hooray.
im hated.
for a darn man who keeps on bothering me.
sad sad.
im worthless. what can i do?
so much for expecting. so much for hoping.
its over.
i hate being hurt.
im hurting myself by thinking.
forget him julz.
its better that way.
i was from school.
went to parkway. lepak with them.
haddy,arif and nazirul joined us.
fun trip.
i hate first day.
it kills.
so yea. allow me to pour my feelings out.
i cant stand being at fault.
i cant stand being the one not understanding.
i cant be hoping.
i cant be wanting the best.
samihah hates me.
hooray.
darls, if u hate me for that, be it.
i cant do anything to it too.
up to him la.
i dont wanna care. im upset and yah.
because im upset, i wont care.
what can he do?
he wanna look for me.
hehs.
look ah.
its my fault. yaya!
julie gives fuck face!
so. he is angry.
i've enough of this shit.
enough of not being UNDERSTANDING!
u get that.
oooohhh my man. he didnt tell me what i do not understand about.
wanna keep it to himself.
be it ah.
"pergi la rinduku. hilangkan dirimu. tak sanggup menanggung derita di kalbuku. pergi lah sayangku, bermula semula, semangat cinta ku membara, kerana dia, tiada niatku."
he left me almost a yr ago.
he wanted that!
he kissed me goodbye for that!
he said we are not meant to be!
its proven.
its only me!
i should have seen that long ago!
so.
my fault again.
who cares about him.
i don't.
whatever it is.
let him be.
pity him?
go on.
i dun give a damn freak about him.
bye bye!