i had my very first experience on a needle stick injury just now at the ward. it wasn't so scary because it was a clean needle. i was lucky on that part. i wanted to give hood adrenaline to my patient. while preparing my nebuliser at the prep room, i was flicking my syringe with the needle, with intentions to push the air up so that i can get an accurate amount of normal saline. staff nurse selvi was giving me a helping hand. she flicked, i flicked and i accidentally lost grip of the syringe and the needle poked me right through my left index finger. i could still look at it and everyone panicked. hahaha. washed my hands and now, i looked as if i had my IV drip. finger wrapped in plaster and tegaderm. hahah. served my hood adrenaline and then went for break with shaari and nad.
it is already tuesdayy. three more days and i will be facing the end of attachments. great. the moment i have been waiting for. l-l-l-love it
i am having the smell of babies in my uniform. smells good. i have been feeding babies, and sending them off to bath. freaking cuteee. i feel like bringing them back home. seriously.
for now, i shall be saving up to get a new phone, a camera (but i'll be sharing with someone and that, i dont know when i will buy it) and i have yet to get my data card for laptop. till then, i am off for my good rest and wake up later on. see youu when i see youuu.
fact :the truth is, i have never felt sooo loved, this way.
it's far from good. we were bored. :)
Monday, March 30, 2009
The light that guides me through. sunrise after night cycling. waterbreaker with caca.
back home from shopping with nad. we didn't know why we got approached by a few people telling us to buy their products. for some reasons, one of them sounded more like a conman. how professional can people be...to be asking someone to draw out $100 in cash on the spot? he could be running away with our money. damn it. well, let's put that aside. shopping was made great. after work (the moment we have been waiting for),we changed and headed to novena so as to change train before heading to town. upon reaching, we headed straight up to heeren because Kai told us that we can buy havaiinas for 2 for the price of 1. good deal i suppose. so, nad and i got ourselves flip flops. (: bought our stuffs and all. i overspent i guess. hahaha. it's okayy. i got what i wanted. next month, i am planning to get myself a pair of shoes.
4 more days to end of attachments. come quick pleaseeee... i am sick and tired of getting bored at work. i may be playing with kids. but, bored means bored. ii am still shagged from last friday's night cycling. i swear. i'm gon' rest now. see ya later alligator.
fact :hope~ taking the risk of failing.
Sunday, March 29, 2009
When things are on the verge to go haywire. watching sunrise. With Muhammad Haddy Khairul SANI. (hahahahaha!!!)
I'm back with aches on my whole body due to whole night of "Exercising". naah.. i went for my night cycling on the friday night of 27th March. Bear with me, i will have a whole long post to update on my night cycling.
Okay, i went off for my work. working on the morning shift. work was far off more tiring than expected. i didn't have much rest the night before because i was settling some stuffs. In all, i only had 4 hours of sleep. After work, i went back home and packed my stuffs for the night cycling. with my heavy bag, i cabbed to east coast, afraid i would be late. money wastage again. when i reached, azri, azrin,syakir and suzy were there. we slacked and waited for the rest to come. the rest came at 9plus and we rented our bikes. went over at the fitness corner for some briefing before setting off. had a get to know session and we were given partners to look after for. great, aishah and i, had responsible partners. heheh. they may be younger than us but they are much more responsible. then, we set off to cycle up to Changi Village. A two-hour ride, the long road. on the way, hanis and i had some ice breaking session. had our supper and set off for OCH. during supper, the four (julie, aishah, hanis and shafiee), had a great time laughing at our stupidity. i guess, i need not tell about my stupidity. hahaha. with hanis, eating goreng pisang with CHILLI SAUCE. HAHAHA! cracked us BIG TIME! with that, we realised that everyone had their flaws. set off for OCH. great. we, the whole team of cyclist went up the hill with our bikes. thanks to the guys, they helped us to carry the bikes. so helpful of them. went in, with our partners. wasn't very scary cause we were in a big group. had our rounds. then to the mortuary to have our photos taken. nicely done. went over to the wards. but before that, we had to push our bikes up the hills. fuyyoo.. tiring. then, went round again. spent 2 hours in there and then, went to Changi Village for our toilet break before setting off to East Coast again. By then, it was 3.45am. cycled back the long stretched of road to east coast. by then, aishah and i, switched partners. i was with Shafie and Aishah was with Hanis. funny lah. aishah and i, could still argue and said "perampas!" haha. reached east coast, aishah and julieee, still hyper! hahaha. still laughing away. then, we sat at the waterbreaker to watch the sunrise. we went for a swim. but only, julie, rafie, suzy, aishah, shafie, hanis and iqmal went in. had a great time laughing iqmal was making a hell lot of jokes. we went up, because we wanted to send the bikes but the boys had send them for us. how nice. azri told me to check my phone because someone was looking for me. about that someone, i wish to not talk about it. i just wanna forget about what happened. therefore, if i were to post about it, i might be feeling angry again. sorry you guys, i left due to some unforeseen circumstances. that's about the night cycling i reached home at about 3pm and had to get ready to go to johor with my family. went out to eat. i slept in the car. still, i was tired. reached home at 1am last night. till then, i shall update again.
