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Friday, December 28, 2007
now, i am on front of my laptop again.
same routine.
watching tv at the same time.
today, sya called me.
asked me to go bugis whilst she grabbed her things for her staff party.
heyya and timah were there too.
and indeed, i was late.
gotta buy some food for emilya who was running a high temperature.
then, we sat at starbucks.
usual girls talk.
the staffs there were freaking friendly.
i was wearing my beanie and he said that i look like pak haji.
kurang asam!
then, heyya had to go off.
she went off early to meet her siblings and then, what's left were sya and timah.
we made our way to plaza singapura.
grabbed some stuffs there.
bought my boardshorts.
that is to be worn on sunday.
and then, they were looking for presents for their staff party
after some time, i went back home.
at home, i chatted with dinah.
suddenly we had positive thoughts about those heartbreakers.
haha.
we were saying about bringing them out one fine day.
after everything is fine.
saying about talking over stuffs that we do stupidly during our secondary years.
come to think of it, we should.
the day when all are friends.
and the laugh over our stupidity.
haha.
okay okay.
i am going off now.
byebye.
goodnight.
going to conference with my mates.
:)
fact: to be friends is my duty. to forget you is my responsibility. to hate you is something i have never wished. but to move on, is what you have always wanted. i will fulfil it. thank you sweetalker. :)
same routine.
watching tv at the same time.
today, sya called me.
asked me to go bugis whilst she grabbed her things for her staff party.
heyya and timah were there too.
and indeed, i was late.
gotta buy some food for emilya who was running a high temperature.
then, we sat at starbucks.
usual girls talk.
the staffs there were freaking friendly.
i was wearing my beanie and he said that i look like pak haji.
kurang asam!
then, heyya had to go off.
she went off early to meet her siblings and then, what's left were sya and timah.
we made our way to plaza singapura.
grabbed some stuffs there.
bought my boardshorts.
that is to be worn on sunday.
and then, they were looking for presents for their staff party
after some time, i went back home.
at home, i chatted with dinah.
suddenly we had positive thoughts about those heartbreakers.
haha.
we were saying about bringing them out one fine day.
after everything is fine.
saying about talking over stuffs that we do stupidly during our secondary years.
come to think of it, we should.
the day when all are friends.
and the laugh over our stupidity.
haha.
okay okay.
i am going off now.
byebye.
goodnight.
going to conference with my mates.
:)
fact: to be friends is my duty. to forget you is my responsibility. to hate you is something i have never wished. but to move on, is what you have always wanted. i will fulfil it. thank you sweetalker. :)
Wednesday, December 26, 2007
pictures on the past days.
the dance pic was taken long time ago.
so yea.
past days, been busy at tampines.
can't update much.
busy with family functions.
tomorrow, gonna have farewell party for the dance troupe.
went to meet abang rizal and lishah.
then went to bugis.
and then went home.
tired.
currently conferencing with omar and the rest.
planning for timah's birthday.
so yea.
going off now.
goodbye!
nites.
muacks.
Sunday, December 23, 2007
i have my own reasons to why i did not update my blog the past days.
i had my family week.
tiring yet, it was of purpose.
firstly, granny had been real sick.
she had been in bed.
then, on 18th Dec, she fell back in the arms of GOD.
GOD BLESS HER.
please do.
satisfaction was felt because i was by her side before she gasped for her last breath.
AL-FATIHAH.
then, i was busy with family gathering for us to recite prayers for her.
then it was Eid-Adha.
thus,again, we were busy.
day after that, was tahlil for granny's 3rd day.
so, we had gathering again and some meeting.
it was really tiring by that time.
for 3 consecutive days, i was with scarf.
fuuh.
after that, i went out with shazni to grab his pants for abang aidil's engagement.
i did my shopping too.
we met kak nor at tampines mall and then we went back to her house.
she did not allow us to go back.
grrr.
haha.
i had my first day on that day.
surprisingly, it was not painful.
no stomach cramps and all sorts.
then, the next day, i wanted to go home, but i was too lazy.
so mum brought clothes and sent to granny's house.
asked ayu to send it to me.
i was busy preparing for the function.
i helped in decorating the house and the gifts that is to be sent to the girl's house.
today, is the whole function.
i had not been sleeping well.
i went to kak nor's house (abang aidil's fiancee)
sent the gubahan down there.
and then i go back to abang aidil's house.
i took the gubahan and all.
