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belobelobelo.
back from 4th day of school.
FATIGUED!
tomorrow is..TGIF.
glad for it.
school has been pretty much fine eventhough we are introduced to lots of new stuffs.
i am learning in injection for now.
intramuscular injection.
gooshh.
not as easy as it seems.
yesterday, was much of a long day for me.
i had school, then off to gym with beloved mats and minahs.
i don't get why each of us are talking like mats and minahs.
hahaha.
it's hilarious though.
happy that Dorothy is teaching us for mental health nursing.
at least, she makes the lesson way more interesting.
great.
ii was out last night after school to meet danial and have dinner at Swensens.
reached home, shagged.
headed to school just now.
yet another fun day.
waiting for tomorrow and i can have my weekends.
now, you know what, i have been through shits like dealing with friendster, tagged, facebook,multiply, blogs so on and so forth.
i have come to realise that Tagged has LOTS of crazy sicko perverted idiots who only care about sex.
you know, if you are really sincere in making friends, NEVER bother asking "are you open-minded? are you dirty?"
let this dirty word come from me - FARKK YOUUU.
so much for "come let's be friends"
oh yes, the next thing i know, oh no, i have been fucked.
no wonder noone dies a virgin.
cause in the end, life fuck us all.
agreed?
sorry, you ain't my cup of tea.
try harder, cheapo.
fact : just why is love too strong a word to say?
holidaayss are soo over. : )


we PLANNED to be in grey. : )

siti wawa. hehe.
school's resume and the second day has passed.
fast though.
it's just the second day and we were given the first project work.
:(
2 days passed and i swear i missed the whole bunch.
we were laughing our asses off enjoying every moment with each other.
how, each of us never fail to be a complete stranger to ourselves.
enjoying my time with you people.. please go onn..
schedule's gonna be pretty hectic.
but what to do, scrape my year 2 and go on to year 3.
most of the modules are not as interesting as i thought.
like, what? bacteria? haha.
crap.
adult nursing seemed pretty boring.
i can't help to feel sleepy each time the lecture starts.
fuuyoo.
3rd day is coming and i am soo looking forward for school each day.
i have been eating alot.
so much for calling people fat. i am getting fatter and tummy is getting FLABBIER.
hehehe.
just today, what went in my tummy : fillet-o-fish breakfast meal, ruffles orginal crackers, fruits, banana cake, medium sized macdees fries, roti kirai with mutton curry, cookies, lollipop.
not much proper food.
more of junks.
okay okay. i am gonna have my 8am class tomorrow.
then, end at 3pm.
gym session with wawa, azrin and friends.
then, off to meet danial for dinner.
i am pretty shagged.
had my lesson from 9am-6pm.
sobs.
this will go on and on.
okay okay.
i am off!
julyanna misses :
ffour
girls
b.o.b
karaoke session
DONUT & DONUTS.
leisure park and all.
fact : misses to youu, you know who you are dear. : )
Crazy thing called love
hello starbuck girl. hello bestfriend. hello Syaaaa. 
lunch date at swensens with kak nadiah. then to gelare. woo. :)

still kemaruk sentosa.
i'm bacckk..
back from two hectic days of make up and dance practice.
yesterday, friday, i was helping abang with Telok Kurau Sec for make up.
then, to kampung.
bumped into aizat, nash and dans. they were in the bus.
then off to cedar.
then to rumah abang for masak masak
hehehe.
then to dance practice.
time flew fast. it was an intensive training.
3 dances in a night.
mati..mati..
just now, woke up early again to make up for telok kurau again.
met abang at 11.30am.
went to telok kurau. then to Princess Elizabeth Pri to help abang busu with his school
then to Siglap South CC.
afterwhich, we headed to Tampines 1, like jakuns.
i had 2 days with kak yana. boleh gila.
so, it was just me, abang and kak yana.
kecoh.
ended shopping at close to 10 and headed home.
tiring though.
but i did enjoy myself.
thanks abang, for the treat at Ramen Ten.
much appreciated. :)
the word FUCK tells it all.
still pissed, yet faking it all up.
god knows the feeling inside.
how much you wish to show concern, yet you get accused for the wrong fucked up reason.
sometimes, people do get the wrong messages that you are trying to portray, you think so?
i know it's no point getting all worked out but i have got feelings.
especially when you know you meant well but what you got was a hell lot of a high raised voice.
that struck you big time, got you questioning on what wrong you did.
you stood for a moment, thinking and told yourself to just fuck it cause you are not at fault.
despite countless apology from the remorsed one, you still feel the heartache.
i'm still tolerating it.
i'm trying to PRETEND nothing happened.
in this kind of situation, the song Mad by Ne-yo brought in the mood to ponder upon what happened.
urgh, fuck it, fuckerdoma.
no point dwelling on it.
fact : it gets me upset when you're constantly accusing; asking questions you've already known.
ii want it all or nothing at all.
i sayang korang alot laaahh! 
ahem. hot hunks. "err. hie, mind if we take a photo with you guys?"
thank you kak nad for the towel..! she bought for us as a birthday gift. yay!

