiri.
out of the blue, talk about EX BF.
haha.
my past, what has it got to do with her/his life?
okay lah. make it simple lah.
let's call this person a he-she.
because only bapoks fight over petty stuffs like this.
and what do you think?
some freak want to fight over looks.
haha. eh, your GOD, give me this look.
and your GOD,give you that insecurity in you to show how much imperfect you are.
maybe this he-she is traumatised over some issues so she is gone with a virus in the brain, that makes this he-she mentally retarded.
i suppose that he-she is angry now because i am talking like nobody's business.
but, wth.
this person doesn't dare to admit who he-she is what.
not my fault lah.
and to think that only childish wards do all these shits.
what's worst, call me sundal?
haha.
sundalism chip planted in the brains, thats why this unknown is acting this way.
eh,what is your qualifications ah?
kindergarten ah?
no wonder the brain is not functioning well.
now,
I AM ASSUMING THAT YOUR BRAIN IS NOT FUNCTIONING WELL.how sad.
i am making an
ASS out of
U and
ME!
call us ducks lah.
haiz.
for your info eh anonymous, that B.O.B, two of the members are my EXES?
so, you have a problem with that?
which one you want?
the first one or the second one?
ooops..
maybe you are tak laku.
so tak laku that you have to argue with me over them.
fancy calling people sundals.
go put a mirror in front of you.
scream out loud at yourself after looking at your
FUGLY face?
and why not, buzz off forever.
you don't owe a life with my B.O.B neither with my girls okay.
or maybe, you are jealous because i have good friends like them?
at least the play dog and bone with me.
unlike you. still kampong-an.
play guli.
and btw, whether or not haddy is underage,he is mentally fine.
unlike you.
retard.
stop disturbing my circle of friends and i.
afterall, i suppose you dont get paid when you do all this right?
so, don't waste your time.
i'm ugly and i'm proud of it.
at least i dare face up to public.
unlike you. dare to spam on people's tagboard, but never dare to admit.
srubbing in process.
go wash your brain with minyak tanah, get a lighter, and burn it up.
no use having a brain if its not put to function.
that's an advice from a wise woman.
heh.
jealous with me and my ex.
go lah. ask him out.
that is, if you are laku enough.
maybe, he'll even use you up and throw you away.
haha.
apa saja ntah. takde kerja.
go work as prostitute okay?
you'll get paid more than doing this.
my teacher onced told me "don't trouble trouble, until trouble troubles you"
if don't understand,you ought to get you O level cert.
okay ah. give chance.
N level cert.
because even my SEC 2 haddy is much wiser than you.
i would appreciate if you dont bother my life anymore.
all hail the bitches because they have nothing better to do.
woooo...
smiles.
don't frown.
and,
DON'T BOTHER MY LIFE.AND THAT INCLUDES MY CIRCLE OF FRIENDS YOU BUGGER.



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two consecutive days, i finished off my closing ceremony being a Telok Kurau student.
it was freaking great lah i tell you.
yesterday, sentosa madness.
just yet, i went there late.
me,dinah,haddy and basyir went at 2 plus almost 3.
the people were at the beach.
swimming.
when we reached,aizat and danial were at the hut.
so we sat there.
then around 6 plus, aizat had to go off for practice, razi big, elly and muhsin went off.
helmi and bob came at that time.
so, they swam and all.
when they were out of the waters,we played dog and bone and ice and water.
real good game.
i couldn't believe how belo i was, when i was suppose to be grabbing the ball, i literally ran around it like those red indians.
stupidity strikes.
haha.
haddy could even carry me.
then, we went off from sentosa at 10 plus and headed home.
i took 61 with bob,helmi,haddy and danial.
great but tiring day.
today i was at home,doing nothing.
waste time.
hehe.
tomorrow gonna have dance practice for saturday and sunday's show.
fine then.
i am going off.
:)
O LEVEL'S OVER!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
fuuh!
i feel so good.
okay, back on track.
done with
SCHOOL!
today, after paper, we went home.
initially the plan was to blade, then bowl.
and the venue was suppose to be east coast.
but the weather does not allow us to.
so, we changed the plan and headed to Marina square.
we played pool.
they thought me.
then, we bowled.
okay, i was losing the game.
but luck was on my side.
naz, haha. let me tell you something about him.
he,fell.
ON THE ALLEY!
he wanted to throw the ball, maybe his fingers got stucked and he was pulled into the alley.
he fell right in the middle of the alley.
okay, that was something paisey.
those who went were : sya, me, akiff, haddy, kenny,timah,omar,naz,arif,dinah and mahesh.
dinah and mahesh came when we were at east coast.
when we went to east coast, we rented roller blades.
had too many fall just now.
sad to say.
haha.
akiff, sadly, we still have more room for improvement.
it was not naz's day as he did not master bowling nor blading.
haha.
so, he gave up.
mahesh rented a short seated bike. (okay, i don't know the name)
we all played caterpillar.
there was a time when i fell, i had bruises on my left elbow.
it is currently swollen.
be it.
i did have a lot of fun just now.
sad to hear that haddy had to go off early.
he needed to reach tapac at 7.30pm
he did not blade.
but i would like to thank haddy and akiff for coming down.
i love you all.
tomorrow, my mates will be going to sentosa.
i might be joining later.
so yea.
had show at fengshan recently.
i had to memorise the steps in just one night.
totally ridiculous.
brain jammed. haha.
but the show was alright.
did not expect aizat to have a show there.
so, afterall, we had the same show.
:)
that's all.
nothing much to share.
although it has been sometime since i update my blog.
hehs.