SO MANY CHOCOLATES.
HAHA.
then, me,shazni and ayu rested.
next thing we knew, we dozed off.
from 5 plus till 8 plus, we slept.
that shows how much we are tired okayy.
then mum called and then i went home.
that's it for the past days.
I am really wondering why he keeps calling me.
he even told me "you know what julie,i will keep calling and calling you okayy."
i told him to get a life and move on.
why is it so hard for him?
haiz.
if leaving me hanging again is what he wants, tell him to go blow off his cow dung on his head.
what is there to argue also i don't know.
since there is nothing, why must he look for me?
since he really want to see me move on,why does he come back?
instead he wanted to meet up and talk things..
there is nothing to talk about already.
get that right MR!
there is no purpose of meeting.
what more does he want?
i told him off "i have given what you wanted. you wanted to see me move on. what more do you want from me?!"
he said "i want to see you happy"
i said "I AM HAPPY!"
he said "yes, without me."
i said "indeed, yah!"
and he still claims that he cant forget me and all.
ask him to cut his cock and bull story ah.
i even told him "there will be no happy ending!! it's over. no way out!"
he said "there is a way out julie!!"
i shouted "IT'S THE END. NO MORE LOVERS AND FRIENDS. NOW IT'S JUST FRIENDS! GET IT?!!"
then, there he goes with his stories and all those sweet words.
haiz.
like as if i am going to buy his words.
i even told him off "you told my after my Os, you will show me how much you appreciate me in your life. you will surprise me. THAT'S IT. thank you for the appreciation and surprise. i love it. it was nice. this is my surprise. fuuh. noone could have it. except me. so yea. done!"
he still keep on saying "there is a way julie. i want to be there"
what a life.
attacked by maniacs!
what a life, hurled with sweetalks and bullshits.
haiyoh.
haha.
im going off.
gasak kau lah nak.
:P
i had my family week.
tiring yet, it was of purpose.
firstly, granny had been real sick.
she had been in bed.
then, on 18th Dec, she fell back in the arms of GOD.
GOD BLESS HER.
please do.
satisfaction was felt because i was by her side before she gasped for her last breath.
AL-FATIHAH.
then, i was busy with family gathering for us to recite prayers for her.
then it was Eid-Adha.
thus,again, we were busy.
day after that, was tahlil for granny's 3rd day.
so, we had gathering again and some meeting.
it was really tiring by that time.
for 3 consecutive days, i was with scarf.
fuuh.
after that, i went out with shazni to grab his pants for abang aidil's engagement.
i did my shopping too.
we met kak nor at tampines mall and then we went back to her house.
she did not allow us to go back.
grrr.
haha.
i had my first day on that day.
surprisingly, it was not painful.
no stomach cramps and all sorts.
then, the next day, i wanted to go home, but i was too lazy.
so mum brought clothes and sent to granny's house.
asked ayu to send it to me.
i was busy preparing for the function.
i helped in decorating the house and the gifts that is to be sent to the girl's house.
today, is the whole function.
i had not been sleeping well.
i went to kak nor's house (abang aidil's fiancee)
sent the gubahan down there.
and then i go back to abang aidil's house.
i took the gubahan and all.
SO MANY CHOCOLATES.
HAHA.
then, me,shazni and ayu rested.
next thing we knew, we dozed off.
from 5 plus till 8 plus, we slept.
that shows how much we are tired okayy.
then mum called and then i went home.
that's it for the past days.
I am really wondering why he keeps calling me.
he even told me "you know what julie,i will keep calling and calling you okayy."
i told him to get a life and move on.
why is it so hard for him?
haiz.
if leaving me hanging again is what he wants, tell him to go blow off his cow dung on his head.
what is there to argue also i don't know.
since there is nothing, why must he look for me?
since he really want to see me move on,why does he come back?
instead he wanted to meet up and talk things..
there is nothing to talk about already.
get that right MR!
there is no purpose of meeting.
what more does he want?
i told him off "i have given what you wanted. you wanted to see me move on. what more do you want from me?!"
he said "i want to see you happy"
i said "I AM HAPPY!"
he said "yes, without me."
i said "indeed, yah!"
and he still claims that he cant forget me and all.
ask him to cut his cock and bull story ah.
i even told him "there will be no happy ending!! it's over. no way out!"
he said "there is a way out julie!!"
