KARYA'S over!
great.
im gonna have my full concentration on my studies already.
i have tonnes of work to do.
i haven't been blogging the past days due to tight schedule and exhaustion.
been busy with school and practices.
a week passed.
gonna face exams in the weeks soon to come.
i gotta buck up.
karya was finee.
thank god.
although i wasn't perfect in my dance.
sheesh.
my mind wondered for awhile.
saw sirin and girls.
haha.
lost my concentration for awhile.
thanks mihah,omar,hawa and azrin for coming.
much appreciated.
this is the countless number of time that i have been feeling grateful towards them.
so yeah.
mihah and omar had to leave early.
hawa and azrin waited till i changed.
ate with them and went back home.
was too tired.
went back. chatted with ezzat, amrul, azrin and many more.
i cant remember.
not long after that, i was on the phone with amrul.
talking nonsense and more nonsense.
sheesh.
hang up at..errr..
dont know what time.
3 plus i think.
hehehe.
woke up at 11.30 just now.
went to cemetery.
visited late granny.
just as i was about to go out, amrullah smsed me asking me to entertain him.
so yeah.
i did.
went to vivo then.
then reached home at 6 plus.
feeling weary right now.
i'ma go off soon.

*join me in the middle of ecstasy.*

fact : ask your partner why he/she loves you. if they can answer, it's not love. love is indescribable. he/she just likes you.

facing this bad habit of being distracted easily.
i had just opened my bioscience book,when my mind wonders.
suddenly,i feel like blogging.
well,that's it.
since i have started, i might as well finish this off.
woke up at 2pm?!
well, that's a whole lot of sleep.
slept at 4am last night.
was online with amrul,haiqel,ezzat and some old friends.
was watching some music videos.
dead bored last night.
was alone till 3am.
the rest of the family members were out to johore.
leaving me in singapore alone.
irritating.
got back from practice, went online, took my bath and yeah.
i stretched all the way till the clock striked almost 4.
was listening to some old songs.
engrossed with some beauty websites.
sheesh.
breakouts kill me alot.
i'm gonna start refraining myself from make up unless its necessary.
its not helping me.
woke up and found out that my whole bunch of aunts and uncles were at my place.
sheesh.
it's my last day.
im suppose to be enjoying my sleep.
so yeah.
a rest day for me though.
one week to go before my freaking production.
do come and support okay.
tickets sold at 5 bucks.
sheesh.
went to meet farhana as she helped me to print my essay and yea.
home right now.
good thing.
listening to chris brown's Say Goodbye.
sheesh.
old times.
the period of devastation.
i dont know why i would cry either.
but its an emotional thing.
i couldn't avoid it either way.
noone wanna be the one hurting or the one hurt you see.
let's put the past aside.
im moving on.
i really do.
in life, its a thing called choice.
whatever happens, its a thing called choice.
you choose to go to that path.
you can avoid, but you wouldn't want to.
so yeah.
it was my fault, in some way or another.
my fault for trusting such scoundrels.
my fault for not knowing things better.
but all in all, its the past.
in 3 weeks time, i'll be celebrating my 2 years singlehood.
yeehaa!
i do miss relationships.
but im enjoying every bits of euphoric moments in my everyday life.
being single means freedom.
being single means treasuring your teenage years.
i'm left with two more freaking years.
i'll be done with my teenage years.
school, life,friendship.
sheesh.
everything's a norm.
no disputes, no hostility, nothing much negative about them.
so yeah.
starting a new life.
gotta think of the future.
im off.
chatting with omar and amrul right now.
still addicted to bella luna.
geez.
im going off right now.
gotta do some reading or whatever.
been slacking the past days.
feeling lazy.
aiseyman.
goodbye.

fact : you are an illuminating anchor.

