What in the bloody hell am i thinking about?
to think i even got myself a B4 for
MALAY?!!!!
u better buck up la julyanna binte mohamed jamil!
this is so not myself already.
i aint talking much about results.
it wont bring me any good.
here i am, blogging again to surpass my time telling what i have been doing and what had been happening.
tomorrow will be my English Oral.
another pressure for me.
and why in the blue moon am i online?!
i better end this shit.
im simply upset yet i would just put up a fake front.
i wanna study for my fnn now.
im unwell.
so much for doing some handstand.
now,i strained my nerves on my left arm.
im in pain.
mum massaged me just now.
i was in real pain.
but too bad, even if i tell,would anybody care?
nope. cos noone feel it.
same goes to my heart, hurt?
yeah.
people just understand.
they dont feel unless they are facing the same shit.
the devil is back!
im gonna resume to my normal shit.
spending endless hours in the library.
doing my self revising.
i had a deal with fatimah.
to my graduating peeps.
just me,syahidah,samihah,ezzat,nazirul,arif,omar and kenny.
we will have our deal.
for those who scored the highest will get a treat from each an everyone of us.
we will make a chalet even.
hows that?
in for that deal?
im up for it!
i cant stand not working towards my aim.
be it.
im not smart.
so, i have to be hardworking.
i gotta start on teachers day rehearsal.
time is limited.
after our oral, they will have prelims.
after their prelims, what will julyanna do?
her prelims!
goddamn.
its so time consuming.
yet again, im willing to sacrifice.
but do understand.
im missing my men.
good luck in everything u guys do okeh?
my two detectives, will treasure u guys.
scandalism attacks!
whatever shit happens, im up for my shit.
i am not gonna bother of what happens ahead of me.
for, i am what i wanna be.
i need no man to sleep with me to get me to do well.
i need myself, my subconcious mind and my wits to do the best i can.
bless me my dear loves.
<3
Controlling the brain, ball play you in the faceThey shake the spot, she's just another caseEasy for a good girl to go badAnd once we gone (gone)Best believe we've gone foreverDon't be the reasonDon't be the reasonYou better learn how to treat us rightCause onces a good girl goes badWe're gone foreverYou people get that?im a bad girl gone bad!
just gone bad.
still fresh.
NOT ROTTEN.
say it or i'll rot u to death.
siging off (while singing)