fact :now, i've seen the level of trust you had in me.
so now. it's the end of 24th march. it was just a 24 hour thingy. nothing much though. day, went rather fine. woke up late because i was on the phone with danial planning about just now. so yeah. went off to work, feeling reluctant. however, the need to graduate fast, pushed me to go.' when i reached work, everyone was wishing me and singing for me. i was damn damn grateful. work went on. was helping the staffs. and day ended pretty well. changed and met danial over the lobby and headed to lau pa sat for food. then walked down to cityhall and cabbed home. nothing much on my birthday though. thanks to those who wished me. to amrullah, julyanna still doesn't understand your message. i'll try as much to find the translation okay. hehe.
thanks to those who gave her presents. from syahidah: cotton on BLUE blouse. from sister:black blouse. from kak siti: takashimaya gift vouchers. from family: new laptop. from brother: 100 dollars CASH. from ahmad danial: a BLUE carebear with a BLUE swatch watch. from alot of people: MONEY! hehehe. thanks you guysss! they knew i liked blueee. and brother did knew i like BLUEEEE NOTES TOO! hahaha.
fact: but this is the deal.
Tuesday, March 24, 2009
WE TALK ABOUT LOVE..LOVE..LOVE..
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO JULYANNA....
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME!
what luck, i cannot change to morning shift.
so yeah.
happy 19th julyanna.
paeds was good.
i hope i enjoy more.
see you when i see you.
fact:it's not any ordinary lifestory.
Monday, March 23, 2009
TELL ME YOU MEAN WHATEVER YOU SAYYY.. :)
punch me right in the face. now now now!
starbucks concourse. :)
friends. loves. babies.
i just got back from doing my round at orchard area.
somehow, i have been missing going out.
all because, i am doomed with attachments.
thus, just now, i went out.
before anything, special thanks to those who came down to the pit last night.
i really really appreciate the fact that you guys came down.
i wouldn't know how i would be celebrating my birthday.
although it was an advanced celebration, i was in much mood to celebrate this year.
thanks syahidah baby for the present.
yes, indeed, you really knew that i would love it.
thursday, i would wear it okay.
hehee.
HAPPY 20th AHMAD DANIAL MOHAMED AMIN..!!
have a wonderous year ahead.
big big mommy's boy.
enjoy this year well.
:)
so yet again, it was his birthday and he had no plans on going out.
granted him, his wish.
and so, since, i didn't really have any plans, we met up with intentions to get him his presents since i didn't the time to get him one.
so, we headed to town and got him his pair of shoes and that was his gift.
i swear, i didn't have any ideas on what to get for him.
i do hope, he liked it though.
then, walked down to dhoby ghaut, grand cathay.
watched "COMING SOON"
a horror story.
very very nice.
after movies, trained down to cityhall for food at marina square.
watched the gig for awhile and sat and headed back home.
in short, i spent his birthday with him.
i hope you enjoy your birthday, boyy.
dah berumur..HAHAHA. *ooopssss*
that was for 22nd march.
a day left to turning 19 years old.
still, i don't feel the excitement.
i'm working afternoon shift in the day.
uh huh..
best of luck to those having attachments.
see you all in year 2!
for my poly babies, i meet you people on the 13th april for the sentosa trip.
ffour, plan out a day okay.
girls, i'll get to you all after attachments.
olin & fana, i'll try to make it on the 6th okay.
till then.
i'm gonna be getting ready for work later.
got some ironing to do.
