junaidi, faris & julyanna.

day out with beloved kai and caca.


swear i ain't bragging anything. picked out those random shots and compiled into one. i didn't really know where i should put it. anyway, this post will be over after 3 more updates.
so yeah. i met fat just now. first meet up after our trip to Malaysia. okay, i sound like he went on overseas with me. but nah. he followed me to study at leisure park. i was studying while he played with my laptop. went over to Marine Parade and had dinner some time later. lots of fun. full of laughters. full of bullying each other. only to head home by 10.15pm. cabbed home. he dropped me off and he went off. will be meeting fat again for Transformers and post-salon meet up. yes. it's the last day of my long hair. tsk tsk. i'll be cutting my hair. daymne excited. i'm getting sick of long thick hair. so yeah.
Syahidah will be accompanying me tomorrow. thanks girl.
oh yes, good news. holidays will be extended and school will only resume on 6th July! great. that means, more time to revise. more time to rest. rest like i've never rot before. it's a practice in any case the swine flu gets worsen. everything will be e-learning. pros and cons to it. pros : i'll be slacking. cons: i'm missing school. no lecturer to explain to us. oh dear. once school resumes it will be Nursing Lab theory exam. god bless.
time passes, mindset changes. i am beginning to realise the need to prioritise things. may not struck some of you yet. but to think of it, i hate my past and it haunts me crazy. it's pretty unfair to those who weren't involved. not even by meer chance. god. i don't know if i should be telling the real truth. yet again, i don't quite like dwelling on my past. i maybe making it sound like it's some kind of a joke, but it ain't funny dude. some may have questioned me about my past. but then again, it sucks. just like i have been singing, saying and whatever that goes in line with it. "the truth hurts; a lie is worse". i can't help it. i'm sorry if i've got your doubts unanswered. don't get me wrong. i am just not proud of it. i've been staring in blank pages, pondering to myself. don't ask "what about". it's just me. i'm a true damn liar in faking my real feelings. however, life seems pretty good on my side. loving whatever, whoever's with me. i'll put this to a halt. this can go on and on. : )
fact: eventually when i wake up, i'll be ready.