ANTIQUES.
i swear!
year twoo-oh-oh-sixx.
sheesh. christmas party that was.
things have changed.
old times are missed.
they are only made history.
the memories are well cherished and reminisced.
okay.
woke up at 9am.
crazy mom!
fancy her shouting at me!
dont know whats with her and getting anxious.
kills meee.
she was afraid i might not go to the polyclinic.
hello!
i know what im doing.
to all the beautiful moms out there, you dont have to eat microphones for breakfast.
fancy you people yelling at your kids when you can talk nicely.
don't be surprised if my eardrums were to break into pieces and poof!
i need a hearing aid.
cant put myself to bed again.
she gave me a heart attack.
i had to please her and wake up.
she asked daddy to accompany me.
but in the end, she followed.
no point.
came there, registration close.
mak oi!
not my week sey!
im damn vexed.
and she was so kecoh.
asking to ask but she doesnt know a thing.
and in the end, she asked me to ask the nurse.
while asking the nurse, she waited outside.
so the nurse was telling me to drop by soon!
OH MY GOD!
and when i told her i couldn't take, she was asking so many questions.
and i had to TRY not to be rude by telling her "okay. you dont have to worry about me.i know what im doing. cause the instruction was given to me."
i was already damn irritated.
shouted at me, asking me to go, when i know its almost time, and i tried telling her that she doesnt have to be such a kanchiong spider, when i got to the polyclinic, she was asking me to go EVERYWHERE!
heart attack.
thank god i wasnt the sick.
if i were to be the sick, i'll wish for me to be dead on the spot.
while waiting, she could still tell me to go to a private doctor.
so i told her "IF YOU WANT ME TO GO A PRIVATE DOCTOR, WHY SHOULD I WASTE MY TIME WAKING UP EARLY FOR THIS!"
I SWEAR SIA!
she was the one who wanted me to go to the polyclinic because it was cheaper.
and she told me to go to a private doctor after reaching there.
mak oi.
so we head off from the polyclinic.
she wanted to go to grand's place.
i decided to go home.
so,i went off alone.
let her be with daddy.
she left me 10 bucks for me to get my food.
but i didnt.
i was online just now afternoon.
busy singing to my hearts content.
exchanging recordings with asman.
nah.
asman is just a friend of shazni who added me on friendster.
so, he chatted with me online.
so yeah.
and shazni said he could sing.
he was chatting with me and we were dead bored.
so, we both exchanged recordings.
was chatting with helmi too.
cause brother asked me to take up bike license soon.
so,i was asking helmi on the payment and how much it all cost.
and he was saying "nononono. u are a girl"
haha.
been sometime since i really hear him disapproving something that i wanna do.
went for my dance practice at 4.
fancy me thinking i was the last one to reach!
i was the first
another suay thing.
i waited for the whole bunch.
but not all turn up again.
ayu, kak mona and along didnt attend.
revised the whole dance routine with kak jah.
my head could crack ANY TIME.
knowing that it's not a stage that we will be dancing on.
its a dancefloor of four different corners.
and each one will take up each sides.
oh myy.
i'll drop dead.
and the dancefloor is VERY BIG.
much bigger than atrika danzfest's stage?
so, try imagining me, running around the whole dancefloor, taking up position.
i'll die panting, gasping for air.
so yeahh.
back from practice.
was suppose to meet kak nor at kallang mrt.
i was too shagged.
feeling all weary from all day's activities.
took my shower and yes.
im online right now.
anything i'll see you guys online.
im off.
gotta think of my presentation.
i gotta think on what to wear.
put on my thinking hats and bleahs.
THINK THINK THINK!
exams are around the corner.
sheesh.
wish my luck.
see ya.

fact : i think i'm beginning to fall for you.

