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Saturday, August 29, 2009
asamatteroffact,iloveyou,baby.
IT'S OVER BABY!
what?
IT'S OVER!!
what is?
EXAMSSSSSS!!!
yes arh. The burden is down. Time for fun before attachments.
Break fast at East Coast Lagoon with all beloved last night and we had a helluva fun baby!
from the start that we met, till the end. every moment was just precious. That's what i call, stress relieving. Met at BEDOK. BOYS WERE LATE. macam gegirl. Kai, Azrin and Danial. Hawa at the other side of Singapore was also waiting for boyfriend. what's up with boys. Is that some kind of a revenge for us to be late? Suppose to meet at 5.30pm, they came at 6.15pm. i should have taken the bus instead of the train. Upon reaching, decided on what to eat. Okay best. Azrin, Danial and I shared to eat Ikan pari bakar (Fried stingray), Barbequed Cuttlefish and Vege. Hawa and his boyfriend had their share. But we didn't buy as one because the portion was small. While aishah, hafiz and kai had their ala-carte. Thanks to Danial (Boyfriend Hawa), for treating us the Satay. By then, we were bloated. Kai was talking his crap and all. We were all laughing like crazy. It was hilarious how he tried to be cheeky with Ahmad Dan when Ahmad asked him to take out his watch from his wrist. HAHAHA. trying to make me jealous but failed to do so. Because i know, Ahmad will still find me and asked me to keep for him. AHAHAHA!
I bought a gift for mamat. From Freshbox. Bought myself contact lenses which costs me $56 for 4 boxes. Buy 2, get 2 free. One box is $28. Okay lah. pretty cheap what. And i, i have not paid my bills. haha. Will be meeting dear Nad todayy! Macam gerek gitu kan?
Oh yes, i did something last night that i thought would do us good. I wrote 15 little love notes, folded them like as if we are drawing lots and put it in a little box, simply for dear beloved. I thought, after much of not meeting, neglecting him for my studies, i decided to do up those notes to simply tell him how much i have been thinking of him. Not merely just neglecting him for studies. But also to tell him that i was thinking of him, all the while that he wasn't with me. As much burden i have been putting him through to surprise him, i did something little. Nothing compared to all the time spent. This was just a priceless way of telling him whatever i feel like saying. Thats one, the bag that i bought for him, was just a token of appreciation of him, listening to me. I challenged him to do up a few stuffs and I am pretty glad he made it through.
- he quitted smoking in just months.
- he did well for his pullups.
- he tried to save money and in fact, after much money, things had to come up.
He did little but well. To quit smoking, i doubt many can, despite knowing the consequence. Upon saving up money, for one who doesn't earn much, i greatly respect his effort in doing so. Anyway, congrats for getting your Marksman. All those little things, do meant alot to me. So with that, with no intentions to surprise him, i did so by doing those 15 little love notes. No biggie. It's just a simple thing. Writing with love and devotion. It didn't take much effort to do so. So, at 7am, he texted me, saying what he felt about those notes. That was after his prayers. AAWWH. haha. love you, sayang.
So, since exams are over, book me or don't say i do not want to spend time with you guys. hehe. Be mindful that i am having attachments. It's limited. ahaha. Now, i gotta get my ass busy, getting stuffs ready for Hari Raya. I have yet to get my shoes, in which i will get it with Nur Liyana Zainal. HAHA! kan, aku kasi kau full name. Today,i might wanna get some nice tops and bottoms. If i can get good quality heels, why not? It's a flea market anyway. I can't be expecting much. Then, gonna buy baju with gemok. Alot of money to be spent.
shopping tu apa NAD?
SEXCITING!!
GIRLS... THIS IS RUDE. TO THE BOYS OUT THERE, BETTER BE MINDFUL OF HOW WE TREAT YOU OKAY!
A woman is like a pack of cards ...
... You need a heart to love her ...
A diamond to marry her ...
A club to smash her head in ...
And a spade to bury the bitch.
idiots.
fact : why do i have to miss you so much?