i shouted "IT'S THE END. NO MORE LOVERS AND FRIENDS. NOW IT'S JUST FRIENDS! GET IT?!!"
then, there he goes with his stories and all those sweet words.
haiz.
like as if i am going to buy his words.
i even told him off "you told my after my Os, you will show me how much you appreciate me in your life. you will surprise me. THAT'S IT. thank you for the appreciation and surprise. i love it. it was nice. this is my surprise. fuuh. noone could have it. except me. so yea. done!"
he still keep on saying "there is a way julie. i want to be there"
what a life.
attacked by maniacs!
what a life, hurled with sweetalks and bullshits.
haiyoh.
haha.
im going off.
gasak kau lah nak.
:P
Sunday, December 16, 2007
back from kak fiza's engagement.
i did not blog anything yesterday.
reason being, i was on the phone with omar,heyya and ezzat.
mihah, she is not in town.
she went to KL.
yesterday too, i was outside with mum.
Mum went to kak fiza's house to help in some cooking matters.
so, shazni and i went to tampines mall and walked around.
brother gave me 50 bucks because he just had his bonus.
ape lagi...KETOK DIER AH!!
i bought myself my top up card.
so yea. i had topped up my card.
you people can beep me up at my hp now.
and then, we walked around. we were at century square giordano.
and then we got hooked with clothes.
what's worst, damn cheap!
i bought a mini dress. initial price was costed at 26 dollars.
after 40% discount, the dress cost only 15.60 dollars.
CHEAP GILER.
haha.
shaz bought himself a cardigan.
and then we walked around the pasar malam nearby.
shaz bought himself a watch.
he was boasting with his watch.
then went to kak fiza's house and then LEPAK!
went home with mum.
the next day, which is today, i had to wake up at 5am!
as told, i was on the phone, conferencing.
i was about to put dow the phone, when the phone rang.
at 1.50am!
what the hell.
poof.
heartbreaker called.
i did not talk much.
he was asking about me and i went "errm. ah..ok."
he said "i heard you were sick. how are you now?"
now, get what i mean by, getting back when i have got over what happened?
cb.
his last words were "you are still angry with happened? i will let you calm down. anything call me or anything okay. gdnite. get well soon"
i just went "okay."
then i hung up.
haiz.
whatever lah.
so today, i woke up at 5am!
grr.
FOR SHOW AT NGEE ANN CITY.
but for today's show, we have lyndah,erfa,kak jah and lishah and i.
baju dier gorgeous!
haha.
nice nice.
had to reach at abang's house by 6am.
however, we waited for lyndah.
she was late and we reached at 6.45am.
giler..giler.
when we reached ngee ann city....
it was a show for T NET.
so, all those mats who play soccer, basketball and girls who played netball were there..
damn paiseh..
and, WE SAW NAZIR.
grr.
of all people.
haha.
headed back to abang's house after show and then went for jemputan.
then stayed there.
haiz.
aku giler prawns.
i ate alot of prawns okayy.
i really mean alot!
hahaha.
sedap.
then visited granny who was real sick.
and then went home.
now, waiting for asian idol to start.
bored.
im buzzing off.
byebye.
nites.
my voice, macam ROCKER BABE!!!
super bapok, super jantan.
thanks for the sickness i had the past days lah!
tired already.
:P
Friday, December 14, 2007
time now, 1am.
still chatting with dinah and mya.
ezzat went off.
he was too tired.
back from marina square.
followed shyam to get his pants and shoes first.
sadly, we did not get his shoes.
but we got his pants, AFTER HOURS!
at marina square, we saw a group of matreps fighting.
we all kan makcik and pakcik kaypo.
so we went to toilet.
hakim om said "ah! 2 minutes. report here. dont be late ah! later we miss the show"
haha.
kaypo oi!
we did our business and then, NO BASHING UP.haiyah!
haha.
carik pasal.
then, mum called "go home before 10!"
when i reached home, she wasn't at home.
grr!
geram nyah!
then, after windown shopping and all. we ate at mac.
we had this "B SYNDROME"
merepek.
before that, we were at mac too.
then, a bird hit me and i was too shocked that my ice cream FLEW!
eh eh. geram.
when i was at home, i chatted with mya.
i was calling ezzat.
i was like "ezzat..ejjatos..ejjatos! ejjatos robertocarlos! aizatos berambos!"
mya was laughing in the conference.
dengkeng.
with ezzat saying how good it feels to be evil.
haiyah.
im missing mihah.
she left for KL.