woke up at 12.30pm just now.
late huh?
was on the phone with amrul till 4am.
i swear,i can go crazy.
the whole night i was laughing with him.
times when he was singing "ohhh. belo slowna"..
the moment when i was telling him about the food in my school and i said "maggi goreng" and he heard it as "maggi goyang"
L-augh, M-y, A-ss, O-ff! (LMAO!).
and he was being sarcastic to me.
he was asking me on which team i am supporting.
be it portugal or germany.
and i said "singapore", slumberly.
he got fed up and placed the phone near the speakers.
LOL.
and we were laughing at how long the commentator will go "GOAAAALLL!!!".
and yes.
it was a long one.
too much of laughing last night.
as soon as i got sleepy,i decided to hang up.
and as usual.
he will take so long to say GOODBYE.
sakit jantong!
aiseyy.
that was why i woke up late i think.
back home from meeting sya.
thanks to sya for accompanying me to the polyclinic to waste your time.
hahaha!
went to polyclinic stupidly without bringing my forms.
sheesh.
met sya at aljunied mrt station.
in the morning she was smsing me telling me how touched she was when i dedicated a song for her and mihah.
so yeah. she was telling how much she felt like crying.
kind of sad though.
thinking of the fact of why we should part our ways.
i mean,i swear i miss the old times with them.
im always looking forward to every meet up with them.
life isn't easy.
at least, we meet everyday during our secondary school life.
now, even once a month, is so difficult.
everyone is committed to their own stuffs.
i miss being naughty in classes.
and yeah.
in short,i miss my secondary school life.
so yeah.
back to what i did for today.
met sya, walked to Geylang East Polyclinic.
and when we reached, the person said i need to bring my form.
aiseyman.
so i gotta get back again tomorrow.
we then took 80 and went to compasspoint.
walked around.
were looking for robinsons, john little and mark and spencer, but to no avail.
aisey.
went to popular to buy some stuffs for my project.
ate at banquet.
had a good chat.
then, we decided to go to hougang mall's pasar malam.
and as usual, every pasar malam sells the same thing!
ramlee burger,sausages, clothes.
sick and tired of it already.
went to walk around hougang mall.
sat at mac, chatted with her also.
still, we wished the day was longer.
we had alot to keep up with each other.
sheesh.
by evening, we made our way home.
reached home.
been online.
on webcam with haiqel just now.
JUST awhile. and did my blogging.
it's getting boring right here.
so yeah.

fact : am i only dreaming?

sauna baby.

okay. i was waiting for them to be ready.

recent webcam session with mya.

juliee, haddy, sya.


okay.
have been feeling real lazy to blog.
back from meeting mates at omar's clubhouse.
there were sya, arif, nazirul, mya, haiqel, mihah, haddy, akiff, omar and fatimah.
sadly, ezzat couldn't be there.
he wasn't in town.
very much missed.
met sya in the morning at singapore post to get breakfast.
booked the clubhouse from 11-5pm.
thanks to sya for waking me up.
or else i would be late.
met sya at 10.30am.
went hunting for food.
no egg tarts, nothing niceee.
went to mr bean to get my beancurd, pancake and soyabean drink.
then went to the clubhouse.
omar was there already
then mihah and arif came.
they were from school.
then nazirul came in..
then so on and so forth.
watched school for the scoundrel or school of scoundrel.
whatever the name is.
good show though.
then saw 3.
by this time, mya and haiqel reached.
after that akiff.
the one i havent been meeting for quite some time.
then, we ordered macdelivery because everyone was dead famished!
sat outside and had a good laugh.
sadly fatimah always got bullied by us.
whatever she did seemed wrong to us.
got in back, watched seniman bujang lapok.
lepak or whuat!
by then, it was 4.30pm
everyone was already tired.
went down for a swim.
so much for not swimming.
i ended up swimming.
sheesh.
swam till 7pm and washed up.
made my way back home FAST.
for some girls' issue.
back home, hungry again.
eating right now.
gotta study tomorrow.
i had fun though today.
feeling all weary.
resting after this.
i might go to the polyclinic tomorrow.
to get my HEP B injection.
lazyyy.
and yes.
i might be going back to black hairrr.
having too many colours in one head.
haha.
bubble tea craving right now.
aiseyy.
might be coming down to omar's clubhouse soon again for karaoke session.
well, that depends.
school's resuming on monday.
bloody presentation on that day.
bleahss..
feeling bored right now.
nothing is interesting on the television.
life's fine for me.
everything's going on well.
its the time management that i gotta work on.
so yeah.
thank god, all the projects are almost done.
i'm left with editing and rehearsing.
no more going to school...all the way till monday.
feeling rather nervous for monday.
haha.
i dont know why.
fot the first time, i am nervous for presentation.
well, maybe, im presenting to my elective group.
not to my own classmates you see.
presenting to people whom i don't know.
missing schoolmates.
haven't been meeting them eversince school closes.
can't wait for monday.
i'm gonna have a freaking exam soon.
wish me luck aye?
i'm off.
see what i can do.
if there is nothing much,i shall start on revision.
semester 2 coming up soon.
again, for the infinite number of times,i shall say, i gotta buck up.
do remind me to study constantly.
i tend to slack.
heehee.
see ya loves.