Wednesday, August 26, 2009
Old song. From J LO ft Fat Joe. Hold You Down. :)
Back from annoying BIO paper. Supplementary paper, i am coming for you. Paper sucks. And i sucked at it too. I flunked it pretty well baby. So who's with me? All hail the greatest losers in BIO. I wonder why i am in Nursing. I have one last paper. Just one last. That will be Mental Health. Come on baby J, you can do it. Hold on and you will be free from all those darn books who has been such burden to you.
Nevertheless, that is not the end. Attachments. I REPEAT. A-T-T-A-C-H-M-E-N-T-S. Haven't i had enough hell? Anyway, i went Johor last night to send my costume for sewing. Insyallah it will siap the way i want it to be. Theme Silver and Grey for my family. Chatting with dearest Nadhirah. Thanks for making me feel better about the paper. Plans lined up. So far.
Friday: Break fast with dear Poly mates.
Saturday: Flea Market with darling NAD! *exams kasi habis dulu*
Monday: First day attachments and break fast with dear GUUMOOOKKSSSS.
Tuesday: REST DAY
Wednesday : Shopping with OLIN LIYANA.
I'm looking at past TAGGED messages sent by Dann. How we talked online. and how different it is last time as compared to now. Very cute you know. HAHAHA. How teruk his spelling was. How, after a week of not meeting, he told me he misses me. Let's quote.
DaNnY~BoO:
12.12.08
Why shouldn't I miss such a friend like yourself. I'm ought to miss you, alot. You can also try using the wireless lan there if there is any. I presume there is. I'll so be missing you.
(NOTE THE DATE).
HAHAHAHA. I guess, it's just about 2 weeks of knowing each other. chih. it's crazy how he loved my speechless moment. Now.... We have been arguing much over childish things. At times, it kills. But to think of it positively, it's making me stronger and stronger. I'm glad everything has cooled down. I hope, we learn from it.
You know exactly what to do. So that I can't stay mad at you. For too long, that's wrong
fact : boy, you've cast a spell on me. i'm hypnotized by your love.
Monday, August 24, 2009
agony.
two words. F life. It's exams period and at times, i dont know why stressors keep coming in. I am dealing with papers which are never ending. This has started eversince i came back to school from attachments. This time round, i wished it's gonna be the best attachments ever. You know it's difficult to please the staff nurses. For one moment, you do not know what to do, you just stand around and they think you are just plain lazy. That's one. Whatever you do, will be reflected back to the school. Lucky thing, it's not many people during my time. So i suppose, with lesser people, the workload can be distributed evenly. I can't wait for Liyana to come in to ward. Like for once, i am working with her. macam gerek gitu kan? heheh.
Anyway, i have been facing the worse since whenever. Just when will all these stop..? School issues, friends issues, emotional issues, relationship issues. OH AM GEEE. this is no good. screw this Ftard life. 3 papers down and i have 2 more to go. I have bioscience paper tomorrow. The topics i hated most. Microbiology and Immunology. Though i have prepared the notes, i doubt i would be getting them straight up to my head. I'm waiting patiently for this Friday and Saturday meet up with girlfriends. Before i meet my girls, i will be out with Nad for FLEAS. Macam so excited gitukans! Fireworks Festival, here i come. and i hope, they do have it. macam confident gitu ada. HAHA.
4th day of the fasting month. counting down to raya. First time raya with guumook. macam so different gitu. I mean, i have been celebrating with the same peeps. Be it i am single or am not.. In fact it was only two years that i had the sense of belonging to someone and then it all wear off. Back as per normal and i am adapting to it. Time fly so fast. It's like more than 6 years that i have made such beautiful friendship with my beautiful girls. It's just lovely when you come to think of it. The arguments. The misunderstandings. The long period of not talking. The laughters. The dance session we had. The geylang-moments. Everything is just perfect. Everything has changed but i am glad we stayed put and stayed intact. Despite all the disputes and all the gossipings, we managed to tolerate our nonsense. Only for Syaaa and Bibi, i had another extra year with them. These beautiful years. Oh my. Let me recall.
- Bibi was angry with Sya for stepping on her feet.
- Bibi and Julie fought about D&T books!
- Julie and Dinah fought because of gossips.
- Sya and Julie fought after O levels because of boyfriendss
- Yann ignored us because of boyfriend. OH AM GEEE.
- Dinah got angry with Lishah for lying.
