i have come to realise that this is my threehundredandfortyeight's post.
348.
hahaha.
imagine how long i have been having this blog?
eversince 2005?
so yeah.
im currently distracted from studying.
BIO AND BIO AND BIO AND ENDLESS BIO.my oh so last minute revision.
i will have paper tomorrow inthe morning.
geez
im so exhausted.
been mugging eversince i was awake.
time is 4.45 in the afternoon and i woke up at 1.
chatted online with dinah.
it has been a while since we last catch up with things and yes.
we talked about stuffs that we have been missing.
still, we have nothing better to talk about other than those two scoundrels.
but this time round, we dont go about dragging the whole conversation to just them.
we were generalizing things.
and we have realised that things have really changed.
what's up with people and reminiscing the past?
so what if they left us?
we won't go all sober already.
enough of what they had done to us.
this time i really mean move on.
they dont appreciate whatever that we have done, so what?
we're still alive afterall.
don't go bullshitting about "i can't live without you"
you are still alive,
ASSHOLE-LICKERS.born a liar always a liar.
being numb has helped us alot.
moving on means leaving what's past.
i swear ex boyfriends can be such pain in the ARSE.
but what can i do.
isn't that why they are in the "ex" category?
day by day, i asked myself "which part of him did i really fall for?"
he isn't that mr right that everyone goes running after.
all in all, he is only human.
i have forgiven him and i have forgotten why i was really angry with him.
is that a sign that he is really out of my life?
best part "is he even an ex?"
hahaha.
or was he just an ex lover.
or worst still, was he just an acquintance?
maybe, he was just a close friend.
ohhh. whatever it is.
he's outta my life.
i was younger back then.
the mindset isn't as matured.
i love the fact that i don't go shedding tears for what he did anymore.
so yeah.
im gonna have a paper to have to sit for tomorrow at 9am.
wish me luck aye.
at home today.
the good girl i suppose.
after tomorrow, i will have my foundation of nursing to concentrate on.
and then on wednesday i will have to meet the boys again.
thursday will be my last paper.
yeeehaaa.
and on fridayyyyy.....
YEEEEHHHHAAAAA!!hooorraayyy.
okay.
i sound like a noob right now.
im going off to KL by then.
will be back on the night of 24th.
maybe even on the 25th.
will be staying at capitol hotel.
i soo can't wait to be free from all these books.
exams are hindering me from going out.
and this sucks like mad.
my PC is being a nincompoop.
it will shut down each and when they like.
pretty annoying.
anguish right now.
im going to resume back to my revision.
i'll be online.
of not..just beep me up on my phone.
fact : I N V I S I B L E.