SYA has straightened her hair.
with a fresh new look!
spent 3 hours in the salon with her, Syu, Naz,Omar, Mahesh and Kenny.
hehe.
thanks to them.
or else, i would have been alone.
not forgetting, Irah was there too.
2 more days to hari raya.
time flies so fast.
soon, my Os will come.
i am cranky today.
miss D is talking to me about the guys we had been with.
and i was telling her
"when a whore fucks a whore, the feeling is WHORESHIP"the bapoks are going to MOS tomorrow night.
nah.
to hell with them.
i'll pray that you are happy in there okay?
whee.
okay.
yesterday, mum was damn irritating.
promised mihah would go to her place.
her mum would be cooking for us.
firstly,timah said she see first.
next,dhamirah won't be joining us.
then, left me and sya.
been telling mum i would be break fasting at her place.
however, she told me on the day itself (which was yesterday), that she'll be going to granny's.
she insisted on me going.
fine. on second thoughts, i would be having my dance practice at tampines.
it would be nearer for me to go there.
i was sleeping on that very afternoon.
the clock strikes 6pm.
time to get ready.
she yelled "do you want to go to your granny's place or not?!"
being a mood spoiler, she slammed everything she was holding on to.
i don't understand what was that, that had changed her mood.
god damnit.
next moment, the phone rang.
brother called and bleahs.
while i was searching for something to wear, she said "you don't have to rush, we will be going after break fasting"
fury and rage engulfed me.
i swear, i had no words to speak.
Firstly, she spoilt my plan.
secondly, she spoilt my mood.
thirdly, she made samihah mad at me.
forthly,she got me to cry out of anger!
because i dont know how to vent my anger, i cried.
i called sya to look up for someone to talk to.
and when i called mihah, she sounded mad.
i swear, it was a major turnoff for my mood!
the feeling was so indescribable and all i could is curse under my breath.
rage and humiliation was all i could think of.
nothing else, but vexation.
i took my bath, got myself ready, thinking i could break fast and go off to my dance practice on time.
i did not speak a word to mum.
she complained to brother.
and bleahs.
when i reached granny's place, everyone was asking why i pulled a long face.
i did not say anything, but because anger was still within me, i burst into tears again.
now,everyone was consoling me.
what made the matter worst,
MUM DID NOT KNOW WHAT WAS THE MAIN CAUSE OF MY LOSS OF MOOD!i went off for my dance.
decided not to go home.
decided to just sit around and talk.
so yea.
aizat and dans and nashrul were there.
dinah came down too.
today, another bad thing happened to me.
was suppose to not go school for the day.
was still at tampines.
woke up at 8.
mum called telling me that my form teacher called up to say i had to go to school.
dragging my feet, i went home by cab.
took my bath at home and got ready for school.
nazirul was there.
i went to school with syahidah and syahir.
urgh.
when we came to school,
SO MUCH FOR MR SINGH WILL GET ANGRY AND YOU WILL BE DEALT WITH SEVERELY!what in the fucking blue hell was that for.
came to school and
NOTHING HAPPENED!!then school was one that brought so much boredom.
good thing omar,syahidah and nazirul were there.
the least we could do is laugh over things.
so yea.
thats it.
2 days of rage and humiliation.
2 days of vexation.
2 days of antagonism!
fuuhh!
just enough to clear off the boredom in my life!
i am off to do my self-revision.
good bye.
see you peeps online.
i love you.
:)