- Bibi and Julie fought because some people badmouthed us. WHAT THE.
- THERES MORE!
HAHAHAHA! when i reminisce back, i felt like slapping our heads. because of dumb things. LOL. Jom, buka sama sama. shall we go on the 11th September. Seems like Bibi's birthday is around the corner too. That includes Lishah's. If only it's not the fasting month. We can all hit the sun, sand and the sea. Apa kata, we buka sama sama by the beach? HAHAHA! :P. Let's meet real soon. I need you girls badly. Sorry Boyfriends, rejected. (",)
Theme turquoise or magenta for this year. Beautiful. Anyway, today, luck comes in. Tell you what. It's the 25th baby! What's your say? Call me up soon girls. And prolly meet another day with the rest of the boys who have been missed dearly. Cepat lah exam habis. I can't wait to meet dear mates. It has been sometime since i last met them. Except of dear Suriyann whom i bumped into last Friday at Topshop ION. woo. Once more, i really miss my gossip girls whom i grow up with.
Such long post i have been updating for now. Cepat, book Julie for jalan raya. Abang, i am coming back to dance. But i have one BIGG problem. I am having attachments. SIGH SIGH SIGH. Buat midnight practice ah. haha. Insyallah, i come back and resume as per normal.
Julyanna hates liars. You know who you are. Okay. i won't go on. I am fasting.
fact : are you the one for me? the fights, the arguments, will that make us stronger? What hurts but doesn't kill, makes you stronger.
Friday, August 21, 2009
it's all about getting on the nerves of others'
i miss fantastic four.
julyanna is on twitter..
2 down, 3 more to go.
town with friends after paper. Ate at Cahaya. Town-ing. Window shopped.
Great fun.
Salam Ramadhan to all Muslims.
A week left before attachments.
No money.
Bill is cheap. $38.90
Missing all her mates.
Missing her boy despite him testing her patience.
Too tired to care.
Relate back to the boy who cried wolf.
Wants shopping.
Waiting for raya.
Waiting for SEPAH(spa).
fucked up Behaviour Modification.
momma, i want that high cuts.
Listening to my voice.
Counting money.
So many things on my mind.
recovery phase. dealing with emotions. not something that is easy. i had a bad flu the past days. i haven't been caring much about looking good. i have been slacking so much. i have been neglecting beauty. 29th, Nad, jadi k? i'm with you, if you are. everyone has slept. it's 5 minutes past midnight. i'm gonna sahur like in a few hours time. Spendin' my time on Adult Nursing.
3 more papers to go and i'm likin' it. I'm left with Adult Nursing, Bio & Mental Health. My BIG modules to be covered. After that, DANCE, I AM COMING FOR YOU! FRIENDS, I'M COMING! Jom, buka luar. Girls, let's ber-ACAPELLA together like we used to. Shall we go back to Telok Kurau to DYE HAIR? Damn. I miss my girls, and my whole bunch of cliques. Which includes dearests BOYFRIENDS.
"Mak, baju raya, i nak 3 pasang"
"Jangan macam-macam, puasa belum lagi, nak raya"
"Alamak. malunya aku." *sepak kepala*
Selamat Berpuasa wahai bloggers dan bloghoppers. Semua direstui yang Maha Kuasa.
in my mind, i still have: Diphehydramine. Chlorpheniramine. Montelukast. Salbutamol. Dextromethorphan. Beta 2 adrenergic agonist. Aspirin. Non-steriodal Anti-Inflammatory Drugs.
HAHAHAHA. too much pharmaco. Driving me CRAZY.
waiting patiently for 25th of the month.
You know, prolly, one day you will start to realise when i suddenly withdraw myself. I have never wished for that. But spare a thought. Sometimes, being too close, has it's cons. I shall withdraw myself a little, find my soul and find my way back to life.
fact: i wonder if you feel me watching you.
Tuesday, August 18, 2009
this time, this day, i know what belongs to me.
Ms Biskut says (1:04 AM):
i tgh lagu baik nya nie
lagu electro
betul to keep me going
·!¦[·jüLìèêéë·]¦!· too strong a devotion says (1:05 AM):
go go... nanti i electrocute youuu.