hello danial fatboy. pity you for being too tall. now, you have a photo with your head cut-off! haha.

upon reaching sentosa.. :)

okay. i know. naughty look.

without kak nadiah. sobss. :(
just so you know, school is resuming in days time.
so yeah.
those are the few photos from the Sentosa trip we had with babies.
the past dayss.
hmm..
i had a date with kak nadiah on tuesday.
met at cityhall and headed to Swensens for lunch date.
walked around marina square.
bumped into dinahsyah.
like of all places.
heheh.
i was still shagged due to the day before's outing to sentosa.
but what heck. i was bored.
after swensens, we walked around and kak nad bought her bag that she was longing for.
hahaha.
she was admiring my "FCUK" bag for quite sometime.
we happen to see it and she bought it without hesitation.
hehe.
after that, we walked to Suntec and i bought my waterbottles.
of all random things to buy.
hehehe!
then, headed to Gelare to makan again
this time, we ate waffle.
hahaha. gemukk jugak.
afterwhich, we sat by cityhall's escalator and had our imagination game.
"imagine, 10 years down the road.. all of us are married"
HAHAHA!
hilarious lah.
at night, was on the phone with Amrullah.
tu lagi hilarious.
he just never fail to make me laugh lah.
yesterday(wednesday), danial was sick and he asked if i could accompany him to the hospital.
so, since i had nothing in plan, i decided to follow him.
met him only after his work and sent him over to SGH since it was nearer to him.
surprisingly, waiting time wasn't that bad.
headed to Raffles Hospital for food. then back home.
nothing much.
only that, i think it's HOSPITAL WEEK.
brother went to the hospital because he was having a high fever of 39.8 degrees celsius.
sister went to KKH, suspected pregnancy. woo!
heheh.
then danial to SGH for fever.
somehow, i told him it was the effect of him quitting smoking.
good lorhs.
today, i'll be home.
gonna miss Kak Nad who just left for Kuching.
to the rest, see you all when school opens!
and see you when i see you.
kisses.
fact: i believe, you and me, we can figure it out.
make the best of us, baby.
all the naughty boyyss..! (faiz, kai,dann,azrin & shary)
all we ever wanted for a picnic...was FOOD!

hawa, juliee & suzyla

girlssss.. may seem like a small number, we rock better than the boys! (hawa,caca,nadiah,julieee,suzy)

ward 56 attachments crew.

julieee & nad.

milk room or whuat!?

sometimes, you just have to escape from work for some camwhoring session. =Dphotos from the attachments that ended more than a week ago.
byebye paediatrics.
haha.
so what now.
oh yes.
SENTOSA WAS A BLAST!
great peeps, great food, great time, great WEATHER.
like phew!
luck was on our side i should say.
met at 11am.
danial and i were early, like what the hell.
hahaha.
we reached at 10.40am.
waited for them and the last one to reach was suzy!
hahaha.
it was crazy how everyone TRIED to pretend to be angry with her.
suzyy ni, orang dah hyped up.
hahha.
so, yesterday, instead of making it solely for NYP GROUP 9 & 13, we invited people.
shary, ahmad danial & rafie joined us.
kinda sad that Aisha Chew couldn't join us.
it's okayy..then faiz had to go off early.
we played captain's ball, and whatever ball you could ever thought of!
HAHAHA!
had frisbee and some sabotage moments, belated birthday for suzy & i.
but it seemed to me that it was EVERYONE'S BIRTHDAY!
hahah.
semua kena sabo.
i went away with danial to have some photos taken over the other side.
came back, went to shower.
then headed to vivo for food
ate at banquet.
this danial was bullying people the whole time.
all of my girls got bullied!
naughty ah dikni. wahpiang!
everyone was asking "julieee, kau kutip dia kat mana?!"
hahahaha!!
then, i wanted hawa's brownies.
she opened up the box, macam makcik kat pasar.
took a plastic and wrap in her hands.
i was asking her "ah, cik,kasi seringgit eh"
abeh danial was like "cik, macam mana jual nya?"
HAHAHAHA!!
perangai ah.
went to candy empire.
then went to rooftop and slacked.
played some games that shary introduced to us.
everyone was called the "LOSER!"
hahah.
dah lah danial and i, kacau each other.
soon after,we headed home.
danial sent me home and he went off.
called it a day for us.
at night, some idiots, messaged me.
I DON'T GET PEOPLE WHO PASSED MY NUMBERS AND EMAIL TO PEOPLE I DON'T EVEN KNOW!
I told the person already that i don't wish to get to know him.
PART MANA KAU TAK FAHAM?!
don't pandai pandai, is that clear?
i told danial about this and danial was pretty pissed.
haiyahh.
i don't wish to get people involved in this matter, but, don't tell me you dont understand simple english?
stop bugging and calling me.
=___=
get a life you bugger.
fact: stay the sameeee.. =D
my pride.
JUMAAT BAIK- GOOD FRIDAY. :)
Raihildayu & Julyanna.
hairdo.

