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and yes, i have to admit.

i kind of miss longkang kurau.

i simply couldn't believe that i'll be going to a new school.

new school, new environment, new ambience.

i wonder if it's gonna be another hell lot of hell in there.

next month, i will be starting school.

14th april i should say.

11th april will be my orientation.

thank god Liyana is in the same school, same course as me.

at least i wouldn't be feeling much like a stranger.

okay, today, my ear hurts!

hurts alot!

not because i am in pain.

more of sick and tired of mom's nagging.

have you ever wondered if your mom will be tired after she nags alot?

have you ever wondered how much water your mom needs to drink after nagging so much?

those are the few questions hovering in my box of mind.

she has been nagging since the morning i woke up.

sometimes, you just don't know what is the real issue and if it is your fault that she has to nag that way.

first thing in the morning, i was awaken by her defeaning voice.

suddenly she shouted "wake up! i wanna clean the bed!"

what the hell?

does sleeping makes it a reason for her to yell that way?

next, she starts talking to herself.

she was cursing and saying everything under her breath.

okay, maybe not under her breath.

it was loud.

as a teenager, maybe most would understand that, a rude approach might just make things go haywire.

at times,i just wished that yelling isn't a sin.

being someone who is born with patience, i kept quiet and just took my shower.

time was 11am.

i got myself ready and yea, went out at 12.

so she started scolding the whole house.

even brother and daddy got scolded.

for whatever "good" reason she could give.

the moment she saw her grandaughter, she started to cool down.

then, i went for practice at kallang.

who would ever thought she would be back later.

i thought she would go home straight.

and today, i didn't bring along my keys cause it was nowhere to be found in the house.

and even if i bring my bunch of keys, i do not even hold the keys for the wooden door.

i called sister up.

mom started making noise because i didn't bring my keys along.

well maybe, she thinks she is always right.

i'm not talking behind her back.

she had known it all along that i do not have the keys for the wooden door.

when she reached, it was "julie got scolded, volume 2"

sickening.

sometimes,i wondered what wrong have i done.

she started making noise.

it was not music!

it was NOISE!

her voice pierced through my defeaning ears.

the whole house again, got scolded.

for what bloody fucking reason it is.

even daddy, who tried to clean sister's car, got scolded.

she stated that daddy tried to be smart.

and then, she scolded me and everything.

and we all know what is the big problem here.

she is angry with aunt for some specific reasons.

LONG STORY.

and she doesn't have to bring the problem back home and make everyone not in the mood LIKE HER!

if she expects everyone to be like her, then i suppose we people do not have a life.

this story will have another chapter.

maybe tomorrow.

when i am celebrating my birthday with friends and she will start calling me asking me to go home.

haiz.

and i really do hope that its not another "like mother like daughter" thing.

you know, sometimes, this is the reason to why i don't feel like going home.

everything that i do, seems to be the matter.

even if she is facing her menopause, she need not get everyone to feel what it's like to be in menopause!

nag is the only vocabulary in her dictionary.

i wish i could just tell her to shut up.

yet again, eventhough i am the queen of the rude, i just can't do it.

it's really sickening.

maybe, anyone who has face this, might feel the vexation i am feeling right now.

for the freaking 17 years and 344 days i have lived, i have to face these.

what brother say is true.

in a year, there is 345 days.

only 5 days she won't nag.

the 340 days will be filled with NOISE!

these days, daddy has been my best listening ear.

only HIM, can understand how i feel.

cause he is always mommy's nag victim.

and he has been telling me to ignore.

he has been telling me that mom always want things her way.

thank god i have the level of patience like daddy's.

phew!

sometimes, life can be a nuisance.

i'm off to bed right now.

im sleepy.

i shall be online tonight.

i shall see you guys online tonight.

tomorrow will be beautiful 18th.

thanks to family who came down to Sakura International at Somerset just now for the simple family gathering to celebrate sister and my bday.

haha.

believe it or not, sister has the same birthdate as i am.

24th March.

only that she is and old brat.

ooopss!

haha.

she will turn 34 this year and i am only 18.

so yea.

tomorrow, i will be going out with express mates.

those people on the photo above, will be those who will be going out with me tomorrow.

and they are keeping it a secret on where we will be going.

BASTARDS!

haha.

fact : the meaning of FRIENDS is slowly showing up. thank god.