Ms Biskut says (1:05 AM):
yoooohooo
baru boleh ckp club
hyak hyak
angkat antibiotic skali
·!¦[·jüLìèêéë·]¦!· too strong a devotion says (1:06 AM):
you pun tengah club? i club dangdut.
i angkat...senang je. tak banyak. PANADOL.
macam mana punya high
Ms Biskut says (1:06 AM):
i angkat amoxillin ah
powerrr
chatting with Nadhirah Adanan. this clearly show how stress we are dealing with modules. HAHAHA! i have been talking crap the whole time. now, we are talking about behaviour modification. How we relate real life to BEHAVIOUR MOD. Go read all my dumb "WHATS ON MY MIND" on facebook. Initially i posted on pharmacology. Latest is behaviour modification. This the ADVERSE REACTION of too much studying. Okay. whatever it is.
i felt rather relieved upon passing my 3rd attempt. phew. now, the burden is on me. I have 5 papers that will commence not long after tomorrow. Oh god. I wanna do well. I am sick of failing and failing. Sometimes, you wonder who will be there to face your tears when you were at your lowest. Anyways... thanks dearest friends for entertaining the whole lot of crap i have for tonight. Dear Nadhirah is angry because i haven't sleep at this wee hours. HAHAHAHA!
I met Danial just now, after my 3rd attempt for skills test. He fetched me from Yio Chu Kang. Kacau-ed kak nad and headed to Marine Parade. Studied at Playground's Starbucks at East Coast while he was viewing is RED FICTION game. Then, we went on to view those girls who wanted to get to know him on TAGGED. COM. hahaha!! We went on to criticise them. Minah dok. ramai minah. tak boleh angkat. HAHAHA. ramai gendut. okay lah tuu.. sama macam awak. SUIT. hahah. Then, we bought food from KFC, and sat by the waters to eat. Talked about whatever we could think of while i lie on his lap. THIS GUUUMOOOK KENTOT-ED AT MY HEAD!! Ajak fight. I said "OI, MY HEAD LATER SMELL LIKE KENTOT LAH. SHAMPOO KENTOT". Then, well enough, i had a good massage from him. FOR THOSE WHO ARE THINKING OTHERWISE, PLEASE... Fasting month is coming. clear off those dirty thoughts. HAHA. Then, sometime later we played with each other by digging noses. okay, we are disgusting. Dulu... baru kenal, taik hidung terselet dekat cela-cela hidung pun tahan. sekarang, korek lah kau! HAHAHA! Afterwhich, we headed home by 9 plus and cabbed home. Then, we realised, we will take about more than 2 weeks of not meeting. Exams ah. Plus, it's fasting month. Cannot meet often. Tak afdal. HAHAHA
You wanna know something that will the trigger your nostalgic era? I'M LISTENING TO SHOW ME THE MEANING OF BEING LONELY BY BACKSTREET BOYS. More of Show me the meaning of having to study. Oh my. I am to wake up early to study in school you know. Hmmm.. Whatever it is. The drug effect has subside. It's giving me sedation. Making me sleepy.
A day left to first killer paper. Behaviour Modification and Abnormal Psychology. Alot more days for the rest. Bless me. Good luck to all sitting for the final semester paper. Let's get all these theory over and done with. Then, it's clinical postings and for the Muslims, Happy Hari Raya Puasa. Puasa, jangan tak puasa. Kecuali dengan alasan yang bernas. HAHAHA. I will be breaking fast alone. So, sesiapa nak teman, dipersilakan. Saya berada di Hospital Changi buat sebulan termasok HARI RAYA. 2nd day raya dah masuk kerja balik. apa nasib. Morning shift pulak tuu. Sighh.
