working on essay and presentations right now.
glad i am able to work with the bunch back again.
at least she doesnt go overboard like she used to.
she used to kill me big timee.
glad its better right now.
presentations for childbearing, developmental psychology and law and ethics.
i gotta find time to go to the court to observe judgement.
i dont know when i will do it.
it should be real soon.
going with the group.
best kaperh, go to subordinate court to observe on abuse,rape and more like those.
hehs.
day went fine.
didnt talk much. i dont know why.
but i was still as crazy as ever.
mates are going for the halloween party but how i wish i can go.
its at zouk and i promised mom i wont be going to stay overnight this weekends.
NYP is having a halloween party organized by the business school.
but hehs.
business school.
im missing phat nite and jam and hop.
come again soon.
karaoke with kak nad, faiz and ifa was great yesterday.
lagu semua classic whoi.
nostalgic. ahaha.
trained home with kak nad and shagged in school just now.
im back from school and online.
gonna have my bath right now.


im going to Bangkok this December with cousins.
hoping for a great holiday.
and i hope my next trip with mates would be successful.
the Bangkok trip we all planned to go.
KL, down. the plan to Batam is yet to be confirmed.
i wanna play paintball, jetski and many more.
how mates? you on for it?
we'll plan it in school soon aite?
let's save money.
nasib semua on bond with hospitals.
haha.


fact : how could you be so HEARTLESS?

im back from school.
going out later on to meet with kak nad and faiz.
going for karaoke at town with them.
the number of people just shrunk drastically.
after expecting close to 7 people, we had 3 left.
hehs.
shall not talk about it.
i have no bother already lah huh.
in school was fine.
just sleepy.
last night, i was online till past midnight and chatting with mya,amrul, shahrul and errrr. zee??
hahaha.
swear to god i dont who.
pretty weird lah heh.
and i decided to log off and had a chat with amrul on the phone till say 1 plus in the morning i guess.
went to school as per normal just now expecting day to be fine.
it turned sucky i can say.
so much for sharing some nonsense i had with my friends.
but something had to spoil my mood.
i met with alya(if this is even the correct spelling for her name), and passed her my money.
i bought contact lenses from her store.
thanks girl.
i had my day keeping quiet.
meeting went fine.
hehs.
get me at my phone.
i wont be updating for a few days.
and im going out to town now.
see ya.

i dont know.
maybe you guys will feel me, maybe not.
you know, sometimes, when you are not in a good mood, you will just hate people who prompts you alot of times.
hehs.


fact: and im tired of trying, im still your unofficial girl.

Julie, norlin and suzy. shisha at amiran's. after eating at tongseng with the whole bunch. with : kai, azrin, hawa, kak nad and aishah. =D

with caca (aishah.) i just have this bad habit of changing people's name

gfssss. without hawa and dhab.

fact : HE is showing me what's real.

MUKA TUUAAAAKKKK! perjumpaan at fengshan. more to come

maya rahman was singing for us.

kak nad gendut! she is the one who ALWAYS tickle me in lecture. alamak. she makan mee confuse (hokkien mee). at cahaya, fareast.

muhammad azrin and suzyla. they ASSUMED they were couples for the day. dont mind the date. i was lazy to set it. haha.

siti hawa and siti aishah.

kak nadiah, azrin and suzyyy

the day we watched max payne after missing out alot from each other. it has always been the three of us.


raya is about to end in a week's time.
i've covered my friend's house but i have yet to go to my own bestfriends' places.
say houses like hafiz's, bibi's, suhaila's, liyana's and farhana's, lishah's and suriyann's.
i didnt even go to azrin's, kak nad's, aishah's, faiz's, dhab's and suzy's for raya.
this is due to tight schedules from school and we dont even have time to jalan raya.
glad i was already out with the b.o.b and some of the girls.
its weird how liyana, suhaila, farhana and i lived near each other but still, we couldnt visit each other.
school starts and it resumes as per normal.
schedule has been real tight.
up for the 2nd semester.
things getting tougher day by day.
got to learn on nursing of childbearing family and children.
a fun module to learn from but i will have too many theories to memorise.
it's all about pregnancy, prenatal, labour, postpartum, newborn and breastfeeding.
this made me even more interested to take up advanced diploma in midwifery.
i mean, it's very rare to experience all these.
just pray hard i get to achieve my aim.
if ever i cant take up this, then i might consider taking up gynae, gerontology or paediatrics.
im only in 2nd semester.
i have 3 more semester before mugging for my diploma.
glad that mom allows me to take up midwifery.
but for now, i need to study hard and scrape through this 3 years.
okay.
im happy i get to meet with all my babies again, EVERYDAY except weekends.
back with all those laughters and jokes.
especially azrin and i.
we are always up to something to joke with.
till then.
i wont be online much.
school resumes and i need to rest badly.
im off.
its the sunday and im gonna spend this time with my family after much being busy with rehearsals and school for the last week.
god, I WANT MONEY!
25th, COME FAST!