fact : you're my remedy. the cure to all my pain. (sheesh.i don't know where all those came from)

in school right now.
geez.
projects just kills me a hell lot.
shortens my lifespan and bleahs.
a holiday just like any other school day.
with aishah right now.
just ended group meeting.
thank god, we are almost finishing.
waiting for hawa to end her group meeting and we'll be off to do our essay.
700 words down.
300 more to go.
hell lot of shit.
another week before i submit.
essay kills me.
sleepy right now.
slept at almost 3 last night.
was online, chatting with haiqel and abang rizal and aizat(after soo long?).
on the phone with amrullah.
went through the horoscope with him.
fancy him making me feel like a noob.
telling me that his horoscope is a dragon with two heads.
scram you!
hahaha.
bodoh julie, she believes.
hahaha.
was talking to him about some issues on this particular guy.
its a he who shall not be named.
:P
for the second time, it took so long for us to hangup the goddamn phone!
simply too many "bye" here and there!
after some time, then we really hang up.
LOL.
amrul...amrul...
still continued being online.
and went offline as soon as my eyes got tired.
im blogging out of boredom.
ohsmysgods.
imagining prom night.
imagining ballrooms already.
freaking sweet song.
thanks to the song bella luna.
haha.


fact : i'm just a singer, you're the world..

The best thing about tonight’s that we’re not fighting
It couldn’t be that we have been this way before
I know you don’t think that I am trying
I know you’re wearing thin down to the core

But hold your breath

Because tonight will be the night that I will fall for you
Over again
Don’t make me change my mind
I won’t live to see another day
I swear its true
Because a girl like you is impossible to find
You’re impossible to find

This is not what I intended
I always swore to you that
I would never fall apart
You always thought that I was stronger
I may have failed
But I have loved you from the start

Oh, But hold your breath

Because tonight will be the night that I will fall for you
Over again
Don’t make me change my mind
I won’t live to see another day I swear it’s true
Because a girl like you is impossible to find
It’s impossible to find

So breathe in so deep
Breathe me in
I’m yours to keep
And hold onto your words
‘Cause talk is cheap
And remember me tonight
When you’re asleep

Because tonight will be the night that I will fall for you
Over again
Don’t make me change my mind
I won’t live to see another day
I swear it’s true
Because a girl like you is impossible to find

Tonight will be the night that I will fall for you
Over again
Don’t make me change my mind
I won’t live to see another day
I swear it’s true
Because a girl like you is impossible to find
You’re impossible to find

current song stucked in my head.
nice song.
wonder which pretty boy will sing this song to meeee.
hehehe.

see ya loves.

i'm doing this out of boredom. going out later with mya, mihah, haddy, haiqel, omar and maybe ezzat. i'ma cut short this survey. i'll try ask much as to get those who reads my blog often to do this. whahaha. take that. and i'm doing this because,i was ASKED to do by mya and omar. THANKS TAU KORANGS!

name 20 people. at the end of the survey, choose 5 people to do the survey. dont read the questions, name the 20 people first! (:



1. syahidah
2. bibi
3. ezzat
4. samihah
5. omar
6. mya
7. dinah aisyah
8. liyana
9. hawa
10. haddy
11. kai
12. amrullah
13. farhana
14. suriyann
15. suhaila
16. akiff
17. fadhli
18. abang rizal
19. fatimah azzahra
20. aishah

(phew. tough choice oi)

-how did you meet number 14?
aiseyman. meet her in school. of course. she's the tiang-est girl in school when she first step into telok kurau. then, we started talking during dance cause i was her senior. damn,i miss her LOADS.