Saturday, August 15, 2009
don't leave me out in the lurch.
eeeeee.. i look like i tak mandi gitu. HAHAHA. sooo fugly.
yes. the fat girl is enjoying her meal. I was already bloated by this time. The pizza has yet to be eaten.
my GUUUMOOOKK. fat boy gets delighted when food is around him.
yay. time flies so fast that it's already weekends. it was just last week when i was busy with my cousin's wedding. Yesterday was my last day of school and here comes study week. Because it's friday, i met dann at Outram Park Platform and headed to Harbour Front. Had some window shopping at Vivocity and headed for Dinner. Okay. Plan was to go to Pizza Hut. He had to cheat on my feelings. He said Pizza Hut at harbour front has closed down. Bohong seh. Then, upon reaching, we settled down and realised that the waitress has lotsa MINAHS. so, then i told him "are we in MINAH HUT?". Like so many Minahs gitu. Waitress with that Macdonald's eyebrow. Mentel. hahaha. Cubit baru tauu. But no doubt, service was good. In my opinion i mean. Had this couple meal which consists of 2 soup of the day, pan pizza, regular sized and 2 drinks. Then, we took our own ala-carte. He got himself Beef Lasagne and i got myself Peppery Ribs. By the time i ate my pasta, i was bloated. I doubt i could finish my pizza. But, i managed to. Though, the last bite, i handed over to him. "You nak i gemok kan?", he said. hahaha. Afterwhich, we settled down by the bay and took some photos and played some games. Wah. Everytime he menang. Tak fair. It's some game on my phone where we have to shake the phone, then the two dice will roll. We will then guess which number would come out. The closest, wins. waaaaahh.. Dia saja menang. Takper. By 9pm, we made our move, bussed down to my place. In the bus, he had to make me laugh like one mad dog. He and his alien voice. Reached my place. He was suppose to wait for his sister to call him to go to his BROTHERS' PLACE( MUSTAFA CENTRE), so then, i accompanied him by the void deck. Till about 10 plus, his sister called and he went off, fetching him at the bustop near my place. I was home till then.
I'm rather worried. Monday is my third attempt. I want to pass. Please. I dont want to retain for 6 months. I have suffered much. God, please be fair. Equalise the amount of hardwork i have for this module. Right now, i am texting Danny Mok. Nothing much to do. I might wanna rest soon. I'm pondering on why people must still be childish. I mean, i don't know who to blame though. I am not part of it. But it's how my conscience got me thinking. All i know, i am not siding anyone because i know nuts. Neither do i really care. Just what had me wondering is, why do people, even at the peak of going to adulthood, are still as childish. Do they even grow up. Oh yes, age are just numbers. Your attitude grows up with you. HEHS.
I'm months away to ending my teenage years. I have roughly 8 more months to go. I don't wanna miss teen years. Probably, as much as my age ascends, i shall still keep the kid in me. Then again, i wouldnt wanna be some childish scumbags who dont act appropriately at appropriate places with appropriate time. I can't wait to turn 21. I wanna bug mommy to treat me to CRUISE. By then, brother will be getting married. For once, FREEDOM. hahaha. Then again, who's gonna pay for my internet bills? I'm gonna run away with dear sister for CRUISE. Tell her to go for a getaway with me. By then again...Insyallah, i will pass and graduate. My 21 years old is a good year to celebrate. So, i really have to tolerate and study hard. Because, i will graduate, and get my job. get my cert. get my key to freedom. get so much money. hahaha. i wanna be rich.
To the one whom i love, everyone is breaking up and i hope we are not very much influenced. I want us to hang on. Hang on... and don't be NAUGHTY! You naughty naughty, pok baru tauuu *with makcik makcik voice*.
Remember : The couple that fights the most is the one most in love... it shows they care enough to notice the other one screwed up and care enough to mention it to the person so they can fix it. When you stop fighting it means you stopped caring.
fact : if i has to choose between loving you, and breathing. I would use my last breath to say I LOVE YOU.
Friday, August 14, 2009
this is how we love. this is us.
Her receptionists and her ushers. Those who ran the whole show.
Shazni Amjad. The dearest cousin who grew up with me. Both were all naughty and playful. Look what is becoming of us. All grown up.
Just another lunatic cousin of mine. She is the most belo-est. One whom i love. Just 5 days older than i am. Again, i grew up with her. Together with the rest. We went through thick and thins together.
today, the fucked up day. woke up, rushed to school. Theresa didn't turn up to assess for the presenting group. I waited for friends to end BCLS re-assessment and ate at macdees. Class postponed till 3pm. Theresa came at 3:15pm and ended tutorial at 4:10pm. Went to do up some module evaluation and back home. Macam pathetic gitu kan? I'm suppose to end class at 1pm and start studying by 1pm. Things started to drag and i ended up not studying. So much for finishing my notes by weekends. It's super fucked up lorhs.
