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i have my own reasons to why i did not update my blog the past days.
i had my family week.
tiring yet, it was of purpose.
firstly, granny had been real sick.
she had been in bed.
then, on 18th Dec, she fell back in the arms of GOD.
GOD BLESS HER.
please do.
satisfaction was felt because i was by her side before she gasped for her last breath.
AL-FATIHAH.
then, i was busy with family gathering for us to recite prayers for her.
then it was Eid-Adha.
thus,again, we were busy.
day after that, was tahlil for granny's 3rd day.
so, we had gathering again and some meeting.
it was really tiring by that time.
for 3 consecutive days, i was with scarf.
fuuh.
after that, i went out with shazni to grab his pants for abang aidil's engagement.
i did my shopping too.
we met kak nor at tampines mall and then we went back to her house.
she did not allow us to go back.
grrr.
haha.
i had my first day on that day.
surprisingly, it was not painful.
no stomach cramps and all sorts.
then, the next day, i wanted to go home, but i was too lazy.
so mum brought clothes and sent to granny's house.
asked ayu to send it to me.
i was busy preparing for the function.
i helped in decorating the house and the gifts that is to be sent to the girl's house.
today, is the whole function.
i had not been sleeping well.
i went to kak nor's house (abang aidil's fiancee)
sent the gubahan down there.
and then i go back to abang aidil's house.
i took the gubahan and all.
SO MANY CHOCOLATES.
HAHA.
then, me,shazni and ayu rested.
next thing we knew, we dozed off.
from 5 plus till 8 plus, we slept.
that shows how much we are tired okayy.
then mum called and then i went home.
that's it for the past days.

I am really wondering why he keeps calling me.
he even told me "you know what julie,i will keep calling and calling you okayy."
i told him to get a life and move on.
why is it so hard for him?
haiz.
if leaving me hanging again is what he wants, tell him to go blow off his cow dung on his head.
what is there to argue also i don't know.
since there is nothing, why must he look for me?
since he really want to see me move on,why does he come back?
instead he wanted to meet up and talk things..
there is nothing to talk about already.
get that right MR!
there is no purpose of meeting.
what more does he want?
i told him off "i have given what you wanted. you wanted to see me move on. what more do you want from me?!"
he said "i want to see you happy"
i said "I AM HAPPY!"
he said "yes, without me."
i said "indeed, yah!"
and he still claims that he cant forget me and all.
ask him to cut his cock and bull story ah.
i even told him "there will be no happy ending!! it's over. no way out!"
he said "there is a way out julie!!"
i shouted "IT'S THE END. NO MORE LOVERS AND FRIENDS. NOW IT'S JUST FRIENDS! GET IT?!!"
then, there he goes with his stories and all those sweet words.
haiz.
like as if i am going to buy his words.
i even told him off "you told my after my Os, you will show me how much you appreciate me in your life. you will surprise me. THAT'S IT. thank you for the appreciation and surprise. i love it. it was nice. this is my surprise. fuuh. noone could have it. except me. so yea. done!"
he still keep on saying "there is a way julie. i want to be there"
what a life.
attacked by maniacs!
what a life, hurled with sweetalks and bullshits.

haiyoh.
haha.
im going off.
gasak kau lah nak.
:P