[P. Diddy - talking]
Yeah
There's three things
I like about the summertime
Drop tops, long hot nights and summer love
Yeah
Hey yo, B
Tell 'em what time it is
Let' s go
[Beyonce]
Out of all the guys that approached me
Walking up to me like they know me
You were the one that stayed aside
Waited a while and took your time
You don't know how impressing
Your curiousity was to me
It was the fourth day of July
Looked in my eyes and saw that I
[Break - Beyonce]
I wanted more than just a man (man)
I needed a friend (I want a friend)
Someone I can talk to (oh)
Someone who'll really listen (yeah)
When you touched my hand (yeah yeah)
The sun got brighter then (brighter then)
Trusting you I closed my eyes
And felt our love begin
[Chorus - Beyonce]It was the summertime (when we fell in love)
It was the summertime (when heaven shined on us)
It was the summertime (baby there is nothing like the)
Summertime, summertime (ohh)
[Beyonce]
Now it's been a year and we're closer
Fall in love again when I hold ya
I know that God set you aside
For me and now you are my prize
Wanna grow old with ya
Fill a house with ya pictures
Have a son for you, a little girl for me
Together we'll raise a family
[Break - Beyonce]
I wanted more then just a man
I needed a friend
You are my best friend (yeah)
Someone I could talk to
Someone who'll really listen (yeah)
When you touched my hand (yeah)
The sun got brighter then (brighter then)
Trusting you I closed my eyesand felt our love begin
[Chorus]
[P. Diddy]
Yo let me holla at you for a sec
So what's in gonna be, him or me? (yeah)
We can cruise the world for pearls
And bare boots for girls
Summertime in the linen, fresh fruit
Livin the life that's forbidden for just you (let's go)
No worries you ain't gotta be stressed out
No hurries you ain't gotta be rushed out
Sit back relax ma take your time
Now have a taste of the finest wine
Every minute that we have's a blessing to me
And in your heart you's a "Child of Destiny" (that's right)
Them hot summers that we had especially
Love who you is girl, you bring out the best of me
And it's like that, you know it's like that (that's right)
And that's your plan, where's your hand let me ice that
You my heart ain't no chance you could fight that
The summertime, when you hot baby take that, take thatYeah..
[Repeat Chorus]
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whoa..
listening to this song currently.
bored at hm.
dnah went tepak.
lishah tk jadi kluar.
emilya went home already.
been 3 days since i last talk to aizat.
he's been quiet.
i've been at home or been preparing for sch.
today is danial hadi's b'dae.
too bad we can't celebrate.
nobody call us down to celebrate.
so,we just keep quiet.
nevermind la.
let the boys make him happy.
its ok dan.
if celebrating wif ur frens make u happy,by all means,go on.
do wads best for u.
its ur b'dae afterall.
sorry too cos we didnt get u anything on ur special day.
planned to grab u something.
but thinking on how to meet u.
happy b'dae to u yah.
hope u enjoy ur day today.
15 already right.
hope ur matured enuf to noe wads right or wrong for u.
;)
so yeah.
went out yesterday wif dnah and lishah.
had my haircut and then went to the party at Omar's place.
dressed up.
went there wif heels.
had a nite of dancing.
saw mahesh after a long time not meeting him.
really do miss him.
he was gorgeous that nite.
so yeah.
opened up a dancefloor wif samihah,dnah and lishah.
ezzat joined us too.
mahesh..hmmph..
dun haf to say.
he was the most active guy
haha.
its was okay la.
den went home.
i hate it when in the internet slows down.
its so difficult to upload stuffs.
so bored yestderday and today
went to school just now.
planned to grab the cheque and decorate the board.
but the office lady wasn't there.
so just did the board.
now it looks much better.
as compared to the previous one.
so yea.
sat at eunos to haf my food wif dnah and lishah.
then went home.
dnah went tepak.
was bored at home.
cant go out.
tmr,doing the ss project.
den if its confirmed,i'll be going out wif suhaila to vivo.
man!
haven't gone to vivo for even once.
hw outdated can i be?!
haha.
nah..
hope to enjoy tmr's outing!
so yea.
till then.
i will update soon.
byebye
boredom strikes
gosh..
damn bored.
suffocated in this house.
nothing to do.
log in..log out..
just now went to sch for SYF pract.
girls were okay.
boys were better than last week.
lishah was sick..dnah overslept. suriyann HILANGED.
did wif them SYF practice and Sirih Pinang for CCA open house.
booth haf to be set up.
board haf to be done by fri.
going to sch on thurs.
to grab the cheque.
den went out to bugis to follow aizat buy his books at bras basah.
after that met danial and bob.
soon after,we went makan at this coffeeshop which sells nice fishball noodles.
after that,bob,aizat and danial headed to tapac.
i went home.
wad a thing to do.
haha.
but the outing just now was quite boring.
dey kept talking about sriwana.
my god.
wad good does talking about sriwana bring to them?
i just keep quiet.
just afraid i said something wrong.
or should i say, was lazy to entertain such a topic.
serious seh.
wen would dey ever scrap that topic went they go out wif us girls ehh?
waliaoweh..
wadeva la ehh.
