y eh?
y?
wen things got better,i can't meet him or i'll tend to get angry and fume again.
im not angry nor im jealous.
i dunno who to blame.
i didn't noe i admitted that i won't accept him back.
i didn't noe u dare say such a thing JULYANNA.
i felt kind of wierd after that.
dats y i turned quiet after saying that.
haha.
he came to my place.
ate breakfast.
roti prata.
heeee...
he was from nash's hse.
didn't come home for 2 days i guessed.
up to him la.
not my responsibility anymore.
he wanna go to MOS oso i totally don't care.
he's a friend.
i can only advice.
i don't wanna stop him from doing anything stupid.
as far as i noe,i don't control him,he should NEVER control my life.
im happy now.
he can tell me his problems. but i'll be a listening ear.
cos I DON'T CARE!
by the way,i'm the type,u can do anything stupid behind me but don't ever let me noe.
cos once i noe,im gonna flare up.
alah.
y soo paranoid?
i don't wanna be paranoid.
thats y i don't control him.
noone understands who i am now.
im a changed person.
i'm friends with almost everyone.
hahaha.
i was bad just now wen i met him for breakfast!
very bad indeed.
maybe,i should be blogging on the bad thing i said to him during breakfast just now.
but nah..
who cares.
nothing big actually.
hah!
now,i can fling wif anyone i want.
who cares?
y should i look after his heart like i used to wen he don't even look after my heart wen he wanted the end?
GASAK la.
going chinatown later wif abg yazid and lishah.
buy things for KONSERT POP!
wah..
everyday seh!
BANKRUPT!
da lah.
Gasak kau orang la.
nk dgr lagu.
byebyebyebyebye