Khairiyah, off to australia back.
sads.
AND NOW, I AM WONDERING WHY EZZAT SAID NITES TO US BUT HE IS STILL ONLINE.. EZZAT EZZAT...EJJATOS ROBERTOCARLOS.
fact: no comment. LET'S GO. SHOO.
still chatting with dinah and mya.
ezzat went off.
he was too tired.
back from marina square.
followed shyam to get his pants and shoes first.
sadly, we did not get his shoes.
but we got his pants, AFTER HOURS!
at marina square, we saw a group of matreps fighting.
we all kan makcik and pakcik kaypo.
so we went to toilet.
hakim om said "ah! 2 minutes. report here. dont be late ah! later we miss the show"
haha.
kaypo oi!
we did our business and then, NO BASHING UP.haiyah!
haha.
carik pasal.
then, mum called "go home before 10!"
when i reached home, she wasn't at home.
grr!
geram nyah!
then, after windown shopping and all. we ate at mac.
we had this "B SYNDROME"
merepek.
before that, we were at mac too.
then, a bird hit me and i was too shocked that my ice cream FLEW!
eh eh. geram.
when i was at home, i chatted with mya.
i was calling ezzat.
i was like "ezzat..ejjatos..ejjatos! ejjatos robertocarlos! aizatos berambos!"
mya was laughing in the conference.
dengkeng.
with ezzat saying how good it feels to be evil.
haiyah.
im missing mihah.
she left for KL.
Khairiyah, off to australia back.
sads.
AND NOW, I AM WONDERING WHY EZZAT SAID NITES TO US BUT HE IS STILL ONLINE.. EZZAT EZZAT...EJJATOS ROBERTOCARLOS.
fact: no comment. LET'S GO. SHOO.
Wednesday, December 12, 2007
back from makan with family just now.
in the mid noon, i was at plaza singapura with mum, brother and emilya.
i was sick.
real sick.
i was suppose to meet mihah and ezzat for breakfast, but again, we seemed like we are never fated to meet.
so yea.
when i just reached home, bob called and asked me down to tampines to lepak.
i simply just don't get the idea of going if i am going there for awhile.
i wanted to meet samihah as she was there, however, she had to go off early.
bob will be following aizat for session.
it serves no purpose if i were to travel so far.
just yet, i don't feel like meeting him also.
so yea.
then, at 9pm, sister called and asked us out to eat at boon keng.
i took two pills and rested.
then i headed out of home with mum and emilya.
sister, brother and brother in law went to watch movie at suntec.
i was suppose to follow
but i was dead sick.
i reached home and took a nap.
now, i am feelin much better.
still, my head hurts.
fact : i dont want to bear the pain of hurting myself by thinking of him. i suppose, leaving would be the way to teach him. so that he will realise who have been behind his back all this while. :)
in the mid noon, i was at plaza singapura with mum, brother and emilya.
i was sick.
real sick.
i was suppose to meet mihah and ezzat for breakfast, but again, we seemed like we are never fated to meet.
so yea.
when i just reached home, bob called and asked me down to tampines to lepak.
i simply just don't get the idea of going if i am going there for awhile.
i wanted to meet samihah as she was there, however, she had to go off early.
bob will be following aizat for session.
it serves no purpose if i were to travel so far.
just yet, i don't feel like meeting him also.
so yea.
then, at 9pm, sister called and asked us out to eat at boon keng.
i took two pills and rested.
then i headed out of home with mum and emilya.
sister, brother and brother in law went to watch movie at suntec.
i was suppose to follow
but i was dead sick.
i reached home and took a nap.
now, i am feelin much better.
still, my head hurts.
fact : i dont want to bear the pain of hurting myself by thinking of him. i suppose, leaving would be the way to teach him. so that he will realise who have been behind his back all this while. :)
Monday, December 10, 2007
okay you see that picture?
now, i shall tell you, IT'S OVER.
i'm sad and i'm proud of it.
i had REALLY cleared off everything.
as you can see, it's easy to say, never easy to be moving on.
his wish is granted.
hopefully he is happy with his life.
just yet, both of us decided to really leave the past behind.
i find it hard to not reminisce the fond treasured moments.
but i suppose, it's true about what he claimed.
we both should be moving on.