- what would you do if you have not met number 1?
then,i won't have any machine gun with me. she's the LIVEWIRE?!haha! without her,i won't be as kecoh as i am now. my bestfriend i should say. talk crap partner. sheesh. now, we have parted. looking forward to every meet up with her!

- what if number 9 & number 20 dated each other?
LOL! hawa and aishah? THEY CAN NEVER DATE! they are always fighting about boys. boys and more boys. say..HAIZAD IMRAN? but, god knows. maybe one day, they'll really promote bisexuality? haha! the two that i love.

- Describe number 3
one word : LAZY! .his laziness drives EVERYONE schizo! because of his laziness, we have to chang lots of our plans. we even bought him a lazy t-shirt. even his mom said it was true. ezzat...ezzat..haha. other than that, i shall recognise him as the man who doesnt say anything in conference on MSN, and suddenly comes back "hahahaha"-ing! just because he is LAZY to read the whole conversation.

- do you think that number 8 is attractive?
liyana? attractive? well, maybe. although we have been childhood friends. now that we met in NYP back again. she doesn't change. her mouth goes pet pot pet pot all the way! we just can't meet. the moment we meet, we will just sit, and stare and end up laughing for no specific reasons. she is attractive in that sense.

- describe number 7
mampos. dinah? haha!! too much to say about her lah! the two of us, are of split personality. one moment we can be serious, talking about guys. the next moment, we can go haywire and go all dirty. best part, if we were to tell people that she is my lesbian partner, they will believe. we go everywhere together. we have seen each other naked. aiseyman. haha! she is the one who goes excited and suddenly go around laughing and whacking EVERYONE & ANYONE around her! however, no matter how violent she can be, she is my bitch slap partner. each time she talks nonsense,i will go slapping her face. and and, we always FIGHT. for whatever fcuk the reason is. be it about boys, about life and about not having the same mindset, we always fight. if its just the two of us who go out, we can rock the whole world. aiseyman. now, its just her. no more lishah. lishah, MIA. too bad.

- do you know any family members of number 12?
HAHAHA! feels weird though. amrul eh? sadly,i don't. i don't even know much about his circle of friends. how can i even know his family? eventhough it has been the past 5 months i have known him, we still have a lot to know about each other. :D

- what language does number 15 speaks?
language? english and malay lah. damn. what else. for the past 15 years i have known her! she only speak those languages. i dont know if she speaks mandarin lah. haha. bad childhood friend,i am. i dont even know much about her languages. all i know, her malay is superb and we used to get BEST IN MALAY in primary school. every year i should say. too bad, she is a batch earlier than i am. no challenge. haha!

- who is number 9 hanging out with?
HAWA? ahem ahem. oreo eh hawa? hahaha! she always hangs out with me. who else. or else, she will be going home with azrin. cause, i always layan her merepekness and she layan mine.

- how old is number 16 this year?
akiff? oh my. the boy whom i miss alot. he is 15 this year. we gotta meet akiff. we really do need. my bowling rival. damn, he used to be a bench warmer. he does improve alot! a hell lot i mean.

- when was the last time you spoke to number 13?
farhana? just last night. because we were planning about her birthday which is tomorrow. happy advanced birthday love.

- who is number 2 favourite singer or band?
alamak. tough man. i know she listens to all types of genres. thats why i cant judge much. nama jer bestfriend. haha. i don't even know. hey come on.i haven't been meeting her. the last time was during my birthday. and we always meet on webcam. that's all. :D

- have you ever dated number 4?
samihah? forget it lah! she won't even have a chance to date me. since ROM is approving homosexuality marriage,i might as well marry her. no dates. waste time. haha. sheesh. im such a bitch. :P

- would you ever date number 1?
like i said. I WISHED. she's more like a sister to me. imagine yourself, dating your sister? haha. hogwash!