just hear to what i have to say.
have you ever wonder what it feels like to be insulted in a serious way?
ever wonder how it feels like to be taken over?
and hello hello, you hold no rights.
if this rings a bell to you, then you must have hit the spot!
im hinting on you.
keep the comments to yourself and when you have to say it to my face, then im just a few steps away.
you may be older than me but that doesn't mean you can step over my head.
i may be childish in a sense, but knowing someone who knows NOTHING about this is quite a shame.
in my culture,i am thought to respect an elder person, but in my culture too, i am thought not to be taken advantage of.
oh hey, you are just someone new.
don't expect the whole group to adapt to just YOU YOU YOU!
you are the only one with the problem down here.
the only bossy one who acts as if the whole world is yours.
SO WHAT IF YOU ARE SMART?
if you have things to say, tell it to me.
dont just tell the group and show me that you are the darnest hypocrite EVER!
stop pretending you are all that matured when you are not, even for the littlest bit.
say it if you wanna take over the group.
stop showing like you are the smart one.
i understand how much you own a family and have other commitments.
IN GROUPS, THERE IS NO YOU AND I. its US.
then, what have i been doing all these while?
i have my own commitments too.
i have my own stuffs to do.
dont be the self centred kid.
fancy you calling yourself elder than us.
you've proven that you are more nonsensical than the rest of the members.
get the facts right before claiming everything first.
goddamn it.
coming from an angry lady down here,i shall hereby say.."i dont mind losing you as a member, rather than working with someone i cant have as a working partner"
if you are smarter than us, go get you diploma FAST.
or best still, go to the ACCELERATED GROUP.
dont bother coming down to our group.
3 words : GTH (go to hell)
it's just a week from school's reopen and i get this nonsense.
pala hotak betul.

MAX PAYNE is a must watch.
full of action.
i was on the show.
MILA KUNIS.
:P
hahahahaha.
cannot make it.
joking.
and yes.
GOD KNOWS HOW THIS WORRIED FEELING IS CONTROLLING ME.
to those people who know, i hope you keep it low.
each time i think of it, i'll be making myself look DISGUSTED by being the emotional cry baby, which i rarely will.
i'll go for a check up real soon.
as soon as next week comes.
i hope it's nothing.
i just dont wanna get myself admitted to the hospital.
im terrified.
so much for wishing to get myself in the hospital to be treated.
my wish came true and now im a scardy cat.
pray hard for me.
for all those who are reading this, clear your doubts.
its not pregnancy for goodness sake.
it's just something that scares me eventhough its a norm among people.
:(

fact : F A K E F R O N T =_="

4xpress 2007 & Ehood-ians berhari raya on 11th October 2008.
Casts:
Julie, Haddy, Denn, Fatimah, Syahidah, Arif, Nazirul, Mya, Samihah, Omar, Ezzat & Cyrus.

Swear, we're not couples.

Busuk faces after tears. Fantastic Four. I just hate how my hair is messed up.


Omar's place. Hello Abdullah(Omar's little brother). I remembered telling him "hie, i'm julie"
because he was too shy. i wasn't being a paedophile. =P

With Fatimah Azzahra. i just dont know why i looked pale on that very day. damns.

Omar Bin Mohd Ismail. My carik pasal friend. =D

Mihah's void deck.

Without arif and sya.

NEWSFLASH: this is the 3rd time we wore the same colour. UNPLANNED. first kopek, we wore white. 2nd kopek, BLACK. this time, BLUEEE. such coincidence. i just love seeing haddy in baju kurung. in fact, guys in baju kurung just look real good. a fact. Not a lie.

So kampungan. it's like, lovebirds and a makcik kaypo in the village. All 3 were in BLUE. favourite colour. even the bicycle was blue.

At Fatimah's crib. Happy faces. The fun begins here. sad but true. it started because her mom wasn't familiar with digital camera. so she tried her best but her movements cracked us up BIG TIME. thanks ah aunty.

Alahai. Mya again. balik-balik, her face. naik jelak i, you...

I don't know if we should call him our little brother because of his size. but sure enough, he's just 15. We love you still, bro.


KAU ISTIMEWA's snapshot. BURUK FACES IN TRADITIONAL COSTUMES. such a shame.

WE WERE THE HOOLIGANS AND THE NASTY ONES FOR THE DAY! we laughed at everyone because of stupid reasons. and everyone was telling me and haddy "JULIE AND HADDY MUST BE SEPARATED!". HAHAHAHA!



fact : N O S T R E S S .

