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okay you see that picture?

now, i shall tell you, IT'S OVER.

i'm sad and i'm proud of it.

i had REALLY cleared off everything.

as you can see, it's easy to say, never easy to be moving on.

his wish is granted.

hopefully he is happy with his life.

just yet, both of us decided to really leave the past behind.

i find it hard to not reminisce the fond treasured moments.

but i suppose, it's true about what he claimed.

we both should be moving on.

i hope he is happy with HER.

i really don't get the picture of why i must be shedding tears when i have knew it all along.

it's really time to get things over.

he had left me hanging for way too long already.

i hope the sacrifice i made is worthwhile.

i'm gonna miss him.

okay, back from overnighting with them.

dinah,abang rizal, kak jah, aizat, bob, hakim om, fadhli and shyam.

lishah and akiff had to go home.

sads.

but we did have a great time.

there were lots of food.

we barbecued from 7 onwards till 3 am.

giler.

thanks abang rizal, kak jah, akiff, fadhli and shyam for coming.

that goes the same for aizat, bob and hakim om.

but luck was not on our side, the place was muddy.

but, what the hell!

we did have fun.

we were like those farmers who will plough the land before planting rice.

we stayed for a night, played with water. sat at the water breaker.

then abang rizal, shyam and kak jah went off at 6am.

hakim om, bob, fadhli, aizat and dinah stayed.

then we packed our stuffs at 9am.

went to downtown east macdonalds and had our breakfast.

and then we headed back home.

it's so nice to be at home, sleeping with this kind of weather.

but it is also so nice to be crying at this point of time when i really have to let go of everything.

the clouds seems to be feeling like what i am feeling.

not trying to sound emo here.

but fact is, im crestfallen.

i just sent him 3 long messages.

full page.

but he seems to be keeping quiet.

its either he couldn't be bothered or he is just speechless.

or maybe he is trying not to create any scene.

and just as i said that, i just receive a reply from him.

and i am bullying lishah.

giving her emo songs.

so that she is emotional with me.

i think i am going off already.

i'm still in my "no mood" syndrome.

fact : now that the truth is out,the fate do the job. i will miss you. i really will. but now that we have let go of what's been in our hearts, we shall move on. it sucks big time. but, thanks so much. goodbye.