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Monday, February 23, 2009

NOT PROUD OF WHAT I HAVE; NOT BRAGGING.

AWWWHHH..! nice.

f.f.f.four. Construction Towards Corruption.

girls. girls. girls! you're my girl. we all girls.

idiot lah these two.

nur khalishah.

camwhoring is our THANG! only WHORES camWHORE.

funan.

Ahmad E. Julyanna.Samihah.Omar.

Our very own...JERSEY-LESS soccer team TAK MENJADI.

Julyanna. MJ.

they say, "your bestfriend are those who will be with you through thick and thin". bestfriends, KISS EACH OTHER'S ARSES TOO!!

TWISTER!!!

RUN BABY RUN!!!! DON'T EVER LOOK BACK!!

mirror mirror on the wall. who's the vainest of them all?

yes. BEAUTIFUL!!! nak kenal kenal?

MY EVER BORING HOLIDAYS ARE HERE!!

it's been almost a week that my exams are over and the fact is...I ONLY WENT OUT ON FRIDAY!!

uber boring siols.

that was the day i went out with lishah. thats all.

the whole freakin' weekends, i was at home, slacking.

rot at home like one dead meat!

pretty sleepy right now.

just got back from the shops with norlin.

went for threading.

then both.."kening gatal!!!"

hahaha.

idiot.

i slept at 4am last night, prior to long hours phonetalk with ahmad dan.

didn't realise the time.

didn't know we would stretch the time, that long.

woke up at close to 1 noon just now.

gosh.

this week, i have my plans lined up already.

like at last! im going out!

wednesday,meeting ffour.

thursday, SENTOSA trip with the bitches and sluts.

friday, karaoke session with the bitches and sluts again

saturday, chalet till monday.

and the week go on and on.

i'll see what i can do for the whole night.

effin' bored.

geez.

chatting with liyana right now.

famished.

see ya online..

fact : my mind, playing tricks on me again.

Saturday, February 21, 2009

SOMETHING NEW; SOMETHING REALLY SPECIAL.

i found this photo when i was browsing through Junaidi's facebook

what did i found here?

a little memory from our KL trip.

photo taken while we were having our fun times over at Genting.

we went to Snow World to play with snow. effin' cold.

took us awhile before we could adapt to it.

okay.

the 2nd day of holidays went much much better than yesterday.

i was out for the whole day.

followed Aishah to school to settle some things.

met dearest girlfriend that i have been missing since forever.

and yes. she is Nur Khalishah.

Planned to meet her over at Cityhall.

intended to go to Funan to survey for my laptop.

i am in need of a good one.

so, i met her at 3pm, ate at Kopitiam that was at Marina Square.

Headed to Funan, still considering which laptop would be good.

i have this bad habit of being VERY FICKLE MINDED.

so just bear with me this instance.

after Funan, we went to this shop to buy her lighter and cigarettes.

i came across this "Glow In The Dark with a ring vibrator CONDOM"

=____="

people bother.

haha.

gosh. for once, we got JAKUN.

haha.

headed to Supreme Court for camwhoring session.

As usual though. girls would be girls.

had great time snapping crappy photos of us.

bumped into Aishah again. haha.

went to Raffles, just to BUY ICE CREAM!

gosh, i miss those times.

how we girls spent most of our time at cityhall.

how kenny and mahesh treated us at Fullerton Hotel.

how we ran from door to door to knock and ran around the freaking hotel.

hahaha.

Headed to abang's place.

this time round.. we kinda miss dancing.

i followed lishah to plan for her brother's wedding.

i'll be back dancing!

seeing them practicing, gosh, made me feel like dancing.

i decided to give it a go.

nice feeling.

then lishah went off.

helped abang to clear off his accessories.

went back home.

my day was spent very well with my bunch.

i suppose this is a long post.

hahaha.

i'm shagged already.

love ya'll.

will be back soon!

fact : have we made a clear point here?

Thursday, February 19, 2009

DON'T LOOK NO FARTHER..BABY I'M BACK YEAH!!

fuck it with my hair. im loving them loads.

happy 19th birthday Nur Liyana Zainal.

12 years of friendship? gosh! that's long i suppose. :D

with naddy.

Tell ya'll this : MY EXAMS ARE OVER!!

woohoo!

after all those hardwork and striving, it's all done.

macam at last!

my tired brain is at it's comfort zone right now.

end of papers were celebrated well with the bunch.

went to karaoke at the usual place and then slacked over at pacific plaza.

had a great time karaokeing with them.

like for once, my stress are all over.

but now..