I BROKE IT.
:' (

thanks to neshum(nash) who took the photo.
okay.
nothing much to update.
just kinda addicted to afew songs.
i'm thinking of what to wear for tomorrow's raya outing with beloved pumpkins.
i guess i'ma wear my favourite colour=BLUE.
went to school with liyana.
woke up at 10 when i was suppose to meet liyana at 10.
hahaha!
and i told hawa to meet at 11.
and i had to extend and told her to meet at 11.30
hahaha
went to buy the books and sat at mac nearer to ang mo kio hub with liyana.
sat till 2.30pm
had some chat over food.
imagining how it'll be like when we both got married at the same time
cause we live at the same block
then its crazy how the two families would fight over the void deck
so the imagination went on and on.
we involved more people in the story.
kecoh.
then she went to meet her friend and i went back home
stayed at home and yeah.
nothing much happened.
i can't wait for tomorrow.
so yeah.

im off.
beep me up loves.

You don't buy me flowers
You don't buy me drinks
You don't drive me anywhere
But totally insane
We used to talk for hours
Until the night was through
But recently your ego
Is going through the roof

fact : these lines, so well rehearsed.

If I were a boy
Even just for a day
I’d roll outta bed in the morning
And throw on what I wanted then go
Drink beer with the guys
And chase after girlsI’d kick it with who I wanted
And I’d never get confronted for it.
Cause they’d stick up for me.

[Chorus]
If I were a boyI think I could understand
How it feels to love a girl
I swear I’d be a better man.
I’d listen to her
Cause I know how it hurts
When you lose the one you wanted
Cause he’s taken you for granted
And everything you had got destroyed

If I were a boy
I could turn off my phone
Tell evveryone it’s broken
So they’d think that I was sleepin’ alone
I’d put myself first
And make the rules as I go
Cause I know that she’d be faithful
Waitin’ for me to come home (to come home)

(Chorus)

It’s a little too late for you to come back
Say its just a mistake
Think I’d forgive you like that
If you thought I would wait for you
You thought wrong

(Chorus)

But you’re just a boy
You don’t understand
Yeah you don’t understand
How it feels to love a girl someday
You wish you were a better man
You don’t listen to her
You don’t care how it hurts
Until you lose the one you wanted
Cause you’ve taken her for granted
And everything you have got destroyed
But you’re just a boy

Muhammad KENTAL Hafiz.

Hafitz(bob) the geek. Hafiz(Bombay) the nerd. Haddy the sutun.

I call it the jiwa haig rd boys. The true colours shown.

it all started from haddy and the backpack!

i woke up close to midnoon.
major insomnia last night.
wanted to sleep and went off by 3am and tried to sleep but i couldnt sleep a wink.
went out of the house at 3pm to head for dance at changi hospital's dance studio.
and went to haig rd to makan with the boys with plans to go mustafa.
went to eat.
before that, i tagged along to layan aqma to the arcade to play the F1 race.
funny lah they all.
we then played the basketball game.
i tag-teamed with bombay.
and we won.
hahaha.
we redeemed with some sweets and we were enjoying the candies.
went to banquet to makan.
and hafiz was telling me "julie kecik jer. dah macam adik-adik. kita semua dah besar besar."
which was true.
they were younger when i got to know them.
went back to my place to grab my ATM card.
and went to mustafa.
sorry bob, it was a plan to scram from you.
i didn't have the heart to do it.
so they bought the dumbell for abdul hafitz.
and i teman bob.
while haddy and hafiz went to search for the dumbell.
as a birthday gift.
then took a cab back to haig rd to meet with mizan.
bought his psp.
he sold it off to me.
and went back home
night with the boys was hilarious.
i was laughing at them.
great.
im off to bed.
gotta meet liyana and hawa to go to school to buy my books.
meeting liyana at 10am at the void deck.
im kinda excited for school eventhough the new time table just sucks.
i wont be going back early like the last semester.
but what the hell.
okay lah.
im off.
see ya babies.

fact : it's going nowhere.

only i can bite. NOONE ELSE. it's flabby. i know.

Crazy faces with crazy gf. CRAZY OUTCOME.

after tears. thanks to nash the paparazzi.