Yesterday, i met baby mok at Dhoby Ghaut to watch the movie UP. Hilarious show. Afterwhich, we went to LJ for dinner. Had my seafood feast while he had his Cajun Chicken. Thanks for the treat mok. i mean, he treated me throughout. Macam sweet lah gitu kan. Hahaha. Nevermind. Friday, which is later, i treat you back okay? Let's ber-PIZZA HUT. Since we have tried Swensens. Insyallah, one day, if ada rezeki, we go somewhere more EX okay? Maybe on some special occasion? God knows when. Whatever it is, Thanks for treating me for the whole night of last night. It's okay if you couldn't send me home. I mean, there is no need to. Not like as if, i am gonna sulk because of that.
As of for my studies. I guess i have covered most module. Bioscience, DONE. Abnormal Psyche, DONE. Pharmacology-DONE. Behaviour Modification-CAN NEVER BE DONE. Adult Nursing-UNDONE. Okay lah tuu. All are big modules. Exams in a week's time. Sobs. Wish me luck. I just wanna get them over and done with. Im sick and tired of school. Grrr.. Each day, i pray that the time for me to graduate comes fast. Nursing is such a wide thing. Too many to cover. Back to CHANGI HOSPITAL after exams and during the fasting month. Yay..!! For at least, fasting month flies fast. 2nd day raya, i will be back to work. Last day is afternoon. Then, CHALET. Post exam activities are up even when the exams have not commenced yet. Nampak sangat aku punya typical Singaporean. Kiasu-ism.
Wewie nak joget. Wewie miss joget. Wewie miss dance friends. Sigh. I am so stressed up that i wished to take up a year of LOA. (Leave Of Absence). I want a good break. Getaway anyone? At least something good. At least Batam's SPA. I want GENTING TRIP TO HAPPEN. I just need a good getaway. Bibi, if you are reading this... you know what i mean. HAHAHA. You know im waiting for some plans to come up. ^_^
Getting back on track. Although i'm cracking my head like crazy, there is a part which got me thinking i'm worth being too nice to people. So far, as much as i have been good to people, nothing good has come to me just yet. i'm waiting patiently. I cannot be waiting for all good things to come. Then again, good things do come to an end. So, don't come just yet.
fact : i have found my needle in that haystack. you're one i appreciate.
Monday, August 10, 2009
i just wanna treat you right; be with you day and night.
with mama, ayah and faris.
the cousins of the bride. not full strength. sobs.
without abang Aerwan.
signing on the guestbook.
we looked like lesbians. haha..!
more photos on facebook.
Days have passed and i am back with my blog. my ever dusty and mundane blog. Weekends were tough on my part because i was busy with Kak Fiza's wedding. Then again, having to reunite with dear cousins have made it all worthwhile. I have been missing them loads. I'm dead beat then again, it's a weekend that i should remember. I didn't have much sleep but it was fun.
I got to meet mok just now. After a whole week. woooo! Met him with Sya at Bugis after my study session at Shaw Towers then to eat at National Library to eat and have a catch up session. Yes i know peeps. I do know you both are angry with me for being too nice. But what else can i do. You are hearing it from me, i am facing it. I have much more heartache dearies. I tried to be cool but i am losing it somehow. I know how much i have been taken for granted. Relax babe. I'm here because God wants to test out my wits and my patience. I'm done. Just need you guys to be there when i am at my lowest. I hope you don't demoralise me like i have been. I love you guys and i really really do. I know at times i have been faking myself but i enjoy every moment i have with you. Glad you guys met me just now.
Anyway and anyhoos, to those to have been missing me because i haven't been online much, i am very sorry. I am up to mugging hard for my exams. Oh yes. I passed my BCLS test. I guess that is my first good news after so much sufferings. Siggghh.. I have been sighing too much. Again, i am gonna apologise to Ahmad Ezzat Alkaff for not coming for his birthday party held on the 8th of August. I was busy with cousin's wedding. Cousins...Photos are up on facebook, check them out and tag yourself! i'm penat. hahah.