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yesterday..
went to town wif danial,dnah,feo and adal.
met aisyah halfway.
so she joined us.
yesterday's outing was much better.
cos dey weren't talking much abt sriwana.
it was tolerable i should say.
went home at almost 11 at night.
den went online.
was on the fone wif Hakim O.
he was resentful about wad happened btwn him and syahriah.
but,theres nothing much to do.
its over.
this reflects back to those who didnt think twice upon breaking.
but,u will only feel the lost wen the one u love is gone.
and i told him too "dun leave a person if u still love. u will regret. and the reason why u got angry was bcos u loved her. u followed ur emotions. and took breaking up as the last resort."
wen i talked to him about this,i myself wished that someone out there would listen to wad i haf to say too.
too bad hakim..
just wish u all the best.
cos if ur talking about anger,i've felt angry.
angry about wad happened at zouk.
but breaking up isn't the best way out.
the best way is to let the person get afraid of u and not repeat the same old mistake.
but y i ended breaking up is bcos he wanted.
nah..
haf fun okay guys.
u've lost us.
who asked?
u!
so..GOODBYE.
and to u guys who are reading this.
i love u.
byebye
julyanna signing off
now at home.
bored to death
mum went makan.
brother going out later.
left me alone.
just finish checking my myspace.
listening to the song "SEMUA TENTANG KITA"
love that song so muchie!
Waktu terasa semakin berlalu Tinggalkan cerita tentang kitaAkan tiada lagi kini tawamu Tuk hapuskan semua sepi di hatiChorus: Ada cerita tentang aku dan dia dan kita bersama saat dulu kala Ada cerita tentang masa yang indah Saat kita berduka saat kita tertawaTeringat di saat kita tertawa bersamaCeritakan semua tentang kitareally do love this song
it really means alot to me.
hmph.
guess its all the past.
we are more to close frens now.
i mean, its the best we can do.
he wanna look after me.
by all means.
let it be.
at times,i dun even noe if i really do need him or not.
things are complicating now.
look at me and him.
look at dnah and nash.
look at lishah and mizan.
we are not attached yet we are still so close.
close like those times before.
gosh.
it makes me think if we are being fair to ourselves.
i mean.
they hurt us!
they treated us like one of a kind!
they look for us only wen they feel like it!
i just dunno wad to do!
i guess.
leaving this as a mystery is the best
i will just remain quiet and see wad happens next.
but hope for the best to happen.
:(
-dear aizat,this is for u-
its been bugging me till i haf to say wad i think i should say.
guess if u wanna get pissed wif me,go on.
im sick and tired of twisting stories.
u are too afraid.
wen i noe that everything is going to be alright.
but too bad.
u wanted me to leave u alone,go on la.
i leave u by all means.
talk to me wen if think u wanna talk to me.
one thing for sure,i wanna straighten things out that have been bugging my mind.
okay?
i really hope u understand.
here i am talking in a nice manner,trying my best not to flare up.
do think.
dun haf to call urself pria kesepian,fucker,bastard and all sorts.
u are not if u think twice.
dun haf to lie if u are really true
everyone noes u are attached.
u are not being fair to her.
its like,u can do it..not her.
im lucky im not her.
thank god!
so,do understand wad im feeling now.
i dun wanna lose u but at the same time,i dun want to lie for ur sake.
thanks for everything.
i started it out first.
YES!
i wont deny.
but i just have to.
or u will never understand wad i feel.
i noe u that u haf make it clear that u wanna look after me.
but,do it right.
u can tell ppl that we are close frens.
wads so wrong about that?
ur girlfren dun allow u to be close to me?
if yes,den dun.
if no,den y so secretive?
i have been trying to understand u and i wish i could.
but its hard to do it.
u want things ur way.
but cant i have it my way too??
i just dun wanna twist and turn stories.
so now,up to u.
u should noe wad is right and wad is wrong?
is it to save face or to lie?
think about it sweet baby.
love u.
:)
now,things seems fine to me.
im happy wif my life.
now,thinking on my daily time-table for 2007
since relationship probs are far away from my life.
feeling unwell now.
runny nose and sore throat
this sucks!
i need some rest
yesterday,the whole day out.
first thing in the morning,went for show at hougang.
had a day of laughing despite me being sick.
hehehe..
there's this group which did 80 counts of 8s of the same step.
ahahaha...
okok.
im being bad.
but we just cant stop laughing.
then,went back to abg rizal's place.
to makan and bathe.
whoa.
shiok seh lepas mandi.
mcm nk tdo.
da la demam.
tapi cannot.
had to go to tapac.
for practice.
so,made our way there.
and abg rizal was shouting in the train.
hahaha
giler seh.
today,no plans.
sitting at hm.
sakit lagipon.
tak kuat nk jln.
bsok den go tapac again.
rehearsal for saturday.
den go again on thurs
having lunch outing wif brother and mum.