i hope he is happy with HER.
i really don't get the picture of why i must be shedding tears when i have knew it all along.
it's really time to get things over.
he had left me hanging for way too long already.
i hope the sacrifice i made is worthwhile.
i'm gonna miss him.
okay, back from overnighting with them.
dinah,abang rizal, kak jah, aizat, bob, hakim om, fadhli and shyam.
lishah and akiff had to go home.
sads.
but we did have a great time.
there were lots of food.
we barbecued from 7 onwards till 3 am.
giler.
thanks abang rizal, kak jah, akiff, fadhli and shyam for coming.
that goes the same for aizat, bob and hakim om.
but luck was not on our side, the place was muddy.
but, what the hell!
we did have fun.
we were like those farmers who will plough the land before planting rice.
we stayed for a night, played with water. sat at the water breaker.
then abang rizal, shyam and kak jah went off at 6am.
hakim om, bob, fadhli, aizat and dinah stayed.
then we packed our stuffs at 9am.
went to downtown east macdonalds and had our breakfast.
and then we headed back home.
it's so nice to be at home, sleeping with this kind of weather.
but it is also so nice to be crying at this point of time when i really have to let go of everything.
the clouds seems to be feeling like what i am feeling.
not trying to sound emo here.
but fact is, im crestfallen.
i just sent him 3 long messages.
full page.
but he seems to be keeping quiet.
its either he couldn't be bothered or he is just speechless.
or maybe he is trying not to create any scene.
and just as i said that, i just receive a reply from him.
and i am bullying lishah.
giving her emo songs.
so that she is emotional with me.
i think i am going off already.
i'm still in my "no mood" syndrome.
fact : now that the truth is out,the fate do the job. i will miss you. i really will. but now that we have let go of what's been in our hearts, we shall move on. it sucks big time. but, thanks so much. goodbye.
Saturday, December 08, 2007
i'm sitting at home with brother.
yesterday, had my show at mount faber.
okay okay.
shall not touch about show.
been having practicing.
im aching already.
my legs feel like breaking.
today,i might be meeting shyam and lishah.
i can't believe it's just saturday.
tomorrow, gonna have a picnic.
haiz.
i need to buy some groceries for tomorrow.
then sending things back home and then going out again.
i am so tired.
i shall update soon.
i just woke up from sleep but i am still not fresh yet.
afterall, i am having my "no mood" syndrome.
anything call me okay.
if you can't reach me, just leave a message. i will call back.
have a good day everyone.
wierd.
i am chatting with aishah salam.
uweng?
haha
thanks to dinah, i am addicted to the song Together.
hiakdush!
i know we both made a mistake.
until we never wish we made.
it would be okay if we just stick together.
fact : you never seem to care. or is it, you are trying to be the "feeling romantic" type of person who purposely makes me miss you? just one advice, achieve or lose it. many clues have been given, i do hope you really make use of it. i dont want US to regret.
yesterday, had my show at mount faber.
okay okay.
shall not touch about show.
been having practicing.
im aching already.
my legs feel like breaking.
today,i might be meeting shyam and lishah.
i can't believe it's just saturday.
tomorrow, gonna have a picnic.
haiz.
i need to buy some groceries for tomorrow.
then sending things back home and then going out again.
i am so tired.
i shall update soon.
i just woke up from sleep but i am still not fresh yet.
afterall, i am having my "no mood" syndrome.
anything call me okay.
if you can't reach me, just leave a message. i will call back.
have a good day everyone.
wierd.
i am chatting with aishah salam.
uweng?
haha
thanks to dinah, i am addicted to the song Together.
hiakdush!
i know we both made a mistake.
until we never wish we made.
it would be okay if we just stick together.
fact : you never seem to care. or is it, you are trying to be the "feeling romantic" type of person who purposely makes me miss you? just one advice, achieve or lose it. many clues have been given, i do hope you really make use of it. i dont want US to regret.