I had my time with mamat mok just now. Again, ate with NurSya and then we parted with Syaaa while she met her friends at town. Mamat and i went to cityhall. Planned to go to Mount Faber but i am seriously dead beaten thus i told him to stick nearby. Went to Fullerton hotel's area and yeah, i told him why i hated my past like crazy. I hope you understand boy. Then, i hope you know why my bestfriends have been feeling me. My bestfriends doesn't like me to dwell on my past. Then, because i need to pee badly, we went to Fullerton Hotel's toilet and then sat at Boat Quay. Only to move off by 9.45pm. Back home.
Never too far away
I won’t let time erase
One bit of yesterday
And I have learned that
Nobody can take your place
Though we can never be
I’ll keep you close to me
fact: Feeling and knowing you hear me,it keeps me alive..
Monday, August 03, 2009
treat you right; be with you day and night
PFL: Marked the end of our journey. Go Go Team Black! Journey may end, the friendship lasts forever!
Back from school. just finished revising for Bio. Immunology, Microbiology. bodohlogy. belology. bengaplogy. ARGHH!! Im going bonkers. Dang. This isn't the worse of the shite. I have spent the money i am to use for school allowance and spent on things that are not necessary. God damn it.
Then again, fuck it. I'm effing stressed up and i have turned very much vulgar. That sucks big time. i know. For goodness sake, i am missing my dearest babies truckloads. No words could ever replace the word MUCH. I haven't been meeting them. I have been to myself and keeping things to myself. I rarely open things up these days. I have been rather emotional and more to myself. Not trying to be anti-social or depatching myself from being a socialite. It's a such a disgrace if i were to do as such. oh cut it.
i have two swollen knees due to intense training of CPR. i'll be having my assessment on friday. Wish me luck babies. I hope it's as easy as when i took during St John. Then again, it's not. This time, the machine will detect any defects that you do throughout the whole assessment. Whatever it is, i wanna try my best. At least i have tried right?
Last night, met with beloved abang and dancemates to have dinner at Lorong 1. took 26 to Kembangan to meet Danial and off to Funan to buy sya a replacement for her lost camera. Failure in finding one at Funan, we headed to Mustafa. Getting pushed and jostled in the middle of those mama banglas who were having their "Brotherhood night" EVERY WEEK'S ROUTINE. For once, we got Sya her camera.. Like finally. Went to Towner Road's macdees. I guess it's because of my first day, my appetite wasn't as good. Walked back and settled down at a nearby seat. Some unforeseen circumstances happened. once again, FUCK IT. I've put it to rest. Back home and went online. Prepared for school, for gym and ZzZzZz..
Woke up, fresh mind. Happy mood despite what happened last night. Glad i met my bunch at Yio Chu Kang MRT and happily laughing with them. Had my run at the track then off to gym. Thanks to dear Muhammad Kai Ibrahim Ergo for being my personal trainer. Guess he helped me alot on decreasing those flabs on my triceps. Thanks kai. After Gym session, had lunch and went for Bio lecture. I didn't concentrate. I switched on my iPOD, took out my bio, studied. At least i managed to cover my SAQs on Immune system. Phew. After lecture, Practice session for my BCLS (Basic Cardiac Life Support). Had fun with them. After much stressing, we had fun too. How we imagined doing CPR on different languages. for example... If i were to do my chest compression in malay, i will go "Satu dan dua dan tiga dan empat dan LIMA! Satu dan dua dan tiga dan empat dan SEPULUH!". We have japanese version, indian version, china version and what nots. HAHAHAHA! it was just hilarious. Then to Plaza Singapura with my HI5 and went to Daiso then to KFC for dinner and back home. Continued with Bio and online right now..
Hope to see a better day tomorrow..!!
wooo.
fact : i wanna believe in everything that you say, because it sounds so good.
That Mademoiselle
Julyanna
19 year old mademoiselle
24th March
You would see me estactic most of the time. :D
However, my life is full of ups and downs.
Been facing too many obstacles in life.
My blog here, will tell you the character i bring up in me.
A student fulfilling my wishes and getting as much clarity about what is going on about life, as much as possible.
Mixing around with a bunch of a hell lot of monkeys like me.
I love them though
My friends, you are my true love.
For, my heart speaks your name each time it beats.
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