NK HP!!
haha.
eating at swensens.
I LOVE!
i feel bad seh.
i dun really spend time wif my family,yet wadeva i want,i get.
hmmph.
thats y i wanna sit at hm today
nk action baik katakan
hahaa
k la.
smile always!
:)
whoa..
back from chalet.
4 days 3 nights.
mcm nk giler.
lots of things happen
haha..
kat chalet,tak payah la nk diet2..
mkn jer.
sampai gemok.
glad that mum loves my friends.
nothing bad happen.
just that pissed off wif some ppl for some particular reason.
it was supposed to be my frens and my family chalet.
but..
pap..pap..pap...
nah...
shouldnt say it
dats y i dun like,
mulut tempayan bole tutup.
mulut org,dier pnat baru tutup!
sikit2 my frens.
just bcos my frens are the majority
geram seh.
cd tak tarok btol,my frens.
cd hilang my frens.
wahh..
my frens alone la yg pakai cd??
think ehh..
got other ppl ehh!
it was fun,i noe.
but u ppl cant just blame on my frens.
luckily my mum cover for them!
fuck!
pissed off sia.
each time ader chalet,mesti gini.
den some parents look at my frens like one kind.
ape seh tu?
da la tak bayar..
nk complain2.
tapak hidong kasi kemek baru tau!
da la kene tdo luar.
suka2 hati pe.
tau tdo ngan boys seh.
dulu.duduk jer da bising2.
my mum was happy,dorg nk bising2
btw,its not theirs!
nk talk big.
nk buat muke
lain la kalo drg bayar.
sickening!
at least kwn2 aku tak menggatal.
dorg buat hal sendiri.
wadeva la eh.
next time,buat chalet sendiri dan jgn ajak org..
kalo rasa nk bising2 ke nk buat muke,balek!
i simply can't wait!
can't wait for tomorrow!
having a chalet.
whee....
movie marathon?
karaoke?
sleep?
cards?
slumber party!
hooray!
guys,u noe wad u need right?
dun need me to say right?
takkan u all nk stay satu mlm atas katil ramai2
tebiat!
ahaha..
on tues,after school i come back.
den we go out in the afternoon together.
u all go tapac,i go kallang.
:)
we haf fun there okay?
but behave aite!
my parents will be there
smoke behind the bungalow.
or,im gonna get another combo!
ahaha...
see u guys at the chalet on monday night.
wait!
who are going?
nash,aizat,bob,danial hadi,helmi,hakim om,mizan,feo,dinah,lishah,bibi and noi?
whoa!
miss u guys man!
kk..
just drop it!
im getting excited!
ahaha.
yesterday,wad did i do?
went to watch dance festival.
after so long of doing performances,now,im watching it!
paid $2.
i was wif,abg rizal and abg yazid and lishah..
aizat came down too
sanggup.
just because he is bored!
then went to plaza singapura.
eat at swensens.
1..2..3...
TERIMA KASIH ABG RIZAL!!!
hahaha...
i ate black pepper seafood pasta..
sooooo SPICY!
ate ice-cream.
had a deal wif aizat.
if he gif me my ripples flip flops which was due months ago,i would treat him to seoul garden during his b'dae.
play fair ah.
its always my money sehh..
mana fair!
fuck him!
haha.
should i get a fresh haircut?
or should i just trim to make it more thinner.
kind of sayang to cut la
but rimas already.
now listening to the song irreplaceable by BEYONCE!
so since im not everything,how about i'll be nothing,nothing at all to u..
baby i wont shed a tear for u..i wont lose wink of sleep.
cos the truth of the matter is,replacing u is so easy...
just that,im not thinking on getting into one relatioship which will spoil my happiness.
HAH!
sudahlah.
im much happier now.
not binget wif anyone.
unless danial thinks im angry la.
in which im not.
OKAY!
ggaga..
y should i even bother of fighting wen im not even angry.
just drop it!
much happier now!
blablabla.
today,again...
some ppl accuse me
of something sooo stupid.
wads wif ppl who cant differentiate btwn joke and accusation!?
getting sick of it la.
sickening!
bye
CHALET
gonna haf a chalet this monday to wednesday..
hey girlfrens, come down la.
the guys haf a room for themselves.
i haf a room for u too..
we'll haf a party if u all stay.
i will ty to talk to ur parents.
if there's a need
plss..
then tuesday we go tarian together.
nak?
that chalet will be a home for us.
we can karaoke and stuffs like that
bring any dvd u haf..
we will haf a movie marathon!
how do u like that?
jom la..
we enjoy!!
i will bring syahriah down wif bibi..
come okay?
;)