Thursday, December 06, 2007
those were the few pictures taken when i had my make-up session at sentosa.
so yeah.
these few days, i have been busy with my dance practice for my weekend shows.
last monday, i had my dance practice.
tuesday, i was out with mum, sister, brother and emilya to Expo.
then we ate at Mad Jack.
okay.
then,wednesday, had my dance practice.
that was yesterday.
however, practice was cancelled because of the heavy and never-ending rain.
macam non-stop hits kau..
so, we ate at pasar.
bought myself a plate of fried rice.
abang and lishah bought mutton chop.
then we sat at wandi's block.
there, the dancers and rizal had their meeting for the farewell barbecue.
me and lishah, shyam and fadh, go jalan2.
ouh yeah, haddy and danial came down too.
so we decided to go up to abang's house and cook fried spaghetti.
me,erfa and lishah helped abang.
the rest, people like, tengku,fadh,shyam,haddy,danial, roslyndah, ely, fida, afiq and irah sat at the living room and watch the SYF video.
we watched the past years videos.
super corrupted deh..
then, we served the cooked spaghetti.
after that, the rest left.
whose left were me, lishah,shyam,fadh,haddy and danial.
we started sharing stories and gossiped about teachers and all.
super lepak sia!
then at 11 plus, we went home.
today,had dance practice again.
the weather got better.
just yet, practice resumes.
i was so darn tired.
grrr.
today, dinah, fadh, shyam and mya came down.
they played UNO.
after practice, we went to abang's house.
those who played UNO did not join us.
what's wierd, i thought they were gonna come up, i waited for them at abang's house.
i called dinah, dinah said all went home.
bleahs.
can't turn back time.
tomorrow, gonna have charity show at mount faber.
i must report at 8am.
fuyoo.
shiok.
haha.
then we will meet danial hadi before he goes off for Australia.
i'm gonna miss you brother.
haha.
brother ke per!!
we need to meet him for his earpiece.
then we might be going to parkway to do our shopping.
but that is, IF ITS CONFIRMED.
saturday, show at kampung again.
we had a contract that we will have to be dancing at kampung every weekend for wedding shows.
that's my life.
haha.
i'm missing mihah.
i wonder when is she coming back.
i swear i miss her alot.
fact: he left me. i'm moving on. best of friends we shall be! hehe. and, I THINK I AM IN LOVE..
these are my confessions.. haha.
husshh.
Tuesday, December 04, 2007
Bored!
bored!
bored!
boring!
boring!
boring!
boredom!
boredom!
boredom!
do stupid things!
gagaga.
hiakdush!
Monday, December 03, 2007
BACK FROM DANCE PRACTICE!
okay, good news.
im gonna have show every weekend.
yipee.
abang, i need schedule okay!
okay, i swear, i was suffering just now!
it's been a long time since i really squeeze my dance steps into my head.
fuuh!
i can go insane okay!
while waiting for the rest to come down, me and lishah were having some girls talk.
relationships lah. this lah, that lah.
then, dinah, dans,hakim om, haddy, helmi, bob, fadzlee, fadhli and shyam and suwandi came down.
JDI had session. so they did not come down.
fuuh.
lepak giler.
i really had a good laugh and all.
drank teh tarik lah.
then after that, went home.
now i'm chatting with haddy.
i'm off!
nites.
fact: thoughts sorted. thanks. one thing i need to know, is what GOD knows, that i don't know. let's get things right baby. i'll miss you. prove to me alright.
okay, good news.
im gonna have show every weekend.
yipee.
abang, i need schedule okay!
okay, i swear, i was suffering just now!
it's been a long time since i really squeeze my dance steps into my head.
fuuh!
i can go insane okay!
while waiting for the rest to come down, me and lishah were having some girls talk.
relationships lah. this lah, that lah.
then, dinah, dans,hakim om, haddy, helmi, bob, fadzlee, fadhli and shyam and suwandi came down.
JDI had session. so they did not come down.
fuuh.
lepak giler.
i really had a good laugh and all.
drank teh tarik lah.
then after that, went home.
now i'm chatting with haddy.
i'm off!
nites.
fact: thoughts sorted. thanks. one thing i need to know, is what GOD knows, that i don't know. let's get things right baby. i'll miss you. prove to me alright.