:):)
and to be perfectly honest, i love it this way.
so it doesn't matter what you say.
fact: i may not be who you want me to be. but all i can be is me. :)
Saturday, March 21, 2009
WE'RE MOVING ON WELL, BOYYY..
im damn well, sleepy right now. i slept quite late last night. and i'm going out at 4pm later on. off to picnic for my advanced birthday celebration, that is joined with hidayah. was on the phone with danial last night. also, was online on webcam with him. woke up, close to midnoon. gotta prepare some stuffs for the party. this time round, i am afraid, i didn't really invite most of my friends. it's not that i wouldn't want to. i am afraid it is not JUST my birthday. so, it wouldn't be nice if i were to invite all. i wouldn't mind if it's just my birthday. oh yes. i think, passing my ALL my modules is a good birthday gift for me. although, i have difficulty in maintaining my GPA. i hope. i hope. i hope, things change during my YEAR 2. 3 more days to 19 years old. i'm feeling a hell lot older now. i used to think, i am just turning 18. in fact, turning 18, didn't give much of a great effect to me. matter of fact, i don't smoke, i don't have to be 18 to buy my ciggarettes. i don't club. i don't have to care about turning 18. UNLESS, i go clubs overseas with friends just like my KL trip. i don't drink.i don't have to buy those stuffs. i don't shisha. seee. it is just getting a year older. getting older means, getting more matured. but it seems to me that i am getting very much childish. i am currently happy with the life i am in eventhough, working is VERY MUCH TIRING. everything goes on well. everything goes on my side. i'm off to prepare my things now. get me through the phone if there is anything okay. sayang you guys.
fact :it took me so long to fall in love. now, that i do, i hope things will be alright. :)
Thursday, March 19, 2009
THERE'S NOTHING MORE TO FAKE BABY.. JJ.- Julie Jakun. hahah. no more Julie Jamil. my "PHAT-PHAT" brother. Phat? like not. he is FAT.
at aloha chalet lorhs.
sya: C-A-C-A-T? what? what is C-A-C-A-T? gosh. she is sooo...C-A-C-A-T.
hehe.
guess it has been sometime since i last blog.
been pretty much busy with my attachments lately.
i just got back from my afternoon shift.
my legs are killing me, big time.
my calf aches like mad.
i have been standing for hours and hours doing work.
for once, i wanna get everything over and done with.
i just bought a new laptop not long ago.
Fujitsu.
uh huh...
i don't really have much time with it yet because i am damn well packed with things.
met up with babies lately.
on monday, i met with the bunch and slacked over at concourse starbucks.
played some games with them.
really had a good time.
tuesday- met with baby sya and bibi honey.
went to eat at tong seng.
met with nik fauzy and slacked at starbucks bugis.
laughed a hell lot.
had reminiscing session with them.
god knows how much we missed the old times.
went to eat at "singapore zam zam"
we took photos.
getting excited over trips that we planned to go.
wednesday(yesterday).
met with danial.
i haven't been meeting him much lately.
both have each other's own commitments.
so, i met him after our work at parkway to have dinner.
yet again, i won't be eating and he was eating alone.
haha. sad.
cabbed back home, at around 11.45pm.
dropped me off and he headed back home.
today was the first day of afternoon shift.
much better i guess.
had lots of things to do.
somehow or rather, i managed to see alot of abortion cases.
alot of miscarriages.
may sound gross and scary to you people.
but, they are really interesting.
the ward got very bloody, i guess.
haha.
very nice experience.
i'm one day away to the weekends and....
i'll be heading to Paeds.
great.
loving it loads.
it's a long post.
i know.
the effect of not posting for a long time.
hehe.
see youu..
fact:this can't be right. i couldn't help feeling good. it's the sense of security that i am looking for.
Thursday, March 12, 2009
WHEN I SAY FOREVER, FOREVER IS WHAT I MEANT. we had some stuffs to settle. so a short meet up might just do us good for some catch up session. Emilya's 6th with FAT abang mimi! hahaha.
11032009- cashstudio.
days been pretty well.
been spending the last week of holiday before the attachments.
had my weeks at home.
only went out yesterday with kai and caca.
some catch up session.
watched MY BLOODY VALENTINE.
FARKING GOOD SHOW.
full of GORE!
woohooo.