back from outing.
rainy day.
damns.
met with sya at bugis to eat at tongseng after sooo long!
at last, i got my fried fish soup.
try saying "sliced fish soup", in a fast continous motion.
you'll tend to stumble your words and they may sound like "sliced fish SHOUP"
trust me. i did that and i can never master saying it properly.
okay.
had a very long chat while eating.
catching up session.
and strolled our way through to dhoby ghaut with plans to meet with siew mai (SUMAIyah)
met mya at PS cause we wanted chippy's.
bumped into syarul and shyam at KFC.
sat with 'em.
laughed and sorts.
amrul smsed me randomly asking me about something that cracked my brain.
i was asking around and everyone said the same thing.
so yeahh.
made our move.
sya had to go off cause she wanted to jalan raya with family.
shyam and syarul went to starbucks we went to grand cathay.
followed yaya to leftfoot cause she got this voucher from leftfoot for her 19th birthday.
NO FAIR.
and she had to bring me along and made me go crazzzy.
i have a strong fetish over shoes.
dont know why.
and i was in love with this puma high cuts but it was pig lining
alermak!
spoil man!
it was in red.
cantik whoiiii.
then,she got her air force and we headed to ben and jerry's.
camwhored like mad.
made funny faces and they really cracked us up!
look it up at my multiply.
back home, went online and chatted with mya, amrul, mihah, omar, shahrul, fuzz and dinah.
tired now.
its past midnight and i am still awake chatting with mya.
im off soon.
see ya!

fact : just a figment of your imagination.

RAYA 2008 WITH BELOVED.
7th October.

Mr Dans, Miss Jacobs, Double D.Y, featuring Acap and blotting paper. YEAZZER!

NOW THATS THE FREAKING WHOLE CLAN THAT WENT. too big a crowd don't you think so?

The boys and I.

just the lighting that needs ammendments.

Fadhlon and juliee. we can never miss having smiles on our faces and getting into the frame.

Pasir Ris.

Dy, Bob, Mihohe, Julz.

Betty G & J.

Samihah Abdul Rahman Bamadhaj, Muhammad Aizat Bin Azmir, Abdul Hafitz Bin Haron and Julyanna Binte Mohamed Jamil.

Mihah & I.

Girls. while waiting for the boys at Samihah's crib.

Dans pimpin'.

okay..
you know, dated 7th Oct 2008 is the SUAYEST SUAY DAY EVER!
let me tell you what sucky things got into my way okay..
1st : my hand was infected with gatal-gatal. it was hideous!
2nd : my kain terkoyak sikit!
3rd : my rantai pecah!
4th : someone had to spoil my mood!
5th : wanted to balek naik bus, but we had our time to ask for forgiveness and missed the last bus.
6th: took cab exactly at 12am. MIDNIGHT CHARGE. with fadhli.
7th: when i reached kallang, the bus was right behind the taxi!
SUAY kans!
grrrr.
*grits teeth*
eventhough day went well.
met with the boys at dinah's house.
met with mya, mihah and fadhli at eunos and cabbed down to pasir ris.
then the journey went on.
after dinah's, we went to hakim's, then mizan's, then mihah's, then, bob's off to haddy's then wandi's.
last house was wandi's.
it was at kallang.
it was pretty emotional how everyone asked forgiveness.
we went from the eldest to youngest.
i started with acap.
then, myaa.
then helmi. *hearts race*
eventhough things happened between us a long time ago. this is the very first time we really ask for forgiveness face to face apart from what we had last time. it's a challenge for me though.
then aizat *raced faster*.
it's crazy how he could say it was all his fault. everything that happened in just that few minutes of asking forgiveness, is just CRAZY. all kinds of emotions running to us. and it really have been a very long time how he could cry right in front of me. but it's all over.
then, nash.. so between me and nash, it's nothing much. cause we are more of casual friends who meet and can just laugh our ass off. we rarely have serious talk. so i suppose he didn't do anything wrong to me.
and then the queue went on and on.
everyone teared.
very sad.
how we sincerely asked for forgiveness.
how everyone felt so touched and so guilty with each other.
too emotional that noone bothered to have pictures taken.
this is the best moment to really mintak maaf.
phew.
went everything was done, you could here people still with tears and all.
and i am still picturing the time where all asked for forgiveness.
arrrrggghhh!
i have been MIA-ing these few days.
been pretty lazy to come online.
nothing to look forward to.
i mean, i only come online to check my stuffs and then nothing else.
other than that, noone entertained me so much that i should really look up to being online again.
to me, being online now is BORING. period.
for two consecutive years, haddy and i wore the same colour.
last year, we wore white and this year we wore black.
fated kaperhs?!
hahaha.
next year, see lah how eh.
the whole bunch was telling me "julie! duit raya mana? julie dah kerja kan?!"
mak ai.
attachments only.
and bob was telling me "julie! dapat 850 per month siaaaa"
wah wah wah!
oh yah.
im buying mizan's psp.
he is selling me for $120!
im gonna get the psp as soon as weekends come.
heeeheee.
and they were asking me how much i bought my baju.
so i told them i bought for $150 .
bob interrupted "orang dapat gaji whoi. 15o is nothing. 850. and 150. 700 dollars lagi whoi...its nothing"
wah wah wah!
hahahaha!
irritating seh.
padahal mommy bought for me.
wah sey.
okay lah.
im making my move now.

fact : you can never be the one lah dude. i think it's true that you were never the one.

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