Sunday, December 02, 2007
back home from overnighting.
was at east coast the whole night, sent norimah home.
slept till 2pm and went back home.
so yeah, what did i do last night?
busy playing PSP.
i was very noisy okay.
noisier than the game!
haha.
i am hungry now okay.
nothing better to do.
haiyoh.
might be going to airport tonight.
yesterday's show.
haha. no comments.
did show with erfa and lishah at perkampungan.
it was a wedding show.
sat at bibik's shop while waiting for the whole ceremony to commence.
we reported at abang's house.
before that, i and abang went to tekka.
okay, then bought myself mee goreng kerang and abang bought nasi goreng kampung.
pedas lah sangat bende tuu.
haha.
then got ready.
haiz, what a day, we needed to use sanggul lintang.
our headgear alone, kills me.
back on track, back with shows.
yeehaa.
back with beloness.
i went home, had my ablution, ate and met shazni at house.
then we went off.
left the house at 11.30pm.
met with norimah, seri and nurul at east coast.
reached east coast at 12 plus.
blah blah blah..
fact: head's going bonkers. i can't get right with my feelings. for i don't understand what i really need in my life. when the chips are down, my senses go haywire. is that love? is that the definition of true love? how do i really cope with my feelings when i clearly know that he's not the one for me? thousands of unanswered questions lingering in my head. have been thinking through thoroughly, i can't seem to get a clear idea. confusion strikes. should i be the one giving up? or should i be the one making the move? i really don't know what to do larhs!!
okay, i tell you what, give me sometime to figure out alright.
i love you people.
enjoy your life!
:)
muacks~
was at east coast the whole night, sent norimah home.
slept till 2pm and went back home.
so yeah, what did i do last night?
busy playing PSP.
i was very noisy okay.
noisier than the game!
haha.
i am hungry now okay.
nothing better to do.
haiyoh.
might be going to airport tonight.
yesterday's show.
haha. no comments.
did show with erfa and lishah at perkampungan.
it was a wedding show.
sat at bibik's shop while waiting for the whole ceremony to commence.
we reported at abang's house.
before that, i and abang went to tekka.
okay, then bought myself mee goreng kerang and abang bought nasi goreng kampung.
pedas lah sangat bende tuu.
haha.
then got ready.
haiz, what a day, we needed to use sanggul lintang.
our headgear alone, kills me.
back on track, back with shows.
yeehaa.
back with beloness.
i went home, had my ablution, ate and met shazni at house.
then we went off.
left the house at 11.30pm.
met with norimah, seri and nurul at east coast.
reached east coast at 12 plus.
blah blah blah..
fact: head's going bonkers. i can't get right with my feelings. for i don't understand what i really need in my life. when the chips are down, my senses go haywire. is that love? is that the definition of true love? how do i really cope with my feelings when i clearly know that he's not the one for me? thousands of unanswered questions lingering in my head. have been thinking through thoroughly, i can't seem to get a clear idea. confusion strikes. should i be the one giving up? or should i be the one making the move? i really don't know what to do larhs!!
okay, i tell you what, give me sometime to figure out alright.
i love you people.
enjoy your life!
:)
muacks~
Saturday, December 01, 2007
yet again, its just another day.
no working life.
just plain enjoyment.
that's what you call after national exams period.
heh.
okay okay.
what did i do yesterday night?
went out of the house at around 2, met khairiyah and omar.
ezzat was at his grandma's house.
he met later on.
highlighted my hair already.
minah-ish side of me is back!
thanks for following guys.
dinah called omar and asked me to lepak.
i wasn't in any lepak mode.
sorry guys.
i went home after eating at long john.
and that was after my hair was all done up.
when i reached home, i used the computer and then took a short nap.
short short pun, 2 hours sey.
woke up, went online and then called ezzat.
conference lagi.
macam everyday routine.
:p
today, i'm gonna have show at perkampungan.
and then, i'll be staying ovenight at east coast.
however, i'll be going home first.
i want to mandi dulu deh..
or else i'm gonna stink!
before my show, i have to follow abang rizal to tekka.
buy bangles.
then going back to his place.
fuhh!
banyak betul lah plan aku.
macam time table.
i'm going off.
fact: ignorance is bliss. now i see what lies before me. what's done, can never be undone. the pain i felt before shall be cured, SOON. boohoo. aku punyer soon pun boleh tahan. haha. show me what's in you. i need to know. don't leave me hanging this way.
KENAPER AKU JIWANG SANGAT NIE!
buruk sia julie!
hiakdish!
dah dah.
i need to go.
before i membebel bukan2.
haha.
cb!
:P
That Mademoiselle
Julyanna
19 year old mademoiselle
24th March
You would see me estactic most of the time. :D
However, my life is full of ups and downs.
Been facing too many obstacles in life.
My blog here, will tell you the character i bring up in me.
A student fulfilling my wishes and getting as much clarity about what is going on about life, as much as possible.
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