- what is number 10 last name?
ISA. hahahaha! muhammad haddy khairul aqma bin ISA! his name sounds as if there are 4 different people. too long ah your name boy. and the daddy's name. haha. only two syllabus and 3 letters. hahaha!

- will you ever be in relationship with number 11?
KHAIRUL?! hahaha. god knows. he talks more trash. imagine myself with him in a relationship. sheesh. what a corrupted world this would be!

- what's the school of number 3?
CINCAPORE POLYTECHNIC. the school with capoeira as a CCA. SAKIT HATI!

- where does number 6 stay?
mya? eh. wahlau. EUNOS AH! the sikit-sikit E-hood girl. damn. haha. sumaiyah abdul rahman bamadhaj! :P

- what do you like about number 5?
omar? this SHAVED SIDEBURNS! hahaha! he is innocent. now, he talks like a matrep. but i love him though. he gives good advice. yet, he sucks in relationship. HAHAHA! omar,i think you will attract the wrong gender in the years soon to come. :P. your love magnet is not working well, love. gotta try harder. julie loves you ah bro.

- have you ever seen number 2 naked?
BIBI?! many times! hahahaha! told you she's my bestfriend. i know her INSIDE OUT! lol.

Now choose 5 people to do this survey:
1) omar
2) mya
3) dinah
4) suriyann
5) fadhli

thank god it has ended.
shites!
im late to meet them!
thanks to this survey!
im off!!!
byebye!

again.
im planning to have an early night today.
my brain is too shagged.
it can't function as well.
okay that may sound a little exaggerating.
yesterday, had a long day.
today too.
had lessons from 9 am till 5pm yesterday.
first lesson for yesterday was lecture for foundation of nursing.
rather bland.
after lecture, had clinical.
okay clinical was slightly better.
kai was suppose to teach the class.
he was imitating the lecturer on how serving the bedpan and comode.
dang!
it's cleaning faeces time.
even serving the bedpan has a way.
sickening isn't it?
even cleaning the genital area has a way.
all we did was learning on seving bedpan.
practiced on vital signs.
checked blood pressure.
first check by azrin, i had 100/50.
second check by hui yan,i had 98/50.
damn.
blood pressure is low.
guess, must be those lack of proper sleep.
after clinical, had break.
had psychology meeting.
held meeting with them.
and then headed for lesson.
safety in healthcare.
a new module that we had to touch on.
great lecturer.
she started off with showing indecent photos of people who wears hipsters.
those with g strings and male thongs.
everyone was laughing
during lecture, he concentrated on sex.
she even said "MY ADVICE TO ALL OF YOU. STAY A VIRGIN TILL YOU GET MARRIED. IF I CAN TELL THIS TO THE WHOLE SINGAPORE. FUUUH.. THE AIDS STATISTICS WILL DROP A HELL LOT!"
it was damn funny.
she also told us that her previous student suffered from STD.
and she said "IF YOU CAN'T CONTROL YOUR TEMPTATION..WEAR A CONDOM"
hahahaa!
hearing that from someone who is way older than you are.
she is 3 times older than i am.
after lecture, had foundation of nursing's presentation.
today was kai's and joy's presentation.
all i did was slacked.
ended lesson at 5 by then.
stayed back with hawa and kai.
did our 1000 words essay.
was pointing out the problem with siti's presentation.
so yea.
now,she has a clearer picture of it.
kai and i were her tutors for the moment.
sheesh.
at least i feel good.
i did learn something.
thank god.
started out already.
did my draft.
a little editing to do here and there.
HATES REFERENCING!
from 5 till 7.30pm, we did our essay in the library and went home.
slept quite early last night.
went to bed by 11.30pm.
woke up just now.
went to school with liyana.
first lesson was bioscience practical.
without realising,i have known 100 over bones.
thank god.
it wasn't that tough afterall.
sat with kai and siti.
since we ended early, we went to have breakfast.
went to north canteen.
and headed to lecture for bioscience.
was talking to darwin.
darwin was too friendly today.
he was saying "hello girls. how are you today?"
good approach though.
weird though.
john paul still shuts up.
the one who really talks to us is darwin.
paisehh maybe?
haha.
after lecture. was spending the whole afternoon at the library.
held my psychology meeting.
this time, psychology went off fine.
again, without realising,we are 3/4 done!
fuuh!
the only thing that we had to do is...to plan an original game.
still,it's done.
after meeting, went to the cafe.
bought lasagna for myself.
after getting myself bloated,we booked a discussion room and studied.
kai was stressed up about his laptop.
he HIT it HARD!
haha.
hawa was stressed up about starting her abstract.
julie, forever stressed lah.
haha.
dont have to mention.
the 3 of us were in the process of doing our gazillion work.
work and non stop work.
hawa got a little excited over some issues that i shall not mention.
liyana had her sociology test.
waited for her and watched some videos.
was showing hawa on some funny videos.
it's really de-stressing you know.
knowing that you are at a state of vulnerability.
haha.
both of us were laughing and laughing.
we simply couldnt stop laughing.
went to macdees.
tried the new nuggets.
nice though..
liyana ended her test.
she was with her classmates.
the whole lot of us walked to the MRT station.
liyana, hawa and julie...were restless!
we couldnt help, we were laughing and all.
feeling a little high.
separated from the rest.
went home with liyana.
fuuuh..
tired though.
missing my girls right now.
missing F4, missing mihah who is at RAWA island right now.
missing nana.
having some meeting session with her and liyana on monday.
it's gonna be her birthday.
tired though.
gotta go online have a chat and maybe have another early night after preparing my stuffs for school.
gotta stay till night again tomorrow in school.
1000 word is killing me.
ima buzz off.


