Lovely darlings. Shazni, Kak Nor, Hidayah and i. After much asking for forgiveness, we decided to boost the mood up by camwhoring.

In the car. with Shazni and Faris

2nd day raya.

With cousin Ridhwan.

okay.
before i start my whatever nonsensical, emotional blogging, i'd like to say that i am overwhelmed with joy because it's the end of my attachments.
Thank God.
so to speak, i am pretty much shagged with insufficient sleep and going out for for than 12 hours.
thank god, everything has ended and i am out of my cage.
it's time to really enjoy.
and that was the reason to why i haven't been blogging much.
i don't quite have much time to it.
had my time preparing for the festive season.
schedule been pretty tight with preparation and attachments.
gonna miss al my dear patients.
but lately, i lost the mood because irritating patients were admitted and they were very cranky.
they tested my patience by making so much noise that will cause distraction with my work.
but having daddy's genes, i was very much patient and told myself off that this is part and parcel of work.
so yeah.
thanks to all the staffs for all the time and opprtunity given to me.
i have learnt alot lately and spent my time wisely.
so yeah.


it's time for celebration.
i was on the phone with sya and omar recently and we were discussing about raya.
so i gave them my views on my judgement about raya.
don't you think it's irrational to be going out with all your friends, and then you visit their house when they are already out with you.
okay..
that's ONE.
secondly, you are not close to their family members and you come to their house and don't ask for forgiveness to their parents after giving them much trouble to prepare dishes for you.
3rdly..you are old enough and awaiting for green packets.
4th...you tire yourself soo much and you go to people's house just to eat cookies?
and if you are visiting their house, you don't apologise to their parents and you expect green packets to be given.
best part, you are apologising to parents whom you have never spoken to?
tell me your views.
think about it.

that's what i feel about raya.
i have lost the joy to raya.
i told that to many.
in fact, i sent an sms to amrul saying "yeye besok raya!", when i have no mood to it?
and i was just trying to boost the mood up.
this year, its the first year i celebrated raya without grandma.
on the eve, we had this mini doa selamat to at least remember her.
everyone was shedding tears thinking of the fact that the good old woman has gone to serve god.
i was on the phone with him till late night, (after a month plus?), and as usual, we just shared things that we have been missing since his MSN was down.
slept at 4am and didn't have adequate sleep since then.
raya was celebrated well with darling relatives.
and i only found the mood to send an sms to my mates on the mid day of raya after having a little bit of mood.

i might be going to hawa's open house tomorrow with my mates for a while.
and going out with my friends on 7th maybe?
and also with my 4express darlings on dont know which day.
then also with poly mates.
and oh god.
school will resume in 2 weeks time and im pretty excited.
i can't wait to fill the time meeting my loves in school and going for lectures to have my sleep.
=D

fact : A heart thumping hard.

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