such a failure.
always a failure.
JULYANNA!
HOW CAN U EVER NOT WISH UR BESTFRIEND ON TIME?!
sorry dear bibi.
i was studying.
suddenly, i picture u in mind.
I LOVE U LA SAYANG!
FORGIVE ME!

so 6th Sept.
what did i do today?
out to study at marine parade library with gang.
nazirul,arif and syahidah.
nazirul came damn early at 9.15.
haha. KIASU!
arif came at 10.
JULYANNA AND SYAHIDAH?
12.30pm
nah, we have already planned to meet at that time.
so, we studied at the WARD'S SECTION. (if u know what i mean)
stayed till 5pm.
studied math and ss.
naz and arif, usual..DNT
then,syahidah went off, left julyanna and the two men.
went to eat at this ayam penyet shop.
Arif's on the table
hehehe!
ate, and went off.
somehow,i would like to say what my mind is thinking of.
i feel different with them.
more open. although they are boys,i can talk openly.
we laughed about everything.
we joke about stuffs that we find childish.
and me, i agree somehow that facts of life is inevitable.
im think im becoming a philosopher.
now, tendency for me to speak like adults,increases.
wierd right?
they call me the junior detective.
what to do. so called diciple la. no choice.
still unexperienced.
haha.
they catch things fast.
somehow, i should learn from them.
they know about alot of things under the sun.
great isn't it?
shows how much maturity plays a part in your life.
yet again, i dont play the game of legacy with them.
legacy does not exist in my world for now.
stupified enough to do bad things actually
haha!
loving them though.
straightforward,never hurtful.
but, i cant be spending time with them often.
or i'll turn bonkers.
i think im getting their auras.
not easy yet, its adaptation.
i cant help myself.
maturity level increases,things get rather more petty.
adult-like character,not easy to control.
syahidah and me,learning from them.
one of a kind. one in a million.
somehow i believe, i will still be who i am.
maybe level of mentality would change.

im getting more vulgar.
mind me.
back from overnight last night.
studied physics at hospital.
studied biology too.
maybe, stress engulfed. thats what leads me to this character.
went back to kak nor's place.
met aizat,dans,shyam,haddy and razi before that.
passed dans some english notes.
hopefully that helps.
hehe.
okay.
im off to study for my SoSIAL studies.
too many to memorize.

friends,count me out for anything for now.
i need concentration
hit back once im done with all these bloody tests and exams which i never wished for since im in mummy's tummy okay?
go ahead with all your plans.
missing u peeps.
hopefully things go on fine.
after 2 weeks of raya, we ENJOY OKAY?
no more EXAMS.
NO MORE O LEVELS!!!!
OMG!
IS THAT FOR REAL?
NO SUCH THING AS SOCIAL STUDIES?
NO GEOGRAPHY?
NO MATHS?!
NO ENGLISH?!
NO SCIENCE?!!!!

sounds so fake.
but its the fact!
okay, i tell you what.
i'll never move on this way.
see u around.
BIBI: WO AI NI. LOOK AFTER YOURSELF OKAY HONEY.MISSING U DAMN BADLY. HAPPY 17TH BIRTHDAY. MAY GOD BLESS U. :)

PS:i feel like kissing u. sounds so lesbian-ish. but i have to. haha!

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