M18 show but caca got in by luck!
heheh
then, headed to town.
last minute plans.
we went for karaoke.
then headed home.
insomnia again.
suck balls.
notice me, im getting very much vulgar right now.
i dont know what went wrong with me.
gonna have dance tomorrow and im going to mount faber on saturday.
sunday, i might be surveying KKH before i get lost on monday.
3 weeks attachments.
at last, i'll be fulfilling my time.
niceee..nicee.
been going to dance practices on friday.
nice feeling.
fact :cause you took my love. why'd you have to take my love.
Saturday, March 07, 2009
WITH A TOUCH OF LOVE, EVERYONE BECOMES A POET
sentosaaa. :)
now you know where she got her vanity from?- from me. HAHA.
i stood still watching the stars that sparkle,
looking like as though they are directing us and giving us clues
on what true life is all about.
though love is a beautiful yet a strong word to say,
i couldn't fathom what i should be expecting in the time to come.
if this beautiful life is what you have been savouring for,
by all means, take me as i am and i'll gladly say that i shall slave for you.
i try as much as i can, to be letting you feel like how i exactly feel.
gladly and proudly, i should say, i am happy with this life i am living.
thus, change no more cause we'll pull through and go through this together.
if ever, you were to change, we'll make do with adaptation.
this heart ain't meant for play.
it may be soft, it may have been broken, fix it up well and tell yourself how hard it is, to really mend a broke heart.
fact:i wanna share forever with you.
Wednesday, March 04, 2009
Because it's something that is hard to explain. happy 6th Emilya. At chalet.
my babygirls.
i ain't a good photographer though
HAPPY 16TH DOUBLE D.Y!!!
it's 4th march right now and i am 12 days away before the start of attachments.
i just wanna get it over and done with.
been rottening at home.
everyone was away and busy with their own things.
met with ffour babies on monday to celebrate baby Omar's 18th birthday.
a year older huh.
we planned out a day out at Bagus.
hahaha. of all places!
so yeah.
was suppose to meet ahmad dan on that day too.
but because he ended work late, i called off the meet up.
i'm going out to gramp's place soon.
checked on my schedule for my attachments.
okay ahh.
wasn't so bad afterall.
last night, planned for our Bali trip on october.
i hope it runs on smoothly.
i'm far off more excited for Bali Trip more than my birthday.
hahaha.
this time for the trip, more people are joining.
budget expected would be : $1000 sgd
niceee.
i need a good holiday.
this time round, i didnt step out of singapore for a holiday.
i was suppose to go to Johor with kak nad.
prolly some time next week lah.
okay.
i might be registering for my driving license soon.
i am just lazyyy.
i guess i better get my ass off.
see you when i see you.
i may not be, what you want me to be.
all i can be is me
fact:I've got something that's reeeaaal!
Sunday, March 01, 2009
im at the chalet right now. lepaking with cousins, aunts and uncles. they are playing poker cards whilst i checked my mail. goshed. my internet at home is down. so, i borrowed sister's starhub modem to check it all out. been out the past days. its emilya 6th birthday. by the way.. HAPPY BIRTHDAY OMAR BABY!! okayy. what now. im having a whole lot of fun right now after the exams. im sooo loving it.. last friday, i was out with babies to town for karaoke session again. this time round, ahmad dan joined. so it was suzyla, rafie, kak nad, kai, caca and julyanna. had my time karaoke-ing damn fun. but its pretty short. paid quite alot. but, for fun, i wouldnt mind much. bumped into fadh when i slacked with them at pacific plaza. missed him, like after soo long. so yeah. im at the chalet, enjoying my last few bits of holiday before my attachments starts. gosshhhedd! macam malas nak attachments. im yawning away but i wont be sleeping anytime soon. im pretty hungry though. hehehe. i get hungry easily nowww. my tummy can talk like haddy's. HAHHAA! okay laaa. im off.
fact :i love you, is that okay?
That Mademoiselle
Julyanna
19 year old mademoiselle
24th March
You would see me estactic most of the time. :D
However, my life is full of ups and downs.
Been facing too many obstacles in life.
My blog here, will tell you the character i bring up in me.
A student fulfilling my wishes and getting as much clarity about what is going on about life, as much as possible.
Mixing around with a bunch of a hell lot of monkeys like me.
I love them though
My friends, you are my true love.
For, my heart speaks your name each time it beats.
True friendship never dies.
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