IT'S JUST THE FIRST DAY OF HOLIDAY AND I AM ALREADY BORED!

i wonder how this shit will go on till 20th of April.

way too long a holiday.

however though i will be having my attachments just next month over at KKH.

going to gynae for a week then off to paeds.

i can't wait for the 25th and 26th of february.

on top of that,i am missing my bunch that i have been neglecting the past weeks for examinations.

i have been mugging hard with kai, aishah, liyana, kak nad and suzyla.

we had our study session all these while.

despite the stress, we managed to overcome by making studying session interesting.

i'm back to all my dear friends.

meet soon ffour.

meet soon girls.

meet soon sya.

meet soon GYM!

girls, take note on the 28th.

Dinah, get back to me once you're back from KL.

i need a little help from you.

misses to all.

muacks.

"i sayang u. muah!"

AHAHAHAHHAA!!!

fact: i dont wana be without my baby. i dont want a broken heart.

Sunday, February 08, 2009

i won't be available these 2 weeks.
spare me some time.
im mugging real hard for my exams.
i'll get back to you people once i am done with my stuffs.
so please, count me out for these weeks.
i'm stressing.
this intense moment is driving me crazy.
i have been spending time over at the hospital, visiting dearest grandad who was admitted since last week.
such pity.
despite having to study, i have to divide my time for grandad.
god knows why he was ill. i don't wanna talk about it. it hurts me so.
get well soon to him.
i hope my sacrifices is put to good.
i just wanna do well for my exams and that's it.
get to YEAR 2 and pass on smoothly.
i have my bond to care for. i have my money to keep.
now that i am all fine and standing far away from my illness and fever, im up to study my ass off.
i just wanna update this post to tell that i will be away for a week or so.
wish my luck for exams.
i get shagged easily because i tend to overwork my brains.
i need a good rest after exams.
:(

good good GPA, please be on my side!

fact: I CHOOSE YOU.-mario

Saturday, February 07, 2009

I AIN'T HEARTLESS AFTERALL.

how'd you feel if you're hated?

how'd you feel if you are hoping too much despite knowing that every hope that you are having, you are taking the risk of PAIN?

Now, how'd you feel if you were someone who was never proud of telling others about what happened, yet someone just had to break it?

For some specific reason, i find it really hard to FORGIVE this particular someone that i was onced close to.
For those who knew about it, well then, good.
Prolly you'll understand this state of vulnerability that i am in.

I really wished i have none that i hate.
But it's your enemies who will be your true friends.
cause your enemies will be those will come straight up to you to pin you down, whereas your friends will be too afraid to hurt you.

I haven't forgiven this person since forever.
The fact that he put me in this position where "HATRED" haunts me, makes me feel that he is worth NOTHING.

whoa! that was harsh. i know.
Im sorry.
He did try to apologise but faking my front is taking me, NOWHERE.
I simply don't get why he must do such a thing when i did no sin to him.
It ain't funny dude.
I just wish that one day, we could be sitting over coffee and have a good laugh at why we were childish enough.
but HELL NO.
I HATE YOU.

How could you possibly pretend that nothing has happened when i never did feel secured when you are there?
now, we're talking about INSECURITIES.
I don't get what's there to be proud of.
I don't get why you had the cheek to do as such?
and yes, i do admit, i CAN'T face you.
A little too emotional, i know.
Put yourself in my shoes.
I'll see if you wished things to be done that way.

Monday, February 02, 2009

MEMORIES, SUPPOSE TO FADE; WHAT'S WRONG WITH MY HEART?

this heart, isn't a play toy.

don't phunk with it.

once bitten, twice shy.

take this as a good thing.

it's good enough that i am doing nothing.

im having a really really bad headache and i have been enduring since when i was in school.
lesson for bio practical was cancelled.
lecturer told us to go home to revise for the upcoming exams.
thank god.
back home, i tried to sleep, but failed.
ate two pills yet again, it didn't help much.
sigh.
amrul msged me to tell me about something funny.
so yea.
"beeee, ampunkan julie. julie masih sayang kan arm"
HAHAHAHAH!
"beeee, disgusting tau b!"
ish! bulu roma remang!
aduii!
GOOSEBUMPS!

so now, i think i have something to update.
what's up with girls being desperate?
i thought, i was stupid enough to cry about my past.
i do admit.
some girls, they do it, then they will think.
"pakai dulu, bayar kemudian"- that sort.
prolly, if something hit them hard, then they'll realise.

fact: would you put me number one on your playlist?

That Mademoiselle

Julyanna
19 year old mademoiselle

24th March
You would see me estactic most of the time. :D
However, my life is full of ups and downs.
Been facing too many obstacles in life.
My blog here, will tell you the character i bring up in me.
A student fulfilling my wishes and getting as much clarity about what is going on about life, as much as possible.
Mixing around with a bunch of a hell lot of monkeys like me.
I love them though
My friends, you are my true love.
For, my heart speaks your name each time it beats.
True friendship never dies.
To the losers who had me, I am on the losing side for trusting nincompoops like YOU!
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