oohh..kayy..
legs aching, body's shagged.
yesterday was "Jumaat Baik"-good friday and i had my whole day out since morning.
woke up at 10am.
met danial at 11am and headed to Great World City as planned.
watched Fast & Furious.
movie ended, went to have late lunch at Burger King before heading off for dance practice at Kallang.
he sent me off to Abang's place while waiting for his friend, Miza.
sat for a while and dance started.
he went off to meet Miza.
during dance, we were talking about the SYF judging and all.
after dance ended, lishah and i planned to go to Cityhall for dinner.
smsed danial to ask where he was at.
he said he was at cityhall thus we met again after dinner with lishah.
he was with Miza.
so, these four walked to esplanade (of all places) and chilled.
such childish kids julie and lishah could be.
we were laughing away.
Miza went off, leaving me, dann and lishah.
by close to 10.30pm, we made our way back and bumped into Shyam.
uh huh.
went online, talked to danial on the phone till 1am and off to lala land.
had my tiring day last night.
i'm down with my rest today.
well, it's a saturday night.
saving my energy for Monday.
sentosaa trip, here i come.
:)
fact : far at sight; close at heart.
I TALK LIKE THAT CAUSE I CAN BACK IT UP!
make-up artistes.

yes, i'm that mademoiselle.
back from johor with kak nad & bambang.
SYF are over and i'm off to have my own time to enjoy myself.
savouring every last moment before school resumes.
johor trip was made fun because our time was filled with making ROUNDS AND ROUNDS around City Square.
i wonder if i have even completed my pilgrimage.
hahaha.
not literally i meant.
met at 10am at woodlands and went over to johor.
booked our movie tickets.
watched "Jangan Tegur".
uberly horrifying show.
after buying the tickets, we went over to Kenny Rogers for food.
food was good.
i had my quarter meal with a cup of Winter(7up with vanilla ice cream).
heheh.
there goes my sore throat.
walked around and next, we chilled at starbucks and talked.
some idiots called me and it really changed my mood.
time for movies and yeah.
it ended.
went to Secret Recipe.
then headed back home.
the moment i reached home, it was already in the evening.
god ohh god.
okayy.
now, the thing that i have been wanting to blog about.
it's about, some people who couldn't understand my languages.
i thought being bilingual would help much.
i guess,i gotta be more than that.
and..
I DON'T GET PEOPLE WHO PASS MY NUMBER TO PEOPLE WHOM I DON'T WISH TO KNOW.
i ain't being unfriendly.
but please ah.
the first time you called me, you said you wished to.
and i asked "what if i said i don't want?"
you said it was okayyy and fine.
why did you bother calling me again and again
and each time you called, you tell me names of people who gave you my number.
stop making it all up!
i don't like it.
and to hell to the one who gave my number without my permission.
in fact, if you don't have any important things to talk about, don't bother calling me.
i don't wish to change my number because of scumbags like youuu.
stop making me irritated and annoyed with you.
i have patience and it has limits too.
=_______=
take that!
fact : he walk like that cause he can back it up. :)
IGNITION.
Because love is Indescribable..
Telok Kurau Secondary School.
video calling with belo boy.

Whitley Secondary School

Combination of both schools. SYF 2009.