fact : we're so in love. LALALALA!
hahahaha!
nonsense lah this woman.

Photos from yesterday show at Nee Soon CC.
okay.
i tell you what.
i furkingly shagged right now.
i can't promise i'll blog a good one tonight.
i just got home from my dance practice.
feeling a little feverish since morning.
must be those tight schedule.
woke up with a heavy head.
body ached everywhere.
i dragged myself to the bathroom and got ready for school.
took the train today.
met with hawa at the MRT station.
bought 2 dollars meal at mac and went for first lesson tutorial.
i didn't realise that my voice had already changed.
it was coarser than usual.
it seems as if, the voice came from the nostrils.
damn.
during tutorial, i was trying to catch with whatever that is taught.
tutor was too fast.
it wasn't long till i got irritated.
i raised my hand up and said "err.. can you just go a little slower. you are too fast."
after tutorial, had psychology studies, lecture.
thank god this time, the lecture was only for an hour.
in fact, she cut short.
lesson ended.
had break and went for my group meeting.
getting a little stressed up here and there.
we are suppose to be creating a new game or activity that is original.
we have to come up with a theory.
damn.
after break ate at the north canteen with kai, hawa and aishah.
went for bloody elective.
the lecturer took a full 2 hour to talk to us.
my god!
the lecture was rather dry.
she mentioned about writing a "thesis statement"
i TRIED sooo hard to open my eyes.
i couldn't help no more.
i messaged syahidah.
told her to entertain me.
still, it didn't help much.
i slept!
simply MUNDANE.
just because it's our last lecture before the school holidays.
it's the last week.
damn.
time passes so fast.
i couldn't believe that 2 months have passed.
went to the library and then met with hawa with aishah.
on the way back home, i was telling them about aishah's future husband.
as always : crappy talks rocks.
the fact that julie could even say "zaman sekarang, pengantin naik bus. pengikut naik kereta"
just because i saw a freaking bus in front of me.
nonsense.
forever sey julyanna.
took 853 home and then went online for a while.
went out at 6.45pm for my dance practice.
rather shagged.
tomorrow will be hafiz's birthday.
he's turning 18.
god bless him.
back home.
chatted with omar, amrul, azrin and shazni's friend.
famished right now.
NO FOOD.
im so sedih.
gotta cook something up then.
im off.
nights love.
call me up if there is anything.
:D:D

fact : explain to me why i need a boyfriend.

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