You know why this is up? Because he loves this number 69. It's the number on his jersey. So, when i realised that the Hummus and Barbousa was designed in a way that it looks like the numbe 69, i decided to snap a pic of it. :)

If i am not wrong i got myself Mushroom Chicken Chop, I THINK. hahaha. Not that i remember of.

So yes, we managed to take photos while waiting for the time to break fast.

Results are out, they are far from good. But, Alhamdulillah, i managed to pass ALL and all thanks to one and only, Allah S.W.T. I sacrificed alot and i suppose the outcome is worth it. I have been neglecting social life, dance life and what nots and i suppose, it's worthwhile. I mean, i spent alot of time studying. The results may not be satisfying but then again, i have been having slight improvements, semester by semester. Not much improvements, but i think, i made it through. Despite so many attempts, i guess this time round, my results were pretty much relieving.

Alhamdulillah, Aidilfitri has moved and now it's the 4th day. Time flies so fast that i will be ending my attachments in 2 days time. So far, so good. I managed to get many learning opportunities and have met with my learning objectives. Pretty much glad on that part though.

Phone bill is cheap this month. It only cost me $26.90. Another good news i suppose. Maybe i should name all the good news that keep coming to me and i really thank god for that. :)

• Gemok passed his TP and got his driving license already.

• Passed exams.

• Having much improvements

• Mom has been good and treating me more like an adult.

• Hari Raya went on fine.

• I'm back to dance

Attachments will end soon.

Another thing, i have been gaining weight and it's scaring me. My tummy is bloated and during my last outing for breaking fast, i realised i looked like hot air balloons. sooo PHAT.

At times, i find myself pissed but i don't know how i can vent my anger. To whom, should i be yelling at. At times, i know devastation takes me nowhere, but God knows, it's not easy dealing with all the roaring of different kinds of emotions. I just stood still, staring blankly, hoping things would change. When you get accused for the wrong reasons, you just feel like you are so shit-ified. But my religion teaches me to be patient. However, being patient might just lead to someone, stepping over you head. Matter of fact, when i go silent, it doesn't literally mean i am defeated or neither do i let myself be defeated. It means i am thinking.

Till then, Julyanna is feeling all worn out. She is going to catch her afternoon nap. Thank God for the afternoon shift tomorrow. I can rest longer. This is the rest i am longing for. Call me if there is anything.

fact : sometimes the good things awaits noone. You have got to keep your mind clear and be able to notice it. :)