After make up session with Jurongville.I have been pretty much busy and packed with things lately.
been busy with make up session for the SYF.
best of luck to all the schools who participate.
i was amazed with how Telok Kurau performed.
I had goosebumps and i couldn't help the adrenaline rush that i had the moment they stepped on stage.
they did VERYYY MUCH BETTER than expected.
great job you girls.
ii have been unwell lately.
running high temperatures yet, no cough, no flu.
it has been a week.
it comes and go.
damn.
i hope i get well soon.
i shall be back to update more okay.
i'm too sick to think too much.
i love you people.
fact : i love the sense of security.
A LITTLE SOMETHING TO REMINISCE ON....
PS: THIS IS FOR FUN.
starbucks bugis dok. 17th march.

best of friends? till eternity.

bibi & nik wanted to sabo us because we sabotaged them earlier.

so, this was what happened at first. hahha. Singapore Zam Zam promoter. NANTI, SAMPAI TIOMAN OKAY? ahahhahaa!!ENOUGH OF THE CURRENT???
I'LL SHOW YOU GUYS SOMETHING...!!
Julyanna, Bibi & Rabia during SECONDARY THREEE..
Suriyann, Bibi Nurshabrina & Julyanna in 2004. HAHAHA. kental siottt.
2005. 15th Birthdayyy. hehehe.
having danceee.
So what have you got to say? Things really do change, don't they?
hahah.
okay, i am actually ashamed to be posting these up. but yeaahh.
haha.
enjoy your laughters.
:D
Define : Faking things?
i was childish to play colouring with my kids at the ward. so here it is. my ever soo ugly PIKA PIKA, PIKACHUUUU.. 
say hello to Joey, everyone..

Nad & i. As crazy as we can get, we can get a hell lot crazier. hehehe.
3rd APRIL 2009..END OF ATTACHMENTS!!
feeling all good right now.
i got back a little late just now because i went to Mustafa with Danial to survey some cameras.
he fetched me from work and walked down to Mustafa Centre.
afterwhich, we went to look for watches.
i felt bad though, for eating during break even after we planned to have dinner together.
haha.
goshh.
i ought to feel guilty.
then, we took the bus back and that marked the end of the day.
a short meet up though.
attachments has been pretty great.
i'll be missing getting myself busy with things.
school's gonna start within weeks and i have yet to prepare.
prepare my wardrobe i suppose?
hehe :P
i'm prepared to face hell for now.
year 2..
hhmm..i guess, i'll be looking forward to every 25th of the month, more than anything else. :P
oh oh, by the way, to my poly babies.
message to Kai, Kak Nad, Suzyla,Siti Hawa, Siti Aishah, Faiz,Liyana,Azrin,Sharifah & Aisha.
please be informed that our next gathering would be on 13th April 2009.
venue: Sentosa.
yet another picnic session.
Do bring whoever like YOU KNOW WHO. haha.
please tell me what you will be bringing latest by 6th April 2009.
thank you babiesss.
No particular celebration, but it's more of an outing before we start HELL.
to syaa, please be reminded to tell me, a week in advance on when you want our bowling session to be. do, do do confirm soon. prolly, before you start attachments. call me up soon. :)
:D
fact : i know it. i don't know it. baby, please don't be.
As much as i trust you; just don't do it. You get me?
OCH mortuary (:
before stepping in. Us and partners. Juliee, Hanis, Shafiee & Caca.

Us and Iqmal. I swear, the place has no lights. This is just the flashlight from the camera.
So what now.
2 more days to end of attachments and i am sooo prepared for boredom.
i'm gon' prepare for school which resumes on the 20th April and start off with a mind that is fresh.
I tell you what, intially, i thought Paeds was much better. But the truth reveals and i am getting much bored day by day.
Day by day, i realised that the ward has nothing much to do.
why?
the parents are always with their kids and that makes us has nothing to do except for parameters and serving medication.
i hope it gets better this two days so that i will end with a good note.
tomorrow, i will be in afternoon shift and i hate the fact that my last day, i am in afternoon shift.
seriously. no joke.
just now i had my morning shift and halfway through, i felt like i could get ill at any time.
i reached home, released half hour earlier and took a nap before getting ready to meet danial.
head felt heavy and i cabbed down to parkway to meet him.
i was running a temperature.
went to look for my water bottle.
not much variety and he decided to choose it for me.
he was telling me, he would be getting it for me too.
thanksss to him.
went to slack and i took 2 panadol.
my head felt much lighter and good enough, i got slightly better.
he was telling me "how come you are feeling sooo hot?"
so yeah. indeed, i was running a temperature and having a slight fever.
i dont know if it's due to infection or i overexerted myself.
i hope i get better.
i dont wish to make up any of my attachments days.
it would be a waste.
ii have seen it with my very own eyes.
i wished to not see it again.
so please. (:
fact : ii dont want to be twice as bad.