TOMORROW IS THE START OF EVERYTHING.i am going to have my geography papers.
so yeah.
best of luck julz.
to my historians, friday is your papers.
studied hard.
okay.
been spending time at esplanade library.
maybe, i should share alittle about my nightmare.
oops.
it was reality!
made plans with ex bf to meet up.
so bleah.
i wanted to study.
okay.
fact :if want to meet up, anywhere also can!
plan was to meet at 4 plus.
i reached esplanade at 3.20.
he wanted to meet me at national library.
he made a
HOO HAA with the fact that i went to esplanade.
making some shitty reasons saying that he wanted to go makan and had practice.
THAT WAS NOT THE PLAN!the plan was, go national library, sit down with me awhile!
that was all.
he did not mention about practice. did not mention about eating.
and when i said "okay. i shall go to national library and accompany you go eat okay?"
he made it a big issue. he and his
EGO!that's what men are best for!he shouted at the phone "fine! dont have to meet then! bye!"
i said nicely "okay. you said it. bye"
then we hung up.
next moment, he messaged me trying to make me feel bad.
i handed a nice gesture,and tried to make a joke singing the song
SORRY BLAME IT ON ME.and bleah.
he, said "wth? stop doing this and just study okay."and bla bla bla
i told him off "my msg was just me,trying to be nice to you. sad that you have wronged me in a way"
he said "forget it"
MACAM FUCK KAN?i didnt bother to reply.
he smsed me again, saying "i really want to meet you. but its too late"
i swear, he spoiled my mood to study.
thinking being nice would solve every issue.
all i can say,
HE IS SUFFERING FROM EMO DISEASE!bloody swine.
and i simply don't know why, i am so emotional, to be tearing over such issues.
and i have been hurling vulgarities.
but forget it.
i am hoping he doesn't look for me until after 6th november.
i don't want him to be another burden in my preparation for O levels
what the heck.
okay. i think i shall resume back to study.
:p
byebye loves. that's all i want to share.
haha.
pathetic.